what a special halloween.


turns out its mrsa.


i had it lanced. it hurt like a mother but its better now. now a second course of anitbiotics. my stomach is not happy about this.

the doctor said that i should be ok now, but what i have could have turned into something very serious if it wasn't treated right away.

im a little scared of working at the hospital now...

i had what looked like two bug bites.


turned into giant infection thing.


must wear giant bandaid.


can't sit on bum. ouch.

i really like her. i like the fact that she is so voluptuous and beautiful and not the hollywood standard.

and i loved her in dreamgirls.... she stole the show! that voice, that rack!!! yowza!


someone murdered her brother and mother today, and i can't even imagine how horrible that would be.


then having to deal with the fame thing along with that, it seems unbearable.

the stress is never on any specific person, and it is supposed to be a group effort.

well, eff that.


next time i am going to protest to work alone. because at this point, everyone else gets to take credit for my work.


it is also less time consuming to do it alone, rather than having to edit other people's typos and add in missing info, and then complete all of the other parts that are missing.

im pissed and im going to bed.

this is the ecard, (e:hodown) sent me. i have decided to no longer date younger guys, because they are idiots and have no clue what they want, or how to deal with me. anyway, i am now an older woman, and this is le card... i'm reverting back to older nice guy approach.


raaaarrrrr...




i didn't really get a gift from my momma yet. i can either get a savings account with some money in it, or a necklace of my choosing. i don't really want/need anything... so i haven't decided yet. plus i have 12 hours days everyday and not much time to shop or even go anywhere with her. plus, we had a nice dinner and drinks with friends the other night, and that was generous enough.

and cougars have jobs and can buy their own things.