to mrdt and all those who think i've been sending out the bad jive...
i've had and lost three jobs in three weeks, i have more too worry about than someone i don't agree with on (e:strip).
i don't even have a computer at home. at don't even check my email, or post once a week.
so, (e:mrdt), i didn't send you that shitty comment. if i did, i would send it with my name attached.
g'night.
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05/06/2006 05:02 #26281
mother fucker cocksuckerCategory: gossip
05/03/2006 19:43 #26280
i swear this is the last time...maybetoday, i got a a new job...again.
lol. i know. this is totally redic. but, i shall be an assistant at Kallista for Hair, on elmwood, near breckinridge. i can finally put my license to use.
now everyone can be happy. mom. me. boyfriend. sister.
lets all join hands and dance in a big circle.
now i have to quit my other job and get my money. how fun.
i register for classes on monday. yay. time to be student again. not sure i remember how.
now, mom can get of my friggin ass, and, we can all have a nice vaca in three weeks!
three weeks, poopsie and me go to az. i don't think (e:thesimeon) appreciatesme calling him poopsie all the time. i don't have baby to play with anymore though, and someone has to be my poopsie:O(.
lol. i know. this is totally redic. but, i shall be an assistant at Kallista for Hair, on elmwood, near breckinridge. i can finally put my license to use.
now everyone can be happy. mom. me. boyfriend. sister.
lets all join hands and dance in a big circle.
now i have to quit my other job and get my money. how fun.
i register for classes on monday. yay. time to be student again. not sure i remember how.
now, mom can get of my friggin ass, and, we can all have a nice vaca in three weeks!
three weeks, poopsie and me go to az. i don't think (e:thesimeon) appreciatesme calling him poopsie all the time. i don't have baby to play with anymore though, and someone has to be my poopsie:O(.
05/02/2006 21:04 #26279
why?Category: annoyed
the new job, not the hotdog stand. the personal aide position doesn't seem to be the job i was offered. i worked sat and sun, woke at 6 both days, and worked my ass off, for the most damanding, unhappy, mean man ever. it seemed nothing i did was ever the "right" way. and he kept giving me weird looks.
sorry sir, if i don't know your 4 hour enema process. sorry, that i moved the paper to the left, my arm was sore from holding in front of your face for over and hour. i'm sorry i don't know how to lift you, shower you, make your toast right.
after all that ass kissing, i've been to reach the women in charge of scheduling, and i have not gotten one phone call back. that's two days.
i just want to know why i get fucked over with jobs like this so much.
i just need a fucking job. i can work. as you can see above, i can deal with most anything. including a lot of shit, and yet, i still seem to constantly get screwed.
plus, my mother won't get off my ass. acording to her i suck at life. i never do the right thing. i never have the right job. i'm lazy. this shouldn't be so hard. she always had a good job. she always knows exactly the right thing to do. she is perfect.
i'm going to visit her in three weeks, and now, i really don't want to go. when she was 22. let's see, she had an asshole druggy husband, and a kid, and no education. how does that make her better than me.
i'm so sick of everyone telling me what i need to do. maybe people should just try and be loving and supportive and put theirselves in my shoes. sometimes it's easy, sometimes, not so much so.
and to add to all of that, i'm the fatest i've ever been, and i feel ugly. that's a first. i need to be locked up and starved for the next three weeks. i'm serious.
i think tomorrow will be much better.
p.s. i'm being much too dramatic. but, would it kill to return a phone call? ugh.
sorry sir, if i don't know your 4 hour enema process. sorry, that i moved the paper to the left, my arm was sore from holding in front of your face for over and hour. i'm sorry i don't know how to lift you, shower you, make your toast right.
after all that ass kissing, i've been to reach the women in charge of scheduling, and i have not gotten one phone call back. that's two days.
i just want to know why i get fucked over with jobs like this so much.
i just need a fucking job. i can work. as you can see above, i can deal with most anything. including a lot of shit, and yet, i still seem to constantly get screwed.
plus, my mother won't get off my ass. acording to her i suck at life. i never do the right thing. i never have the right job. i'm lazy. this shouldn't be so hard. she always had a good job. she always knows exactly the right thing to do. she is perfect.
