But, I accidentely saw your memory today, as if I was standing outside and looking inside through the window, and I kept watching it over and over again.
Soon afterward, I realized that there is no space I can get in your memory, that is the feeling melancholy I always say.

Thoughts after watching Hiroshima Mon Amour.,, - SJ

After posting this journal, I'm just gonna go to bed... I need a good night sleep. I'm not going out to the pink tonight.. just need to get some sleep. No more Duleuze for me..

Here are the reminds of the confusion from Deleuze.
These images are from my life these days.

for a laugh. ;)

In my head, all about my work and Deleuze these days.. I'm getting too obsessed..













by the way.. Paul.. sorry to hear that you have to stop eating Korean food.
Happy birthday to two ladies.. and J3sse is not the person I know..

Some point.. I think I'm nice.-- Isn't this bad to talk about me like that?, actually, I'm bad, for example, I talked about someone's presentation in the class last night like, "I hate your presentation, you didn't prepare anything, keep searching clip during presentation that made me headache. so, I didn't get the point. yike, see? bad? Isn't it.. too critical or too honest?-

Anyways, [inlink]u=soyeon&id=106[/inlink] I got two new hair dryers at some point right now. Well, my friend Leah kept saying that she has two hair dryers so that she can give one of them to me. Finally, I got one from Leah on Sunday. I stopped by her house to help her about photoshop and I lent my photo flesh to her before. I haven't taken actual still photo for a long time.. So, my photo camera and lense, flesh are sleeping these days and Leah needs the flesh as an MFA photo student plus I love Leah. well, but my video camera is busy.

Then, I got new one from Adriane as a gift yesterday. It was a surprise gift. She emailed me that she has a present for me. But I didn't guess it would be a hair dryer. Well, I helped Adriane sometimes that is my pleasure actually, I love Adriane's work so much. These days, I'm helping her website. Last Friday, I was at her office in school and we talked about the concept of my work.. -being alien in between Korea and USA-,.. and I mentioned that I'm becoming not to care of a lot of stuff these days, which is quite different from how I used to be in Korea. Then, mentioned about the hair dryer as an example. Anyway.. I was so surprised, she said.. "it's going to be cold soon.. you need a hair dryer.." It was very thoughtful. I was so touched. See? I'm not that bad..

Anyway.. I felt little sick yesterday.. finally I fell asleep as soon as I got home after my evening class. I just got up.. then actually, I'm freaked out from the fact that I have a lot of paper work that has to be done by this Friday from now on. I don't know.. Help me out.. I'm too tired. :(

Oh, by the way. I didn't know J3sse is Jesse whom I know and PaulnotPaul is Paul whom I know.. Cogratulations!! Paul and Trisha.