im not a hater, just opinionated and somewhat bitchy. if you have an issue, take it up with the universe.

sorry im not spriritual enough...


one love,

sarah

I've been feeling really down lately. lack of sun, lack of exercise. too much partying, and drinking.

anyway, i have firmly made the decision to join the gym tomorrow nght. (e:enknot) will be going to, unless he decides to be a pussy and not come.

i am really set on just concentrating on school, work, and being healthy. maybe with a little crazy fun in between. maybe.

no more of this worrying about boys, and whatnot. its really just not worth it. it seems that so far, what i get and what i put out( no pun intended), do not weight equally. i tend to give too much of myself, and trust too freely.

perhaps (e:brit), i shall take you up on your bet. being single for a good while seems pleasing at the moment...

p.s. i will departing to nyc for a short holiday next month. so excited!

i am going to do it, but i want you all to know. im not fucking happy. to make me wear some slutty ass pajamas, when i have like $1000 worth of lovely new clothing waiting im my closet.

instead i will wear stupid fucking slutty something, because thats what paul wants. happy birthday.

my number one least fav thing: people who can't return phone calls.

1. 2: any sort of costume party.

happy to report that i am having a freaking amazing time here in Arizona. its cool because things are so good here, and are going to be even better when i get home, minus the fact that my car is having major issues.

so far, when i return, my sis will come, (e:paul) is turning 30!, and i have some hot dates ligned up. its gonna be the shit ya'll!

plus im super excited to get back to work and school, who would've ever thought.

i have indeed purchased some major cute clothing items, and will be in fashion!


p.s. i like the pajama theme, but i really don't like pajamas, and since mine consist of little to no clothing, i will opt for a pretty new dress, and something sexy instead. sorry (e:paul)!

p.s. to (e:paul), i can't get you the iphone for your birthday, but if there is anything you want/need from sedona, arizona, tempe, let me know...

i forgot my camera stuff, and havent set up the wifi, but i will post pics as soon as i get home!

i have arrived. im safely at home with my favorite momma ho, and only momma ho. she bought flowers for my room. too cute.

basically this vaca is gonna rock, and i will posting pics...


i do miss ya'll back home, and we shall plan a bday bash for (e:paul)'s 30th! or something.



night all. sleep well, i know i will!