The elder members appear to have some issues. I feel they are racist and I hate it. Its embarrassing to me... Especially considering the fact that I am of mixed race.
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01/26/2011 11:20 #53497
my family01/25/2011 20:29 #53495
deafness and bad newsI will not be going to blo next weekend, everything is messed up with school right now...
I swear the one time I do things right... The outcome is unfavorable.
I'm really sad I can't visit but my brother isn't even returning my calls and I don't know if I would be able to see my niece. I'm so tired of stressful family stuff... Its mostly my brother and it just makes me so sad we can't ever have a nice holiday because he's there and we all fight or he's gone and my mom is sad. Now with the baby I just feel like he doesn't want us around her and she's the apple of my eye and I miss her so much.
My health insurance is actually paying for my hearing aids and I'm wondering where the h they are. I can't hear anything in class and I basically sit and don't talk to anyone because I can never hear.
Both of these things combined are making it hard for me not to turn into a pile of mush.
I will be visiting blo and have hearing aids by mid March or else. :o(
I swear the one time I do things right... The outcome is unfavorable.
I'm really sad I can't visit but my brother isn't even returning my calls and I don't know if I would be able to see my niece. I'm so tired of stressful family stuff... Its mostly my brother and it just makes me so sad we can't ever have a nice holiday because he's there and we all fight or he's gone and my mom is sad. Now with the baby I just feel like he doesn't want us around her and she's the apple of my eye and I miss her so much.
My health insurance is actually paying for my hearing aids and I'm wondering where the h they are. I can't hear anything in class and I basically sit and don't talk to anyone because I can never hear.
Both of these things combined are making it hard for me not to turn into a pile of mush.
I will be visiting blo and have hearing aids by mid March or else. :o(
tinypliny - 01/30/11 08:33
What kind of hearing aids do you wear?
What kind of hearing aids do you wear?
01/23/2011 13:34 #53484
sparkle nosei have wanted to get my nose pierced forever and just never did. i had my eyebrow pierced a long time ago which isn't for me anymore and i'm definitely not into tattoos or anything.
at first i was pretty shocked and thought it was too big but now i think i love it.... it's a real diamond in there.
if work or the school that i intern at get upset i'll just say i'm hindu now and it's part of my religion and culture.
at first i was pretty shocked and thought it was too big but now i think i love it.... it's a real diamond in there.
if work or the school that i intern at get upset i'll just say i'm hindu now and it's part of my religion and culture.
01/22/2011 20:04 #53481
all the wayWent hiking with my momma and cousin Aubrey this morning. Hiked that mountain to the top and down! Woot! Not bad for someone whose only exercise has been shopping and eating for 8 months.
Exercise really does make you feel great and feels empowering. its like even though the world is full of jerks you can challenge yourself and always come out on top.
Go me, go hiking. I pierced my nose today and there's a diamond in there... It looks super cute and not like I'm alternative or anything- just a cute sparkly diamond! Yay!
Exercise really does make you feel great and feels empowering. its like even though the world is full of jerks you can challenge yourself and always come out on top.
Go me, go hiking. I pierced my nose today and there's a diamond in there... It looks super cute and not like I'm alternative or anything- just a cute sparkly diamond! Yay!
paul - 01/22/11 20:14
Pictures?
Pictures?
01/21/2011 12:49 #53466
tea party time(E:hodown) and I are headed for the grey skies of blo in two weeks. To what do you owe this excellent surprise?! A bday party for one littlest ho who happens to be turning 2 yrs old! I'm pretty excited....
Now I must find winter clothing damnit. Seriously... Not so excited about winter but I love my family and that baby and all my blo boyfriends.
Apparently because I am going to be a teacher that means I have to become bff with my classmates... Also one instructor passed around a list for each person to sign up to bring snacks in. Ok, I worked 40hrs a week in addition to my internships and 16 credits so sorry but I will not be wasting extra time providing a snack for 35 people. I don't have time for that. Also, while it would be nice to make a friend, I barely have time for the friends I already have so no - will not be making tons of friends at school. The only true friend I made thus far in college is (e:Tina)...
Do I just have a bad attitude? I just want to do well and keep to myself I don't like revealing a ton about myself to strangers which is why I have a blog... Ok that makes no sense. I doubt many people read this shiz anyway. And if they do I am not required to converse with them or provide them with snacks.
I have the weekend off go hiking!!! And hw... Boo. Maybe an adventure...yay!
Now I must find winter clothing damnit. Seriously... Not so excited about winter but I love my family and that baby and all my blo boyfriends.
Apparently because I am going to be a teacher that means I have to become bff with my classmates... Also one instructor passed around a list for each person to sign up to bring snacks in. Ok, I worked 40hrs a week in addition to my internships and 16 credits so sorry but I will not be wasting extra time providing a snack for 35 people. I don't have time for that. Also, while it would be nice to make a friend, I barely have time for the friends I already have so no - will not be making tons of friends at school. The only true friend I made thus far in college is (e:Tina)...
Do I just have a bad attitude? I just want to do well and keep to myself I don't like revealing a ton about myself to strangers which is why I have a blog... Ok that makes no sense. I doubt many people read this shiz anyway. And if they do I am not required to converse with them or provide them with snacks.
I have the weekend off go hiking!!! And hw... Boo. Maybe an adventure...yay!
paul - 01/21/11 23:50
Actually, I expect snacks when you visit - specifically these :::link::: It all started with these ones I found on etsy :::link::: but now I want more control over the flavors.
Actually, I expect snacks when you visit - specifically these :::link::: It all started with these ones I found on etsy :::link::: but now I want more control over the flavors.
tinypliny - 01/21/11 21:02
Tina? Really? I guess the first step is always owning to it. ;-)
Tina? Really? I guess the first step is always owning to it. ;-)
Some among the older population feel like they have the right to remain out of sync with the rest. I don't agree with this attitude either. It's disruptive to their own lives.