so, i got fired from the nanny job. only because the people were too fucking chep to pay me 8 bucks an hour.

now, i get paid more to run a hotdog cart downdown. thats right. im the newest hotdog slinger. classy.

im so done with watching peoples kids and getting paid third world rates. you'd think people would pay, but they don't. it's their fucking kid. c'mon.

at least i finally let them have it. they needed to hear that they screwed me over and that they didn't deal with the situation professionally at all. i put myself out there for them, and half rasied their child. it felt so good to put that bitch in her place. i hope she cries everyday because she doesn't get to come home and see her kid for lunch.

anyway, it's been fun to idle this week, but i need to get my ass in gear.

my honey is so fun these days. he bought me flowers the other day for being a crankster the night before. it's amzing how flowers can really brighten up a room. we've also been taking a lot of walks, which is nice.

and i made him a roast for dinner last night. actually, it kinda took all day to make, but so worth it.

we are a boring old couple...

best part of my week?


MY NEW LIBRARY CARD! they let you take out 50 items at a time. how exciting! the joy.

and vaca is in a month, and i hope to visit the big ho this summer too.

ill def give you a cut. call me 208 6906!

i seem to never have anything of interest to say here anymore. maybe its because im rarely ever around a computer.


i really hate my job and my life right now. only because it seems like i am wasting time. i just want to go back to school this summer and feel that i have a purpose again. i don't like being out of school. i need to learn and have some sort of schedule. plus, nobody ever has time for me anymore, so i might as well spend my time getting an education.

i should be working in a salon, and regretfully, i will soon. i hate the whole beauty culture environment. don't get me wrong, i love being girly. i just don't know if i want to live it all day with a bunch of brainless idiots. hmmm.

i just feel like i was very stupid for a long time, and now i pay and it blows.

i don't like the whole comment thing anymore. i feel like anyone can just say whatever they want in your journal.

groucho.


mommy comes. t-minus three days. sister comes, t-minus five days.

i didn't post those journals.

i never post anything anymore. not that anything i ever posted was so great.

....


back to the point. someone told hold of my account and posted that slander filth last night.


they changed my user pic as well.

This is my boyfriend - he is in a band but his music is really cool. If people heard his bands music, he would totally be famous. He is great because he puts up with my stink.