i've just been wanting to disappear lately. i hate winter so much. JUST BE OVER ALREADY. forcing yourself just to go do laundry is ridiculous.
went on another interview at a law firm. thought i did really well but nope~ at least i'm getting really good at interviews. -_- after that i stopped in at spot and saw my bb robert there. we talked for awhile and then keith picked me up and we proceeded to get super drunk and listen to music. i passed out at probably 8 pm that night.
jake and i are friends again. i'm glad everyone cares about my wellbeing and emotional stability but i got dis. i was at his house when jealous girls practiced for what ended up being the last time. it was really nice seeing everyone again. it's been a long long time. RIP jelz galz.
i've gained a bunch of internet friends the last few weeks. a girl in hong kong is sending me special pocky and another in LA is gonna send me an FLCL shirt and cookies. also one of them bought me a pizza on valentines day hahaha

everyone should listen to the new st vincent album
it's freaking amazing.

i am seriously gonna cry for years if tickets sell out before i have money.

i've been pretty depressed lately. every single job opportunity that seems promising ends up being a bust. it's really hard to stay positive.
i also had a super bad cold yesterday but it appears to be gone already. i woke up so disgusting and sweaty so perhaps that's why.
i've been going to yoga with erica the past two mondays. it's been really nice. i want to get a yoga mat so i can start doing it at home. i also need a new sketch book since mine disappeared. i miss money.
i just want things to go right and also to eat a pulled pork sandwich. wah
/whinypost

that is all

last night was so much fun! tk, kailin, gerald and erica. much drank, much music, much spanking. i spanked a dude to motorhead. i am definitely paying for it today with a bruised ass and a wicked hangover. deaaathh

last night was super fun! we went to rainbow rink to skate and dance. i painted casey and terry's zombie makeup and when i went to get ready myself, casey decided to give paul and joe accidental black face. i skated for a little while and then went to dance which was prob the best dancing experience i've had in a while.




then we went to the after party which was pretty strange. there was a mom there, inside the bar... watching over her son or something? she was also as the skating rink. but if he got into the bar he must be 21 right? hmmmm






this girl had the most light up outfit i have ever seen and she loved me. i am lovable yes