(e:Theecarey) and I..(My new SOCO and Lime Buddy)
(e:Jenks) and I
(e:Jenks) and (e:Ladycroft) giving me some lovin!
(e:Ladycroft) getting a nice feel from Baby's Daddy!
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02/07/2006 21:52 #24894
Finally, some pics on e-Strip(e:Theecarey) and I..(My new SOCO and Lime Buddy)
(e:Jenks) and I
(e:Jenks) and (e:Ladycroft) giving me some lovin!
(e:Ladycroft) getting a nice feel from Baby's Daddy!
02/05/2006 03:00 #24893
Wonderful eveningAHHH!! I so do not know how to use (e:strip) yet!!! So, with that being said, I will now write for the FORTH time about tonight!!
Tonight was GREAT! (e:Ladycroft), myself and some Canisius friends went out tonight to Cole's. However, when we got there we found out that the bar was closed becasue of a private party and moved next door to Mr.Goodbar. Such good times!
While there, I was given the pleasure of meeting some of the wonderful (e:strip) peeps! (e:Theecarey) and (e:Jenks) are two of the most wonderful ladies I have ever met (next to (e:Ladycroft) :-p). Plus, (e:Theecarey) is the best SOCO and Lime partner EVER!
I also had the pleasure of meeting (e:Terry), (e:Matthew), (e:Paul) & (e:Joshua). While I did not really get a chance to speak to them very much, I am hoping I will in the future. (E:Ladycroft) has told me so much about them (especially (e:Paul), (e:Terry) and (e:Matthew)) I feel like I know them already. (E:Decoyisryan) was also there, but I did not get a chance to meet him personally.
If you are interested in seeing pics from tonight, click on "Pics" over on the right and go to the album labeled "Night Out" (or something like that). Such good times!!
Tonight was GREAT! (e:Ladycroft), myself and some Canisius friends went out tonight to Cole's. However, when we got there we found out that the bar was closed becasue of a private party and moved next door to Mr.Goodbar. Such good times!
While there, I was given the pleasure of meeting some of the wonderful (e:strip) peeps! (e:Theecarey) and (e:Jenks) are two of the most wonderful ladies I have ever met (next to (e:Ladycroft) :-p). Plus, (e:Theecarey) is the best SOCO and Lime partner EVER!
I also had the pleasure of meeting (e:Terry), (e:Matthew), (e:Paul) & (e:Joshua). While I did not really get a chance to speak to them very much, I am hoping I will in the future. (E:Ladycroft) has told me so much about them (especially (e:Paul), (e:Terry) and (e:Matthew)) I feel like I know them already. (E:Decoyisryan) was also there, but I did not get a chance to meet him personally.
If you are interested in seeing pics from tonight, click on "Pics" over on the right and go to the album labeled "Night Out" (or something like that). Such good times!!
decoyisryan - 02/05/06 21:59
sorry we didn't actually meet......i'm sure there will be another pity party down the line.
sorry we didn't actually meet......i'm sure there will be another pity party down the line.
ladycroft - 02/05/06 15:28
nice pix mike! had a great time, so glad you came out!!!
nice pix mike! had a great time, so glad you came out!!!
jenks - 02/05/06 14:27
thanks for the pix, they're awesome. Still working on my own. Not sure if it will be too many to put in a post, so I may do a link too...
thanks for the pix, they're awesome. Still working on my own. Not sure if it will be too many to put in a post, so I may do a link too...
02/02/2006 19:42 #24892
Itching at the walls...Walls are closing in, the room is getting smaller;
I feel I am suffocating within the limits of my apartment.
I climb the walls, leaving scratch marks as I fall back down,
crumbling in a heep on the floor.
My fingers, they bled with the chance to escape,
but alas, escape is just not in the cards.
I feel I am suffocating within the limits of my apartment.
I climb the walls, leaving scratch marks as I fall back down,
crumbling in a heep on the floor.
My fingers, they bled with the chance to escape,
but alas, escape is just not in the cards.
ladycroft - 02/03/06 02:06
You OK Mike!???
You OK Mike!???
01/27/2006 19:36 #24891
The end might be approachingSo yeah, I just don't know!! Maybe by this time next week I might be playing that single game. Which would be interesting since it would be the first time being single while being "out". But its, so hard being single. That means I have to go out, meet new people blah blah blah.
But you know, I can't do that. I am SO self-conscious about how I look I can't do it. You know, that's a HUGE problem with the GLBT community. Many are so focused on how the person looks, they forget about everything else. Yes, I may not be the most attractive individual (which I find hard to believe) but gish darn it, there's a LOT more to me than just that. But of course if I am not physically appealing to the eye, they won't get to see what I am all about.
But i'm talking like Drew and I are over....which we are not. We had a nice converstaion last night about everyhting. We'll see what happens. He said that he would try to be there more for me and to do things for me to show that he actually cares. BUT...of course I get an IM tonight when I was out shopping with my RAs that he might not be over tonight becasue some of his friends are having a labrynth movie night and they are very domminering and he might be firced into going. Umm...yeah..PUT YOUR FOOT DOWN AND SAY YOU CAN'T GO!! Its not that hard!
