i now have to literally force myself out of the house.

for one of four things:

school

work

food

entertainment

• i wish the coldness to end.

wish it was more like this...

i locked my keys in my car. this is the third time and less than three months.

i have lost way too many brain cells, or just wasnt born w/common sense.

either way:

• not only were the keys in the car, but it was on. from 12p until 11p.

• what a magical little car!~

on facebook, i attract a new black man everyday. nothing wrong with that. i like the dark chocolate. im pretty much open to any race.

however, is it because i appear to be hispanico?

do i have the ghetto flavor?


i just think it is funny. first an invite to the threesome, now the ghetto lovin.


back to class...

i thought class was gonna rock today. turns out, there is some issue with the ta not getting paid, so our dyes were not set up, and we could not do much of anything in fabric printing. blah.

i keep trying to post all of these godamn pictures i have, but somehow, they are the wrong type of file or something, and i have to post one at a time instead of all millions of them.

i swear, if this weather doesn't get a little fucking better, im just going on prozac. i can't handle buffalo anymore. it is my goal in the next year, to haul ass out of this godforsaken city. help?

anyway, i think winter has just made me a little crazy,and im seriously counting the days til i get go to nyc and hopefully have massive amounts of fun.

(e:paul) we have to go to the gym tomorrow, i will pick you up @ 730.

p.s. my jbl spyro speakers will finally be coming home with me! my babies!!!!!!

i could handle the coughing, the sore throat and tiredness.


i can't handle the earache i woke up with this morning. the pain is unbearable, and now i won't be able to go to class, which i can make up. but, i don't know if ill be able to make it to work. this would be the third day I've called in.

i need stronger drugs...