i've been pretty depressed lately. every single job opportunity that seems promising ends up being a bust. it's really hard to stay positive.
i also had a super bad cold yesterday but it appears to be gone already. i woke up so disgusting and sweaty so perhaps that's why.
i've been going to yoga with erica the past two mondays. it's been really nice. i want to get a yoga mat so i can start doing it at home. i also need a new sketch book since mine disappeared. i miss money.
i just want things to go right and also to eat a pulled pork sandwich. wah
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02/20/2014 10:48 #58707
mehhh02/04/2014 20:56 #58643
i want to be an amphibianthat is all
02/02/2014 23:49 #58638
gettin rowdylast night was so much fun! tk, kailin, gerald and erica. much drank, much music, much spanking. i spanked a dude to motorhead. i am definitely paying for it today with a bruised ass and a wicked hangover. deaaathh
czarkasm - 02/04/14 11:28
YOU TOOK PICTURES! OMG! nooneissupposedtoknow
YOU TOOK PICTURES! OMG! nooneissupposedtoknow
02/01/2014 16:46 #58633
white out zombie skate partylast night was super fun! we went to rainbow rink to skate and dance. i painted casey and terry's zombie makeup and when i went to get ready myself, casey decided to give paul and joe accidental black face. i skated for a little while and then went to dance which was prob the best dancing experience i've had in a while.
then we went to the after party which was pretty strange. there was a mom there, inside the bar... watching over her son or something? she was also as the skating rink. but if he got into the bar he must be 21 right? hmmmm
this girl had the most light up outfit i have ever seen and she loved me. i am lovable yes
then we went to the after party which was pretty strange. there was a mom there, inside the bar... watching over her son or something? she was also as the skating rink. but if he got into the bar he must be 21 right? hmmmm
this girl had the most light up outfit i have ever seen and she loved me. i am lovable yes
01/31/2014 12:56 #58625
blerghmy days are so boring now. entertaining yourself gets to be a bummer pretty quickly.
last night i ran over to fat bob's to meet my brother, heidi and dianne for a beer. i think we've all decided limbo is our new favorite.
dianne also shared a sammy with me! delish
we came home and watched extreme bodies. pretty interesting stuff.
and then i see dis by the fire :*)
lil qts
also i have been feeding basra lately. he seems so lonely.
(it's a gif. idk why you have to click it to see it in motion?)
last night i ran over to fat bob's to meet my brother, heidi and dianne for a beer. i think we've all decided limbo is our new favorite.
dianne also shared a sammy with me! delish
we came home and watched extreme bodies. pretty interesting stuff.
and then i see dis by the fire :*)
lil qts
also i have been feeding basra lately. he seems so lonely.
(it's a gif. idk why you have to click it to see it in motion?)
heidi - 02/01/14 23:03
Yeah, Limbo is yum. Glad you could join us. :-)
Yeah, Limbo is yum. Glad you could join us. :-)
Well hope you find something (I have a job but might have to look really hard soon...) I'm sure they are out there some place .....
Maybe a perfect time to pick up some programming. :-)
So you know how our favorite part of yoga is the meditation. When I need to meditate at home I like to just youtube "meditation music," pick a long song, and lay down on some blankets and pillows for a while. Sometimes I can only get into it for 10-15 mins. Sometimes 45 fly by. Then I feel totally refocused and calm. You should try it until you can get a yoga mat. It feels very similar to how you feel after yoga.
PS - I'm glad you started coming with me. It's nice to have a yoga buddy!
Sorry you are down, I hope you feel better and don't get more discouraged. Roswell always has job openings for various things you might be able to do. They update their listings quite a bit so it might be helpful to keep checking back. :::link:::
I find exercise/activity to be a huge help, and science certainly backs it up. The season change and longer days will give a boost too (large part of the reason I am free from it for now)