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01/04/2012 12:55 #55848

Boo :(
My stomach hurts, im kinda pissed off wondering and its ugly cold outside. woe is me.... My Red Flag has gone up
leetee - 01/05/12 01:46
Hell, at least the red flag you are flying is different than the ones us girls have to fly! Feel better, (e:flacidness)
flacidness - 01/04/12 21:25
thanks hontey! I lost my charger again so its been off for the last two days. Im gonna get a new one tomorrow. This is like the 5th one.
lilho - 01/04/12 17:36
Respond to my texts. I'm stalking you. Feel better.

01/01/2012 17:56 #55832

Happy New Year!!!
i just wanted to say that to all the (e:peeps). so great seeing everybody again. I have video of Mike being fed with the Big spanking tool, i just don't know how to put it on here....still. :) Anyway Happy New year Everyone i hope its a great year for everybody. xoxoxo

12/30/2011 11:33 #55814

folded me over like a Quesadilla
I was told by (e:paul) to coin that phrase. So here it is and yes he (not (e:paul)) sure did!!! Ive never had that done to me before, had my hands, head and my feet pressing up against the same wall and he went to town!!! use your imagination ;) its hot!!!! Quesadilla style!!!! my whole back and neck was in pain for two days. But will i do it again? hell yeah!! just got to limber up first. On another note, it was really awesome being around my friends a havent seen in years last night. It was like 2004 all over again. Love you guys xoxoxo

12/21/2011 11:16 #55780

So sick.....
There's only so much a son can take. You always hear that no matter what youre supposed to love your mother. When is it ok to stop loving her because it's hurting you too bad? I know it's getting old but it dosent make it hurt any less. The way I see it is she dosent care enough about me or herself to do the right things and stay out of trouble. Even if she has my support and love. I guess it's not enough for her :( Its the worst feeling knowing that the ONE Person who's supposed to love you unconditionally, dosent care enough to be apart of your life. I'm so sick of going through this and don't know what to do. If this was anybody else I would've have wrote them off a long time ago. But I can't because she's my fucking MOTHER!!! I really wish this would stop. I wouldn't wish this on my enemy, no one should have to go through this. For those of you who have the pleasure of having your mother in your life, even if she is annoying. Hug her and cherish those moments. Because we aren't all fortunate to have some of the simplest things.

libertad - 12/22/11 11:11
Sorry (e:flacidness), I know you were hoping things would get better. I hope that someday she will change for the better, you certainly deserve it.
paul - 12/21/11 21:16
I really feel bad for you. That sounds so terrible.
metalpeter - 12/21/11 16:50
Wish I had some advice but I really don't.... What I can say is this.... The people who know more about love then I do say it is unconditional .... So You will all ways love her since she is your mother... But that doesn't mean you have to like her as a person, or talk to her, or put up with her... It doesn't mean you have to love the person she is.........
tinypliny - 12/21/11 12:59
:( I hope things change for the better for you. Sending out good wishes your way.

12/14/2011 20:00 #55738

Christmas wish.....
I'm not really into christmas like I used to be as a child, but I do like the spirit and energy it brings. In true form I'm not going to spend christmas with my family, instead I will be spending it with friends doing non-christmas things. I haven't been home for the holidays in three years and don't plan to change that this time, because my family ALWAYS piss me off. So this year my only christmas wish is to be happy and that everyone I'm around I know and love to do what truly makes them happy. Happy Holidays to you all, please stay out of the fashion outlets in niagara falls. I'm sick of the shoppers and the christmas music.......fucking silver bells.
flacidness - 12/14/11 21:58
Haha sure thing sweetness
tinypliny - 12/14/11 20:55
Oh, and make that the vitrelle line. I don't like any of the others.
tinypliny - 12/14/11 20:54
I would like you to get me corelle cookware from the corelle outlet in Niagara Falls for Christmas. Be a sport, will you. thanks.