So I did it! I'm not thrilled with how it went. I don't feel better about anything at all ...prolly worse ...but for the better or worse I did it! I don't like to let people down, especially people who have always given me everything I wanted in life! Time for day 4 of drinking which will conclude next sunday I believe with a possible reprieve tomorow. June is so full of parties and events.

I khow what pim supposed to do but i ca'nt! ok! i can't! I taesied to but i justa can't! I thoaght this wekend would be a perfect teime but I just can't! I dn't have it in me! I nkow its ridcils and i watn to but i can't!! I'm surea it wo'nt be as bad as ithink iat will be but i'
m so scared of letting pepole down. : (

Everyone better be at the Linwood Mansion (24 Linwood) TONIGHT FOR THE (e:lilho) going away party!! I am making jello shots as we speak (hopefully they congeal)! I don' tremember how to mix them so we'll see how they com eout (i replaced all the ocld water with vodka, that sounds like it must be right?) SE YO UALL THERE FOR THE PARTY OF THE CENTURY!!!

So me and (e:terry) have our first summer bio class test tomorow. Our teacher goes pretty slow and repetively in class so I'm thinking it won't be that hard but then going over the review sheet I think wowser. There is stuff from chapters we haven't even gotten to yet and like all these speicific periods and dates to remember. I don't know if he will actually ask those on the test anyway. Anywho this was really about how I have weird study habits. Like I am super good at tests. Like just I could take most tests on anything and do ok. I also am good at remembering what I have written down. Like have of my knowledge is from remember like the pictures I was doodling near the notes that the question is on. But this post was really suppoed to be about memory tools, like you know those saying meant to help you remember different things in order. Mine are always so complicated but work good for me but it almost seems like it would be just as easty to remember the names, my latest is

Quite The Concert John, The Purple Pennsylvanians Missed Dancing Slowly Over Cake

This is to remember the different periods in earth history namely:
Quarternary, Tertiary, Cretaceous, Jurassic, Triassic, Permian, Pennsylvanian, Missisiippian, Devonian, Silurian, Ordovician and Cambrian...

P.S. I think i am feeling a major life moment/change coming up soon...we'll see

P.P.S SO EXCITED ABOUT THE SQUARE TOMORROW!! ME and (e:amanda) will be there and hopefully lots of other peeps, we are going to be staring out this summer Klassy as always!

I love Memorial Day! I love the parades and the cookouts!!! I love everything about it. I was in the parade for years for different things from cub scouts to band. And since then I have been watching it from the sidelines from the A-plus location of the Maloy house which is right on the parade route!!! This year me and (e:mk) were even discusiing having some beers. I never drink at family or friend's family events even though I clearly drink every other day but it still seesm weird like I am a kid. But who knows......there better be big men with big hats in small cars, they were misssing last year and the parade just did not feel the same without them!@