this is the ecard, (e:hodown) sent me. i have decided to no longer date younger guys, because they are idiots and have no clue what they want, or how to deal with me. anyway, i am now an older woman, and this is le card... i'm reverting back to older nice guy approach.


raaaarrrrr...




i didn't really get a gift from my momma yet. i can either get a savings account with some money in it, or a necklace of my choosing. i don't really want/need anything... so i haven't decided yet. plus i have 12 hours days everyday and not much time to shop or even go anywhere with her. plus, we had a nice dinner and drinks with friends the other night, and that was generous enough.

and cougars have jobs and can buy their own things.

all work and no blog makes jackie a dull girl.

my life is officially mostly boring and i never blog.


what happened?????

i need a new blog focus.

and i spend way too much time wondering if other people actually wash their hands, and for 15-20 seconds with soap. i'm really thinking no, and it grosses me out...

esp chidren, with their nasty touched everything, stuck their hands down their pants, and then in their mouth nasty little hands. the kids at the daycare i go to play on this playground and the ground is covered wth wood chips. i officially hate wood chips. i swear these kids come back inside for movie time looking like they've been through the war after a half hour on that playground. they love eating and playing with the wood chips, and rolling in the wood chips, and sometimes throwing them. they are the war chips.

my children will not be allowed to play in wood chips, and i don't really like sand either. and they will wash their hands regularly. wow, ocd. they're gonna turn out weird, but the don't exist yet, so maybe there is still hope...

it's 10:00, time for bed!

smooches (e:strip)!

i am now being judged as a "scottsdale" type. oh no!


i look like one of those pathetic girls, who have daddy buy shit for them and shop and do nothing but sit around and read magazines????

ok, i like to do all that, but i do pay for all of my stuff. and yes, assholes, i live rent free. but i work 50+ hrs a week and go to school.

i am spoiled, but i'm not lazy. maybe a bit bitchy, but notttt lazy. and i do my part to better the world.


so there.

i am going to get my nails done in the am, it always makes me feel better. maybe it's the toxic fumes... either that or that fact that no matter how hard i try and practice, the asians always do a better job on my nails.

when all the germs come out and start festering.

im pretty sure i have a sinus infection, but i refuse to take antibiotics. i took some about two months ago, and they did not agree with my stomach at all. i was a week full of crackers and bananas, and getting really sick at work, and the movies, or wherever i was.

anyway, i will getting the flu shot at work on wed. i got it last year and i was flu free. my mom didn't get it, and was sick for two weeks.

i think people are way to into taking drugs to cure everything, and thats part of the reason mrsa is so rampant in this country.

anyway, go get your flu shot, and no kissing.

i kissed this boy. and now im sick. therefore i now hate him.

i'm so sick of the stupid dr at work who keeps asking me out. i went from being all for it, to flattered, to just annoyed. he annoys me.

i have come to the conclusion, that until i find someone completely worth it, dating is a complete waste of my time.

what is not a waste of my time???? wel, good question. working, going to class, doing homework, reading, playing rock band(which (e:hodown) is in the process of sending.. ahem) and paying bills.

until then, i shall just make out with random hot guys as i wish. nothing else, just making out. it's enough to satisfy my urge, but not being totally slutty.

now im totally sick but still going to work, so i have surrendered to the scrubs. they are my friend when my head is hard to hold up, and i want to wear something pajama-y. which is never, unless i am sick.

makeouts, and double stuf oreos...