After a night out the next day I always have this horrible feeling. There is something I should of done that I am not doing? lonesomeness? Depression? Buffalo? Remorse of drunken weirdness? Do I need therapy?
I think I'll go see a movie, that should cure the blues.

Pixies in Toronto in November.
KMFDM in Rochester/ Ministry in Toronto on Halloween (tough decision)

Oh I have pictures but I forgot them... Sorry. So Anyway was CowBoy Junkies and Mark Ferina (two separate locations)... I swear if I don't get out of this city soon I will kill myself... It's not that anything bad happened... It's just that nothing good did either.
Last week my car was broken into because I had a $10 hoody in the back seat that someone wanted.. Cost of replacing the window $142... I was happy to pay it someone quoted me $412 for the job. I have a '95 Ford Escort which is on it's last leg. It hardly seems worth getting anything fixed on it... Must buy a new car, but is there a car out there for me.. No.
So my Health Insurance gives me $300 a year for lifestyle expenses. It can be used on Teeth Whitening, Gym, or Lasik Eye Surgery. I choose teeth whitening.. which costs $400...So I guess it will end up costing me $100..

Can't stop listening to Eric's Trip must go home to listen to it on repeat.
YUM......


Adam Ant; Stand and Deliver
Berlin; Masquerade
Bowling For Soup; 1985
Buzzcocks; Ever Fallen in Love?
Grandmaster Flash & Melle Mel; White Lines (Don't Don't Do It)
Human League; Don't You Want Me
Jam, The; The Butterfly Collector
James; Laid
Kid Creole and the Coconuts; My Male Curiosity (Remix Version)
Madness; It Must Be Love
Naked Eyes; Promises, Promises [Tony Mansfield 12" Mix]
Only Ones, The; Another Girl, Another Planet
Orchestral Manoeuvres In The Dark; So In Love (Special American Dance Mix)
Pet Shop Boys; Love Comes Quickly
Timelords, The; Doctorin' The Tardis (12" Club Mix)
Trio; Da Da Da (I Don't Love You)



Yikes!

10,000 Maniacs; Because the Night
10,000 Maniacs; Candy Everybody Wants
10,000 Maniacs; Eat for Two
Adam Ant; Wonderful
a-ha; Take On Me (Long Version)
a-ha; The Sun Always Shines on T.V.
Almond, Marc; Tears Run Rings
Alphavilla; Forever Young
Amos, Tori; Ring My Bell
Animotion; Obsession
Baltimore; Tarzon Boy (12" Summer version)
Berlin; The Metro
Blondie; Atomic
Book Of Love; I Touch Roses (Long Stemmed Version)
Boomtown Rats, The; I Don't Like Mondays
Bowie, David; Heroes/Helden
Bronski Beat; Hit That Perfect Beat [12" Remix]
Camper Van Beethoven; Take the Skinheads Bowling
Cee Farrow; Wildlife Romance
Charlatans UK; The Only One I Know
Crowded House; Don't Dream It's Over
Cure, The; Pictures of You
Cutting Crew; I Just Died in Your Arms
David Bowie; Ashes to Ashes
Dead or Alive; You Spin Me 'Round (Like a Record) [Performance Mix]
Depeche Mode; Strangelove (Simenon/Saunders Remix)
Divinyls; I Touch Myself
Duran Duran; Come Undone
Duran Duran; The Reflex
Echo and the Bunnymen; Bring on the Dancing Horses
Echo and the Bunnymen; The Killing Moon
Electronic; Get the Message
Erasure; Take a Chance on Me
Fad Gadget * Collapsing New People (Berlin Mix)
Falco; Rock Me Amadeus
Felony; The Fanatic
Gary Numan; Cars
Hagen, Nina; Universal Radio [Universal Dance Mix]
Hart, Corey; Sunglasses at Night (Extended Re-Mixed Version)
Heaven 17; Let Me Go [Extended Mix]
James, Tommy & the Shandells; Crimson & clover
Jim Carroll Band; People Who Died
Joe Jackson; Stepping Out
Jones, Howard * What Is Love (New Extended Version)
Joy Division; Love will Tear Us Apart
Kajagoogoo; Too Shy
Kershaw, Nik; Wouldn't It be Good
Kershaw, Nik; Wouldn't It Be Good [Extended 12" Mix]
King Missile; Detachable Penis
Lemonheads, The; Mrs. Robinson
Level 42; Lessons in Love
Level 42; Something About You (Shep Pettibone Remix)
Lightning Seeds, The * Pure
Lightning Seeds, The; All I Want
Lords of the New Church, The; Dance With Me [Extended Version]
Love and Rockets; Ball Of Confusion (UK Version)
Maccoll, Kirsty; A New England (Extended Version)
Maccoll, Kirsty; A New England (Extended Version)
Ministry; Halloween [Remix]
Nails, The; 88 Lines About 44 Women
Naked Eyes; Always Something there to Remind Me
Naked Eyes; Promises, Promises
Nena; 99 Luftballons
New Order * Regret
New Order; Bizarre Love Triangle (Extended)
New Order; Perfect Kiss
New Order; Price of Love
New Order; Shame of the Nation
Orchestral Manoeuvres In The Dark; Dreaming
Orchestral Manoeuvres In The Dark; Secret [12" Mix]
Orchestral Manuevers in the Dark; So in Love
Pearl Jam; Black
Pet Shop Boys; Being Boring
Pop Will Eat Itself; Wise up Sucker [12" Youth Mix]
Provision; Illusion
Psychedelic Furs, The; The Ghost in You
Psychodelic Furs, the; Pretty in Pink
Public Image Ltd.;This Is Not a Love Song
Ramones, The; Teenage Lobotomy
Real Life; Send Me an Angel [Original Extended Mix]
Romeo Void; Never Say Never
Romeo Void; Never Say Never
Roxy Music; More than This
Schilling, Peter * Major Tom (Coming Home)
Schilling, Peter; The Different Story (Long Version)
Shamen, The; Ebeneezer Goode [Beatmaster Mix]
Silencers, The; Painted Moon (Blues Mix)
Simple Minds; Don't You (Forget About Me) (Discotech Remix)
Sisters of Mercy; This Corrosion
Smiths, The * How Soon Is Now?
Soft Cell; Tainted Love
Soul Asylum; Somebody to Shove
Spandau Ballet * Gold
Spandau Ballet; True
Sparks; Angst in my Pants
Spoons, The; Nova Heart [Extended Mix]
Squeeze; Pulling Mussels (From the Shell)
Stone Roses, The;I Wanna Be Adored
Suicidal Tendencies; Institutionalized
Talk Talk; It's My Life
Talking Heads; Psycho Killer
Tears For Fears; Cl
os
est Thing To Heaven
Tears for Fears; Pale Shelter (Long Version)
Tears for Fears; Sowing the Seeds of Love
The Chakl; Metropolis
The Dead Milkman; Punk Rock Girl
The Diary; Love will tear us Apart Again
The English Beat; Mirrors in the bathroom
They Might Be Giants; Istanbul (Not Constantinople)
Thompson Twins; Doctor! Doctor!
Total Coelo; I Eat Cannibals
Trans-X; Living on Video (Maxi Version); Pop & Wave, Vol. 3 (CD 2)
Ultravox; Vienna
Vapors, The; Turning Japanese
Vega, Suzanne; Left of Center
Visage; In the Year 2525
Waitresses, The * I Know What Boys Like
Wang Chung * Dance Hall Days
When in Rome; The Promise
XTC * Dear God
Yaz; Only You
Young, Paul; Don't Dream It's Over