i thought class was gonna rock today. turns out, there is some issue with the ta not getting paid, so our dyes were not set up, and we could not do much of anything in fabric printing. blah.

i keep trying to post all of these godamn pictures i have, but somehow, they are the wrong type of file or something, and i have to post one at a time instead of all millions of them.

i swear, if this weather doesn't get a little fucking better, im just going on prozac. i can't handle buffalo anymore. it is my goal in the next year, to haul ass out of this godforsaken city. help?

anyway, i think winter has just made me a little crazy,and im seriously counting the days til i get go to nyc and hopefully have massive amounts of fun.

(e:paul) we have to go to the gym tomorrow, i will pick you up @ 730.

p.s. my jbl spyro speakers will finally be coming home with me! my babies!!!!!!

i could handle the coughing, the sore throat and tiredness.


i can't handle the earache i woke up with this morning. the pain is unbearable, and now i won't be able to go to class, which i can make up. but, i don't know if ill be able to make it to work. this would be the third day I've called in.

i need stronger drugs...

i think this qoute that one of my professor's gave me, is quite true:

"You are completely responsible for the choices you make. If you make bad chioices, bad things will happen, sooner or later. If you make good choices, bad things are much less likely to happen."
-John Rosemond

i am so incredibly excited about school this semester. art is definitely to way for me to go. im taking some pretty cool classes, like fabric printing, so i will post some pics when i have finished work.

not only am i taking great classes, but the professor of 3 out of 4 of my classes happens to be my friend's mother. this is fun and scary at the same time, because i feel like i definitely have to make a good impression. not to worry though, i will kick ass and take names.

i successfully joined the BAC last night! look out for a fit new me! i am determined to feel comfortable in a bikine this summer. and also the benefits of being shape will be nice too!

while i think i will really enjoy this semester, it would be nice to make a friend or two. it seems impossible however, because ECC really is just ghetto high school. argh.

i think i have a sinus infection, but my cure is to just drink it off.

au revior peaches!

im not a hater, just opinionated and somewhat bitchy. if you have an issue, take it up with the universe.

sorry im not spriritual enough...


one love,

sarah

I've been feeling really down lately. lack of sun, lack of exercise. too much partying, and drinking.

anyway, i have firmly made the decision to join the gym tomorrow nght. (e:enknot) will be going to, unless he decides to be a pussy and not come.

i am really set on just concentrating on school, work, and being healthy. maybe with a little crazy fun in between. maybe.

no more of this worrying about boys, and whatnot. its really just not worth it. it seems that so far, what i get and what i put out( no pun intended), do not weight equally. i tend to give too much of myself, and trust too freely.

perhaps (e:brit), i shall take you up on your bet. being single for a good while seems pleasing at the moment...

p.s. i will departing to nyc for a short holiday next month. so excited!