im so void of any sort of romantic prospects that I've developed a crush that i have never/will never talk to.
like the crush i had on my 30 yr old hottie neighbor from age 18-20.
in other news, my going away party will be beach themed. i will be in a bathing suit of some sort. i will be thin, as i am on diet 2007.
give me inspiration to stay on it, please. need to move to hot place minus buffalo bod....
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05/06/2007 20:46 #39185
so patheticCategory: diet
05/05/2007 15:00 #39164
happy birthday e:jenks and paris in jailnot really sure when it is, but happy brithday (e:jenks) ! i think it is sooon and/or today????
and paris hilton is going to jail for 45 days. so crazy, never thought i would see the day. she is so ridiculous and crazy, rich and everything, and i kinds wish i could be her or live her life. in the very least, i would totally date her...
that's all.
and paris hilton is going to jail for 45 days. so crazy, never thought i would see the day. she is so ridiculous and crazy, rich and everything, and i kinds wish i could be her or live her life. in the very least, i would totally date her...
that's all.
mike - 05/06/07 10:22
can we visit her in jail where she can't leave?
can we visit her in jail where she can't leave?
jenks - 05/06/07 09:56
aww!! Thanks! (and yeah, what happened? I just saw Paris going to jail on tv in the airport, but the sound was off. What did she do? The copies of Us, InTouch, AND People that I read on the plane weren't current enough!)
aww!! Thanks! (and yeah, what happened? I just saw Paris going to jail on tv in the airport, but the sound was off. What did she do? The copies of Us, InTouch, AND People that I read on the plane weren't current enough!)
05/04/2007 13:25 #39152
another sunny day...Category: david hasselhoff
i hate complaining on such a nice sunny day. well, actually i don't
you see, i have this big issue with my life right now.
I HAVE VERY FEW FEMALE FRIENDS!!!! this poses a huge issue for me, as i am into all things girl. i have really picky taste. its hard to find a girlfriend who has the same taste and knows about all of the girly things you do, and likes them and owns some of them.
(there were 3 other people on, AND, they just signed off. maybe people just dislike me.)
anyway, (e:hodown) , is my number one girly friend. but, we have different tastes living wise. (e:tina) is moving away soon, and i fear we will never see each other again, and (e:deeglam) , is practically married, and we live far from each other as well.
you all know what this means? my mom is going to have to be a girl with me. she has no choice. i have to have someone else around who wants to talk makeup and lets me do theirs...
i know what you are all thinking... "that was a meaningless post." it means something to me people, and thats all that matters. and just to juice it up, i will leave you with this! happy friday peaches.
you see, i have this big issue with my life right now.
I HAVE VERY FEW FEMALE FRIENDS!!!! this poses a huge issue for me, as i am into all things girl. i have really picky taste. its hard to find a girlfriend who has the same taste and knows about all of the girly things you do, and likes them and owns some of them.
(there were 3 other people on, AND, they just signed off. maybe people just dislike me.)
anyway, (e:hodown) , is my number one girly friend. but, we have different tastes living wise. (e:tina) is moving away soon, and i fear we will never see each other again, and (e:deeglam) , is practically married, and we live far from each other as well.
you all know what this means? my mom is going to have to be a girl with me. she has no choice. i have to have someone else around who wants to talk makeup and lets me do theirs...
i know what you are all thinking... "that was a meaningless post." it means something to me people, and thats all that matters. and just to juice it up, i will leave you with this! happy friday peaches.
deeglam - 05/05/07 23:08
i love you and can'tw ait tosee you. i will be home on saturday.
as for the hoff...he is a fellow las vegan. poor man. no wonder why he relasped.
i love you and can'tw ait tosee you. i will be home on saturday.
as for the hoff...he is a fellow las vegan. poor man. no wonder why he relasped.
fellyconnelly - 05/04/07 13:58
amazing hasselhoff video! thanks for sharing!
amazing hasselhoff video! thanks for sharing!
05/02/2007 09:36 #39125
so excitedCategory: moving
two months baby!!!! im so excited to move! not that i don't love the blo. I've been thinking about how i really want to see the world, at least before global warming kills us all.
i can't wait to live in a sunny place and hike all the time. im excited to be around family more, and just start over in general.
it gives me that, anything is possible feeling...
p.s. cannot take fat-ass to az, must get in shape. must be prepared to wear little clothing. i need some adderall, or however you spell it.
i can't wait to live in a sunny place and hike all the time. im excited to be around family more, and just start over in general.
it gives me that, anything is possible feeling...
p.s. cannot take fat-ass to az, must get in shape. must be prepared to wear little clothing. i need some adderall, or however you spell it.
joshua - 05/02/07 12:12
Bai (in advance)! Hopefully I'll get to see you before you leave.
