I realized yesterday that it has been one year that I have been single. I can't believe that it's already been that long. When I think back to that night, to the end of that awful semester, and about how devastated I was...and I think how I am today, and it makes me feel really good. Virtually every aspect of my life has improved since then, and in general I am very proud of myself, both in how I handled the situation and the person I have become. Sure I have made some mistakes, I probably said some things I shouldn't have, or NOT said things I should have (that is for sure!), but overall, I was mature and adult about the whole thing, and I can't believe how I didn't call him ONCE, not ONCE!!!! I never called or went to him crying or begging him to come back. And I really think he expected it, and I DIDN'T DO IT! I think it made such a difference in the whole process. I mean I really can truly say that I'm....over it....!! Wow! I mean granted, if I went in a room with him and his new (ugly...seriously she is) girlfriend, I'm sure I would be uncomfortable and a bit unhappy, but I think that is probably natural. But the fact that I can think about it anytime and never feel sad or jealous is something I'm very happy about! Because I realize there is totally nothing to be sad about and I know things are working out for me in very good ways. I hate to sit here and toot my own horn or whatever, but I just wanted to say that I can't believe it's been a year and look how far I have come. Well you don't have to really. But I am looking and I am very happy about it. And thank you to my friends and all the estrippers who have helped and made me laugh and smile and think with your comments and responses to my previous journals. Everyone has really been great. I am so proud of me!!!!
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12/02/2006 23:26 #29333
one year and look at me now!12/02/2006 23:17 #29332
NostrilsSo I was shooting a video with my lap top and I leaned over to check something on the screen, causing my nostrils to block out almost the entire screen. It makes me laugh every time. I hope you enjoy.
gryta - 08/30/07 23:58
Literally made me almost wake my mother because I laughed so loud.
Literally made me almost wake my mother because I laughed so loud.
codypomeray - 12/03/06 03:19
that is an awesome up your nose shot. your laugh after is great to. hahahahah.
that is an awesome up your nose shot. your laugh after is great to. hahahahah.
12/02/2006 17:11 #29331
Pablo
12/02/2006 12:04 #29330
picture
paul - 12/02/06 13:09
Thanks for catching that problem. I updated it so that gather :::link::: works properly in safari. I didn't realize the browse button wasn't working before in safari. Use it to upload the video and then send me the tracking number so I can pick it up.
Thanks for catching that problem. I updated it so that gather :::link::: works properly in safari. I didn't realize the browse button wasn't working before in safari. Use it to upload the video and then send me the tracking number so I can pick it up.
11/20/2006 21:54 #29329
i want happy friends!!!!!What is going on. I feel like all of my friends from Fredonia are depressed. Honestly all of them. They are all depressed about one thing or another...their weight, their current relationships, their current jobs....if I could give ANYONE advice it would be major in something "real" in college because most of them didn't and now they have jobs they hate. And I don't know what to say to them except if you are sad then DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. I know it is not always that easy but no one should be sad. You only live once as far as I know so if you are unhappy just freakin do something about it!!! I'm saying this in here because i can't say it to them in this blunt mean way but it is true!!!! Does this happen to all recent college graduates??? I mean I was definitely deperessed when I left college too and not that I'm 100% super thriled with my life, I feel that I have at least made efforts to be comfortable with myself and my current situation and it drives me nuts when I hear my best friends complain so much!!!!!!
metalpeter - 11/21/06 19:01
I'm not going to bash college here but. There are some degrees that don't lead to a job other then teaching that subject to other kids who it will not lead to a job with. The other thing that happens a lot is that people need to voulunter or do interships to get jobs in their field. The reason being is many places don't hire people with out work experance in that field. It really often is who you know and not what you know. I read a stat somewhare about the Canisius Economics Degree program. Basicly it was that Canisus people hire Canisius people. I think there is a lot of truth to that in buffalo. I can't remeber the guys name but I knew someone who worked part time at Wilson Farms for extra money who had a low paying fulltime job. The went to school so they could do that job and was verry happy. It was just that the field they went into was a low paying one.
I'm not going to bash college here but. There are some degrees that don't lead to a job other then teaching that subject to other kids who it will not lead to a job with. The other thing that happens a lot is that people need to voulunter or do interships to get jobs in their field. The reason being is many places don't hire people with out work experance in that field. It really often is who you know and not what you know. I read a stat somewhare about the Canisius Economics Degree program. Basicly it was that Canisus people hire Canisius people. I think there is a lot of truth to that in buffalo. I can't remeber the guys name but I knew someone who worked part time at Wilson Farms for extra money who had a low paying fulltime job. The went to school so they could do that job and was verry happy. It was just that the field they went into was a low paying one.
good for you :)