Xandra's Journal

10/26/2015 14:57 #60299

2015

hi, estrip. it's been a very long time. all my past entries are so sad so here is a happy update full of pictures.

i made this mask for halloween from this tutorial but it didn't really turn out how i wanted it to. i am going to try again before the party on friday.

03/02/2014 09:45 #58753

bloggy de blog

i've just been wanting to disappear lately. i hate winter so much. JUST BE OVER ALREADY. forcing yourself just to go do laundry is ridiculous.
went on another interview at a law firm. thought i did really well but nope~ at least i'm getting really good at interviews. -_- after that i stopped in at spot and saw my bb robert there. we talked for awhile and then keith picked me up and we proceeded to get super drunk and listen to music. i passed out at probably 8 pm that night.
jake and i are friends again. i'm glad everyone cares about my wellbeing and emotional stability but i got dis. i was at his house when jealous girls practiced for what ended up being the last time. it was really nice seeing everyone again. it's been a long long time. RIP jelz galz.
i've gained a bunch of internet friends the last few weeks. a girl in hong kong is sending me special pocky and another in LA is gonna send me an FLCL shirt and cookies. also one of them bought me a pizza on valentines day hahaha

everyone should listen to the new st vincent album
it's freaking amazing.

i am seriously gonna cry for years if tickets sell out before i have money.

02/20/2014 10:48 #58707

mehhh

i've been pretty depressed lately. every single job opportunity that seems promising ends up being a bust. it's really hard to stay positive.
i also had a super bad cold yesterday but it appears to be gone already. i woke up so disgusting and sweaty so perhaps that's why.
i've been going to yoga with erica the past two mondays. it's been really nice. i want to get a yoga mat so i can start doing it at home. i also need a new sketch book since mine disappeared. i miss money.
i just want things to go right and also to eat a pulled pork sandwich. wah
/whinypost

metalpeter - 02/22/14 15:18
Well hope you find something (I have a job but might have to look really hard soon...) I'm sure they are out there some place .....

tinypliny - 02/21/14 04:03
Maybe a perfect time to pick up some programming. :-)

czarkasm - 02/20/14 13:46
So you know how our favorite part of yoga is the meditation. When I need to meditate at home I like to just youtube "meditation music," pick a long song, and lay down on some blankets and pillows for a while. Sometimes I can only get into it for 10-15 mins. Sometimes 45 fly by. Then I feel totally refocused and calm. You should try it until you can get a yoga mat. It feels very similar to how you feel after yoga.

PS - I'm glad you started coming with me. It's nice to have a yoga buddy!

libertad - 02/20/14 12:50
Sorry you are down, I hope you feel better and don't get more discouraged. Roswell always has job openings for various things you might be able to do. They update their listings quite a bit so it might be helpful to keep checking back. :::link:::

YesThatCasey - 02/20/14 12:43
I find exercise/activity to be a huge help, and science certainly backs it up. The season change and longer days will give a boost too (large part of the reason I am free from it for now)

02/04/2014 20:56 #58643

i want to be an amphibian

that is all

02/02/2014 23:49 #58638

gettin rowdy

last night was so much fun! tk, kailin, gerald and erica. much drank, much music, much spanking. i spanked a dude to motorhead. i am definitely paying for it today with a bruised ass and a wicked hangover. deaaathh

czarkasm - 02/04/14 11:28
YOU TOOK PICTURES! OMG! nooneissupposedtoknow