Bai (in advance)! Hopefully I'll get to see you before you leave.
04/28/2007 11:37 #39071
i am le stupide, and i hate sportswhy did i agree to come and do meds today and tomorrow???? what is wrong with me??? now, i have ruined the weekend. ruined it! i was up at 7 today, and will be up at 630 tomorrow, for goddamn fucking work. fuck me, but not that way.
i always get this job itch, where i feel like i need a new one after a while. i feel that coming on, and luckily i'm moving in two months and can fulfill that need quite soon.
umm, i don't think that whole facbook thing is even going to happen. im really just going to go with this whole being single thing and continue to enjoy life. looking back on all of the boy drama, it was so not worth it. shedding all of those tears for no reason. i wouldnt feel like they were wasted if the tears were shed for all of the dying children in africa, or something useful, but it was all wasted energy. so, moral of the story? have fun and hang with friends, and if they make you cry, you can yell at them and get new ones, and you won't be missing the sex.
ok. what are these funky new colors here? watermelon? it's kind of disturbing.
my mom is going to paint her new house crazy colors. like, my room pink and hot pink, and a red wall out in the hallway. a brown and blue and gold bathroom??? wtf??? im trying to get ahold of her before this disaster happens. i can't let it happen. she needs design help; stat. (e:hodown) thinks that it is funny. it wasn't funny having a white, green, and black sponge-painted room from the age of 11-20.
it's still not funny. sponge painting is like a perm; it seems like a good idea, but all said and done, you will regret it.
i was wasting time waiting for the bus this morning and went to walgreens. revlon has this new line of cosmetics, and the whole line is priced over 10 bucks. wtf??? who does revlon think they are??? they are certainly not stila or benefit. i say that they can shove it, becasue i am not ever spending 11 bucks on their eyeshadow, when i can buy much better stuff at sephora. plus, the packaging sucks. who is their package designer??? who will spend 15 bucks on one drugstore makeup item? if that person is you, you are getting screwed.
this could possibly be my longest post ever. you thought i was done? think again...
i've been holding back on saying this, because someone might want to kill my first born. but, i really hate the sabres. i hate that there are signs everywhere. i hate that such a useless thing takes in so much money. i hate that sports are kind of scary and violent. i never liked mullets,or the smelly hockey players who have them. i don't like the colors of the sabres uniforms. i hate the ugly oversized jerseys i see men and women walking around in. i don't like people yelling and cheering when i am trying to have a drink or eat something; it casues indigestion. why do people drop everything for the sabres? we know we are not going to win. buffalo never wins. thats why i love buffalo. its a town filled with fat crazy people and beautiful old buildings that everyone wants to tear down. can't buffalo just ride on the fact that we are a town full of alcoholic, fried food loving people? we never win the championship. and, if you are angry ant me for saying this, more power to you. maybe you can chanel your anger into something good, like cheering extra loud for the game today. or punching a fan of the other team, when they say the sabres suck.
next time i see you. don't mention them, or any other sports team. i don't care and i never did, and i'm sorry i ever pretended to care.
i always get this job itch, where i feel like i need a new one after a while. i feel that coming on, and luckily i'm moving in two months and can fulfill that need quite soon.
umm, i don't think that whole facbook thing is even going to happen. im really just going to go with this whole being single thing and continue to enjoy life. looking back on all of the boy drama, it was so not worth it. shedding all of those tears for no reason. i wouldnt feel like they were wasted if the tears were shed for all of the dying children in africa, or something useful, but it was all wasted energy. so, moral of the story? have fun and hang with friends, and if they make you cry, you can yell at them and get new ones, and you won't be missing the sex.
ok. what are these funky new colors here? watermelon? it's kind of disturbing.
my mom is going to paint her new house crazy colors. like, my room pink and hot pink, and a red wall out in the hallway. a brown and blue and gold bathroom??? wtf??? im trying to get ahold of her before this disaster happens. i can't let it happen. she needs design help; stat. (e:hodown) thinks that it is funny. it wasn't funny having a white, green, and black sponge-painted room from the age of 11-20.
it's still not funny. sponge painting is like a perm; it seems like a good idea, but all said and done, you will regret it.
