i seem to never have anything of interest to say here anymore. maybe its because im rarely ever around a computer.


i really hate my job and my life right now. only because it seems like i am wasting time. i just want to go back to school this summer and feel that i have a purpose again. i don't like being out of school. i need to learn and have some sort of schedule. plus, nobody ever has time for me anymore, so i might as well spend my time getting an education.

i should be working in a salon, and regretfully, i will soon. i hate the whole beauty culture environment. don't get me wrong, i love being girly. i just don't know if i want to live it all day with a bunch of brainless idiots. hmmm.

i just feel like i was very stupid for a long time, and now i pay and it blows.

i don't like the whole comment thing anymore. i feel like anyone can just say whatever they want in your journal.

groucho.


mommy comes. t-minus three days. sister comes, t-minus five days.

i didn't post those journals.

i never post anything anymore. not that anything i ever posted was so great.

....


back to the point. someone told hold of my account and posted that slander filth last night.


they changed my user pic as well.

This is my boyfriend - he is in a band but his music is really cool. If people heard his bands music, he would totally be famous. He is great because he puts up with my stink.

Even if i delete that last entry later, it is completely true, no matter what i may say in future entries

Today i discovered that i smell really bad. What am I going to do? I am so depressed about this. :(