No matter what, I am going to be seen as the bad guy. He is trying to put everythung all on me. the way he is talking, he's making it sound like I am forcing him to change who he is to be more of the way that I want him. But i don't think that I am...am I? I mean, it is too much to be asked to have a little love in return?
But you know, I can't do that. I am SO self-conscious about how I look I can't do it. You know, that's a HUGE problem with the GLBT community. Many are so focused on how the person looks, they forget about everything else. Yes, I may not be the most attractive individual (which I find hard to believe) but gish darn it, there's a LOT more to me than just that. But of course if I am not physically appealing to the eye, they won't get to see what I am all about.
But i'm talking like Drew and I are over....which we are not. We had a nice converstaion last night about everyhting. We'll see what happens. He said that he would try to be there more for me and to do things for me to show that he actually cares. BUT...of course I get an IM tonight when I was out shopping with my RAs that he might not be over tonight becasue some of his friends are having a labrynth movie night and they are very domminering and he might be firced into going. Umm...yeah..PUT YOUR FOOT DOWN AND SAY YOU CAN'T GO!! Its not that hard!
No matter what, I am going to be seen as the bad guy. He is trying to put everythung all on me. the way he is talking, he's making it sound like I am forcing him to change who he is to be more of the way that I want him. But i don't think that I am...am I? I mean, it is too much to be asked to have a little love in return?
ladycroft - 01/28/06 01:05
yah, we so need to talk!
yah, we so need to talk!
jenks - 01/27/06 20:09
No it's not too much to ask.
It HAS to be a two way street, or one person will eventually be resentful.
I hope you guys work things out.
But don't compromise yourself.
No it's not too much to ask.
It HAS to be a two way street, or one person will eventually be resentful.
I hope you guys work things out.
But don't compromise yourself.
metalpeter - 01/27/06 19:56
First of being single is nice because of the freedom, but other then that it sucks. If I was the Bullshiter out going type yeah I could go to a bar and try to get some pussy not that I would wind up getting any. But what I'm wondering is why you didn't send an IM back Asking or saying you would like to hang out with him and his friends and watch movies. (Granted if he wasn't out then it might be a problem). Some times people take the ones they love for granted because they know they will always be there. Another example is when I was in school I would study for the harder classes knowing that I didn't have to do anything for the easier classes, maybe a bad anology but maybe you get my point.
First of being single is nice because of the freedom, but other then that it sucks. If I was the Bullshiter out going type yeah I could go to a bar and try to get some pussy not that I would wind up getting any. But what I'm wondering is why you didn't send an IM back Asking or saying you would like to hang out with him and his friends and watch movies. (Granted if he wasn't out then it might be a problem). Some times people take the ones they love for granted because they know they will always be there. Another example is when I was in school I would study for the harder classes knowing that I didn't have to do anything for the easier classes, maybe a bad anology but maybe you get my point.
01/26/2006 21:32 #24890
Meds?!?!So perhaps I have some sort of a chemical imbalance going on with my synapses and axons and their terminals in my brain. (Wow...I remember something from my Biological Psych class!). I really think that (e:Jinks) was right...I needed to get a good night sleep. I feel SO much better than I did last night. I had a LONG day of meetings and the like. Thursdays really suck! But hey...I got to do what I got to do to get the paycheck!!
I think I really connected with a hall director here tonight. We went out to Tully's and then went to ColdStone Creamery (Maple and Transit). It was REALLY nice to get out of the apartment as well as find someone to talk to. Not that I don't have people to talk to...but she knows that I am going through first hand. It was exactly what the doctor ordered. :-)
I think I really connected with a hall director here tonight. We went out to Tully's and then went to ColdStone Creamery (Maple and Transit). It was REALLY nice to get out of the apartment as well as find someone to talk to. Not that I don't have people to talk to...but she knows that I am going through first hand. It was exactly what the doctor ordered. :-)
theecarey - 01/27/06 00:22
dendrites and myelin sheath.. sheesh.. i should pay more attention when I type.
dendrites and myelin sheath.. sheesh.. i should pay more attention when I type.
theecarey - 01/26/06 23:53
dentrites, mylen sheeth, synapses, axon terminals.. ahh, memories of bio psych. I took mine at UB w/ Torres..
As for your last entry.. the first paragraph, I totally relate. It is a fleeting thought for me.. comes and goes.
good sleep and making connections with friends.. new and old is helpful. Especially with your guy having a different schedule than what you are used to. We are a friendly bunch around here.. catching movies, coffee and whatever else we find. So please, join us anytime!
dentrites, mylen sheeth, synapses, axon terminals.. ahh, memories of bio psych. I took mine at UB w/ Torres..
As for your last entry.. the first paragraph, I totally relate. It is a fleeting thought for me.. comes and goes.
good sleep and making connections with friends.. new and old is helpful. Especially with your guy having a different schedule than what you are used to. We are a friendly bunch around here.. catching movies, coffee and whatever else we find. So please, join us anytime!
when did i put a cell phone in my shirt?