So an interesting night last night spent with (e:lilho) on her last weekend in the B-lo. Me, (e:lilho), (e:jll) and (e:beast) headed out and started with a martini and shots at Fugazi, where we began a starburst unwrapping ocntest. We were seeing who could unwrap a starburst in their mouth the fastest. (e:lilho) for her first time (yes me and (e:jill) have done it numerous times before) was very talented. We then headed on down to allen street hardware and the attack of the taint ticklers was resurrected. Oh (e:lilho) and (e:jill) and their tickles... I actually forget how everything else went down exactly but I do know, the starburst contest later included strangers which lead to bets and higher stakes which lead to (e:lilho) and an allentown art festival tent. Then of course a pop, lock and drop contest between (e:lilho) and (e:jill) commenced and the fun just went on from there. We got lots of randoms to do the pop, lock and drop but noone could master it like (e:jill) could...then it got a little sketchy when the police in te golf cart were coming twoard us....so that was our cue to go home....so long sarah, it won't be the same wihtout you!

An interesting weekend indeed....lots of changes...lots of going back to old things...lots of interesting public displays....lots of broken hookahs (sp?), and most of all lots of fun...and now on to the next week of fun June events!!!

So I did it! I'm not thrilled with how it went. I don't feel better about anything at all ...prolly worse ...but for the better or worse I did it! I don't like to let people down, especially people who have always given me everything I wanted in life! Time for day 4 of drinking which will conclude next sunday I believe with a possible reprieve tomorow. June is so full of parties and events.

I khow what pim supposed to do but i ca'nt! ok! i can't! I taesied to but i justa can't! I thoaght this wekend would be a perfect teime but I just can't! I dn't have it in me! I nkow its ridcils and i watn to but i can't!! I'm surea it wo'nt be as bad as ithink iat will be but i'
m so scared of letting pepole down. : (

Everyone better be at the Linwood Mansion (24 Linwood) TONIGHT FOR THE (e:lilho) going away party!! I am making jello shots as we speak (hopefully they congeal)! I don' tremember how to mix them so we'll see how they com eout (i replaced all the ocld water with vodka, that sounds like it must be right?) SE YO UALL THERE FOR THE PARTY OF THE CENTURY!!!