i'm going to visit her in three weeks, and now, i really don't want to go. when she was 22. let's see, she had an asshole druggy husband, and a kid, and no education. how does that make her better than me.
i'm so sick of everyone telling me what i need to do. maybe people should just try and be loving and supportive and put theirselves in my shoes. sometimes it's easy, sometimes, not so much so.
and to add to all of that, i'm the fatest i've ever been, and i feel ugly. that's a first. i need to be locked up and starved for the next three weeks. i'm serious.
i think tomorrow will be much better.
p.s. i'm being much too dramatic. but, would it kill to return a phone call? ugh.
libertad - 05/02/06 21:32
oh lilho! your post makes me sad :( Your mother doesn't understand...things are f'd up for us. We don't have it easy! Tell her thanks for f'n it up for us. And your other thing about your appearance, I met you like what a month a go? You were hot not fat! You couldn't have changed that much since then. So maybe you had one too many hot dogs, but really you couldn't be that much different.
oh lilho! your post makes me sad :( Your mother doesn't understand...things are f'd up for us. We don't have it easy! Tell her thanks for f'n it up for us. And your other thing about your appearance, I met you like what a month a go? You were hot not fat! You couldn't have changed that much since then. So maybe you had one too many hot dogs, but really you couldn't be that much different.
04/25/2006 21:48 #26278
life is goodCategory: work
and that's just how it is. one door closes and a better one opens.
looks like i've landed a better job. a much better job, making somwhere between 10 and 13 an hour. and i get benefits and such. awesome.
i will be an aide for a prominent laywer who was injured in a motorcycle accident 12 years ago. his wife is a anchor, i won't name, god forbid they see this and think it's weird.
anyway, they have a really nice house, and I get to hang out and help out and cook! good food too. he loves seafood, and lamb and thai, and everything I like. Plus, he's incredibly intelligent, and funny too.
and, they are cool with my vaca time coming up. i'm a lucky girl.
it will be a great job to have while i'm balancing school and work in the fall.
p.s. this summer is gonna fucking rock!
p.p.s. go eat at ming tea cafe, so tasty!!
and drink lots of wine. wine is good.
looks like i've landed a better job. a much better job, making somwhere between 10 and 13 an hour. and i get benefits and such. awesome.
i will be an aide for a prominent laywer who was injured in a motorcycle accident 12 years ago. his wife is a anchor, i won't name, god forbid they see this and think it's weird.
anyway, they have a really nice house, and I get to hang out and help out and cook! good food too. he loves seafood, and lamb and thai, and everything I like. Plus, he's incredibly intelligent, and funny too.
and, they are cool with my vaca time coming up. i'm a lucky girl.
it will be a great job to have while i'm balancing school and work in the fall.
p.s. this summer is gonna fucking rock!
p.p.s. go eat at ming tea cafe, so tasty!!
and drink lots of wine. wine is good.
deeglam - 04/28/06 11:46
YAY SARAH! it's about time that things started looking up for my wonderful friend....i am glad to hear that things are working out. I get home in 2 weeks! i can't wait to catch up!
YAY SARAH! it's about time that things started looking up for my wonderful friend....i am glad to hear that things are working out. I get home in 2 weeks! i can't wait to catch up!
joshua - 04/26/06 23:00
I know who you are talking about.... really only because a friend works at the station.
Congrats on the new gig!
I know who you are talking about.... really only because a friend works at the station.
Congrats on the new gig!
leetee - 04/26/06 09:21
Congrats on the new job!
Yesterday i was downtown and i saw a hotdog cart. I looked back to see if it was you... nope... and i guess i can stop looking now, eh?
Congrats on the new job!
Yesterday i was downtown and i saw a hotdog cart. I looked back to see if it was you... nope... and i guess i can stop looking now, eh?
southernyankee - 04/26/06 07:32
Congrats lilho! that's great news. Good Luck!!!
Congrats lilho! that's great news. Good Luck!!!
theecarey - 04/25/06 22:11
YAY! that is great news!
YAY! that is great news!
