Jenks's Journal

04/09/2006 22:13 #23829

open letter
Category: :(

Dear men/boys of Buffalo:
You suck.
You have broken me.
You win.
I give up.
(and you don't even care.)

Love, J

metalpeter - 04/10/06 19:03
(Um I'm Right Here, Kidding, I hardly know ya so maybe I shouldn't joke like that). Compatability is often tuff to find. I can't speak for you but with me all the cool chicks that I could see myself where allready taken and the few who warn't I had no fealings for or that wasn't what they wanted. [I gave up for a good about of time back in my a little bit more socail days to, so I sord of get it]. Don't ask why there are () and [] it makes no sense really. Hope things get better for ya.

sbrugger - 04/10/06 11:21
Actually...to heck with that...I'm going to comment.

There are some great guys around here (you've said as much yourself..)...there are some assholes. The same can be said of the girls/women in the area. We can either sit around crying about the assholes or we can go out and find the great ones. (and then not dismiss them when we meet them...but I digress...lol)

But saying we all suck and have broken you? C'mon Jenks...

sbrugger - 04/10/06 08:19

ahem* No comment.....

ajay - 04/10/06 01:17
Don't be disheartened.

There are other fish in Lake Erie. Not all of them are polluted. :)

vincent - 04/10/06 00:43
I am so sorry.

There have been times in my life where I have felt that same esssence of fustration.

For me it just took time and subconsciously letting go to have someone stumble across my path that was a descent human being. We are not together anymore, but it was fun, healing and wholesome while it lasted.

theecarey - 04/09/06 23:46
??

Are they better elsewhere? (just kidding, guys!)

MrMike has it: hang in there.

boxerboi - 04/09/06 22:52
do the gay ones count?

mrmike - 04/09/06 22:20
I'm sorry, we're not all losers, it just seems that way.

Hang in there

04/09/2006 13:13 #23828

more music...

Hmmm... not too much to say lately I guess. I hate ECMC. I hate trauma. Spent 24 hours yesterday dealing with a guy in a car accident- started at 6:01- i hadn't even taken my coat off, when mercyflight got there. Then we had to go to CT scan and stuff- he was fucked up. High speed car accident, they don't know what happened except that they found him 40' from the car. His skull was broken in like 10 places, and his brain was dead. So we spent most of the day going through all the official tests and paperwork to declare him officially brain dead. Lots of family hanging around the ICU crying all day... it sucks. But some good came of it... we were in the OR from 2am to 6am harvesting his organs. That's a weird experience. I think the med student almost cried when she saw the heart start to slow down and stop. (like literally SAW the heart stop.) Tragedy that they couldn't use his heart for transplant. Nice healthy 28 year old heart went to "waste". Oh well... we got kidneys and liver, and they might take tissue (skin, bone, eyes, etc) too- so that can help at LEAST 3 people. And I stayed late to sew him up nicely. Figured it's the least I could do for the poor family...

Ok, sorry, wasn't planning on posting that but it just came out.

What I was PLANNING on doing was posting this song. A random friend that I love but never hear from (a frat brother of an ex) emailed it to me out of the blue... lyrics and all. And it seems to fit in with the theme around here lately...

So I give you 'your ex-lover is dead', by Stars.

Dammit. It's too big. So until I manage to crop it down somehow, you just get lyrics. And instead my user song is a boppy little techno tune (streamline, by newton) from this Pepsi commercial with Jimmy Fallon and Parker Posey. (I love when he scoots on his ass. Jimmy Fallon is adorable.)

Oh my god that one is too big too!!

Ok. Last one. Some happy indian dance music for Timika.

God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'
In that instant it started to pour,
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across pont champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name...

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't chose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love...

Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say

I'm not sorry there's nothing to say...

olemanrunin - 04/09/06 21:48
sad, happy, funny commercial - you could be somebody's hero really - heroine...

deeglam - 04/09/06 18:26
trauma has to be sooooooooooo hard to work in. I can't even imagine the shit you see....man o man....

04/07/2006 23:50 #23827

Welsey Wellis

Funny.... in my last post I mentioned Wesley Willis ((e:jenks,105)). And then Lee mentioned him today. ((e:leetee,159)). So just for you Lee, my new usersound is "I whupped Batman's ass" by Wesley Willis himself. But since I just realized you can't hear usersounds, I will try to put it up (along with some other bonus songs) in Gather, if I can find it....