i was wasting time waiting for the bus this morning and went to walgreens. revlon has this new line of cosmetics, and the whole line is priced over 10 bucks. wtf??? who does revlon think they are??? they are certainly not stila or benefit. i say that they can shove it, becasue i am not ever spending 11 bucks on their eyeshadow, when i can buy much better stuff at sephora. plus, the packaging sucks. who is their package designer??? who will spend 15 bucks on one drugstore makeup item? if that person is you, you are getting screwed.
this could possibly be my longest post ever. you thought i was done? think again...
i've been holding back on saying this, because someone might want to kill my first born. but, i really hate the sabres. i hate that there are signs everywhere. i hate that such a useless thing takes in so much money. i hate that sports are kind of scary and violent. i never liked mullets,or the smelly hockey players who have them. i don't like the colors of the sabres uniforms. i hate the ugly oversized jerseys i see men and women walking around in. i don't like people yelling and cheering when i am trying to have a drink or eat something; it casues indigestion. why do people drop everything for the sabres? we know we are not going to win. buffalo never wins. thats why i love buffalo. its a town filled with fat crazy people and beautiful old buildings that everyone wants to tear down. can't buffalo just ride on the fact that we are a town full of alcoholic, fried food loving people? we never win the championship. and, if you are angry ant me for saying this, more power to you. maybe you can chanel your anger into something good, like cheering extra loud for the game today. or punching a fan of the other team, when they say the sabres suck.
next time i see you. don't mention them, or any other sports team. i don't care and i never did, and i'm sorry i ever pretended to care.
joshua - 05/02/07 13:23
Yes and this is actually me now.
Luckily for your sports-hating ass, there are actually places that you can hang out where people won't be either watching or talking about the hockey team... namely.... home.
I'm not mad that you hate the Sabres... I don't care enough to have an opinion one way or another.
Yes and this is actually me now.
Luckily for your sports-hating ass, there are actually places that you can hang out where people won't be either watching or talking about the hockey team... namely.... home.
I'm not mad that you hate the Sabres... I don't care enough to have an opinion one way or another.
jason - 04/29/07 20:56
FYI, that last one was me, Josh left his GD self signed on again.
FYI, that last one was me, Josh left his GD self signed on again.
joshua - 04/29/07 20:38
Wah. There is lots of shit I do not care for too.
Wah. There is lots of shit I do not care for too.
metalpeter - 04/28/07 18:23
Firstly Buffalo Does win If they are the Bisons or sometimes but not lately the Bandits not that you care of course. If you hate the sabres no one will care as long as you don't like another team. There is nothing wrong with not liking sports or wanting to go to a bar where sports arn't on.
In terms of sponge painting it does sound like a good idea but I think it might be a good way to drive someone mad.
Firstly Buffalo Does win If they are the Bisons or sometimes but not lately the Bandits not that you care of course. If you hate the sabres no one will care as long as you don't like another team. There is nothing wrong with not liking sports or wanting to go to a bar where sports arn't on.
In terms of sponge painting it does sound like a good idea but I think it might be a good way to drive someone mad.
carolinian - 04/28/07 17:36
ROTFLMAO at the fat alcoholic fried food comment. That's bumper sticker material right there.
ROTFLMAO at the fat alcoholic fried food comment. That's bumper sticker material right there.
mrmike - 04/28/07 13:28
I like em, but the "fever" gets extreme. My boss wants us all to wear Sabres gear on Tuesday......blech
I like em, but the "fever" gets extreme. My boss wants us all to wear Sabres gear on Tuesday......blech
jenks - 04/28/07 11:52
heh, gotta say I'm with you on the sabres (or hockey/pro sports in general)- but be careful. that kind of talk will get you banished pretty quickly.
heh, gotta say I'm with you on the sabres (or hockey/pro sports in general)- but be careful. that kind of talk will get you banished pretty quickly.
spagini man! o shit, i remember spagini man!
So a party that has the theme of a beach party. That sounds interesting I'm thin but sounds like I may have to get a little bit more in shape my self, not that, that will happen.
Ok we can both be on a diet and make each other stick to it.
And I think you should go out with the facebook boy.
woo hoo, a beach party sounds so fun, except for the fact that it means you're leaving :(
i think you have enough drive and motivation to stay on course for a diet. just don't do any crazy diet in which you deprive yourself completely of foods you like. i say just exercise a lot and then you don't have to worry about your diet as much, and you will also be hot and sexy (rather, hotTER and sexIER).