04/23/2006 13:22 #26277
getting fired can be kinda funso, i got fired from the nanny job. only because the people were too fucking chep to pay me 8 bucks an hour.
now, i get paid more to run a hotdog cart downdown. thats right. im the newest hotdog slinger. classy.
im so done with watching peoples kids and getting paid third world rates. you'd think people would pay, but they don't. it's their fucking kid. c'mon.
at least i finally let them have it. they needed to hear that they screwed me over and that they didn't deal with the situation professionally at all. i put myself out there for them, and half rasied their child. it felt so good to put that bitch in her place. i hope she cries everyday because she doesn't get to come home and see her kid for lunch.
anyway, it's been fun to idle this week, but i need to get my ass in gear.
my honey is so fun these days. he bought me flowers the other day for being a crankster the night before. it's amzing how flowers can really brighten up a room. we've also been taking a lot of walks, which is nice.
and i made him a roast for dinner last night. actually, it kinda took all day to make, but so worth it.
we are a boring old couple...
best part of my week?
MY NEW LIBRARY CARD! they let you take out 50 items at a time. how exciting! the joy.
and vaca is in a month, and i hope to visit the big ho this summer too.
now, i get paid more to run a hotdog cart downdown. thats right. im the newest hotdog slinger. classy.
im so done with watching peoples kids and getting paid third world rates. you'd think people would pay, but they don't. it's their fucking kid. c'mon.
at least i finally let them have it. they needed to hear that they screwed me over and that they didn't deal with the situation professionally at all. i put myself out there for them, and half rasied their child. it felt so good to put that bitch in her place. i hope she cries everyday because she doesn't get to come home and see her kid for lunch.
anyway, it's been fun to idle this week, but i need to get my ass in gear.
my honey is so fun these days. he bought me flowers the other day for being a crankster the night before. it's amzing how flowers can really brighten up a room. we've also been taking a lot of walks, which is nice.
and i made him a roast for dinner last night. actually, it kinda took all day to make, but so worth it.
we are a boring old couple...
best part of my week?
MY NEW LIBRARY CARD! they let you take out 50 items at a time. how exciting! the joy.
and vaca is in a month, and i hope to visit the big ho this summer too.
leetee - 04/23/06 23:26
does your hot dog cart sell veggie dogs?
does your hot dog cart sell veggie dogs?
mike - 04/23/06 14:46
I love outdoor hotdog carts more than life. I will have to visit your stand this summer, where is it located?
I love outdoor hotdog carts more than life. I will have to visit your stand this summer, where is it located?
lilho - 04/23/06 14:35
the hot dog thing started fri, and it is a fun summer job. their are some creppy people downtwon though. but, it pays 8/hr off the books, and people tip. well, they tip if you are a girl, and you are flirty. go figure. lets pray for a sunny warm summer! go hot dog!
the hot dog thing started fri, and it is a fun summer job. their are some creppy people downtwon though. but, it pays 8/hr off the books, and people tip. well, they tip if you are a girl, and you are flirty. go figure. lets pray for a sunny warm summer! go hot dog!
boxerboi - 04/23/06 14:13
You're a hot dog cart girl! That is so awesome! Seriously, I'd do it in the summer.
That sucks that you got fired. unless you didn't like the job, in which case, fuck them.
:o)Matt
You're a hot dog cart girl! That is so awesome! Seriously, I'd do it in the summer.
That sucks that you got fired. unless you didn't like the job, in which case, fuck them.
:o)Matt
paul - 04/23/06 14:10
When do you start slinging hotdogs?
When do you start slinging hotdogs?
after further review I have realized that I am incorrect. I am a jack ass for I have made a terrible mistake. I have a comment you left me calling me a preachy born again work out fanatic and another comment about the fact living on Grand Island sucks and something else which led me to believe you where the perpetrator. Both times you posted with your user name.
I truely am sorry for the grief I caused you and your sister last night. I'll try to make it up to you someday and I've retitled my journal post, which I am thinking about bringing down.
is this another attack??? I have a few comments and evidence/samples of your writing to prove it but I don't care anymore. I think I'm just going to take the moral high ground here.
I didn't think I was being insincere yesterday, uncut, but you're the genious, so you would know.
Simpleton that I am, I had no idea (e:mrdt) was talking about you until he told me in an email that he "used the term Ho because that's who it is...Lilho" as proof that he didn't attack anyone by saying "what a ho"
He also thanked me for my infinite wisdom and advice. Too bad, he doesn't realize that his sarcasm is wasted upon me.
Hopefully, (e:mrdt) will do the right thing and apologize to you.