Ok, I found gather, in Firefox. Not working in safari at the moment it seems.
But anyway... my frist gather uploads-

0136918001144468795
"I whupped Batman's ass"

0760614001144468993
"Johnny Depp"

and finally-
0940069001144469087
"Suck a caribou's dick"

hope they work for you Lee!

leetee - 04/08/06 00:22
i couldnt pick up I wupped Batmans Ass" 'cause it has the same gather number as "Doin Time In Jail" that Zobar uploaded... interesting

leetee - 04/08/06 00:08
Thanks, Jenks! Working on getting them right now!! :)

leetee - 04/07/06 23:52
awe, thanks for the thought... putting it up on gather is very sweet of you. Hope you can get things sorted with gather on your computer. If you dont get the chance to put it up, then dont worry about it one bit. It really is the thought that counts. :)

04/06/2006 10:38 #23826

mmm, lint clot
Category: music

So I felt like switching up my song... and was looking through itunes... I have SO much music I have never even listened to... I found so many things I wanted to put up... Decided on this b/c this guy is so insane that it's funny. Makes me feel better about my life. ;)

ooh... speaking of insane... maybe i should put up Wesley Willis. There's an idea... You'll have to stay tuned. So much to share with you all!

And I am still taking suggestions for vacation... please!

-J

mrmike - 04/06/06 18:10
Pooh on cruises. ANything requiring a social director seems off. I prefer a knowledgeable conceirge myself. Sounds like a Jamaican beach would be the ticket.

mrdt - 04/06/06 14:03
i've never been on a cruise and usually my vactions are more of an adventure that wear me out more than everyday life. I think you just need to relax and soak up some sun, though. I'm thinking Mexico and not Americanized mexico like Cancun but somewhere you can soak up some culture and relax resting your body/mind while reinvigorating your soul. i'm thinking 4 nights, 5 days and the rest of the time you should explore Toronto or Niagara Falls--- there's a web site lastminuteclub.com that sells off vaction packages pretty cheap.

04/05/2006 11:36 #23825

cruise?
Category: vacation

Ok-
this will be very quick since as usual I am at work and should not be online.

I have a week of vacation coming up- first week of may. Happens to include the big 3-0 bday.

I want to go do something fun.
My wishes are- sun, fun, relaxing. I am more into the "lay around by the pool, get a tan, drink drinks with umbrellas, chill and relax, with occasional excursions", kind of vacation, than the "get up at 8am for aerobics and non-stop adventure EVERY DAY!" kind of vacation. (wow that was crazy grammar. Hope it made sense.)

I went to club med (turks and caicos) a few years ago- it was a blast. A little cheesy, but fun, and the all-inclusive aspect is great- never got out my wallet, bought a drink, paid a tip, etc, once.
Another thing I'm thinking might be fun is a cruise. Again I can handle a little cheese, but not too much. But i don't want a family-centered kiddie cruise, i don't want want a couples-only mushy romantic thing, but i also don't really want a cheesy singles thing...

so my point is-
anyone been on a cruise and have any recommendations? words of advice? i'm not really sure where to even start looking, which cruise lines are decent, etc.

Ok, so much for 'very quick', but now i need to get back to work.

thanks for any advice you may have, peeparoos.

-J

metalpeter - 04/06/06 19:47
Been On one Cruise it was preaty cool and it was fun. But I wasn't the one that planned. When you dock you can explore the places them selves or you can book excursions based on what you want to do. I would say if you go you should get off at each port you can do stuff on the ship as you travel between places. I know there are some that Leave from Florida, Atlanta and New York. If you belong to AAA they have a travel department that you can go to.

zobar - 04/05/06 20:37
I went on a Caribbean cruise with my family when I was ...15. Even as a sarcastic fucker I had a great time. It was very cheezy, but it seemed that it would be Wrong if it weren't. There was a great mix of people on the ship - there were families, and mushy couples, and cheezy singles, not to mention old peeps and a wedding party - but when everybody's all mixed up like that there's a real chill vibe. A word of warning, at least on Carnival the price is not _all_ inclusive; you pay for liquor and some other things when you leave the ship. [This causes a shock for many people.]

- Z

jenks - 04/05/06 19:43
no way... I'm 30 on cinco de mayo too! 5/5/76 baby! Birthday buddy... I knew you seemed cool. ;)

codypomeray - 04/05/06 19:28
your birthday is the first week of may!!! so is mine. cinco di maio!!! big 3-0 for me as well!!! a fellow taurean. that rocks. well hopefully you end up doing something brilliant. i think i am going to try and get all of my friends to go to a bar in the city where you bring your own booze and everyone hangs in this room and sings karoake. (sp?) just an idea for me at least.