So, I don't know why, but all of a sudden I feel really...crappy? Down? Sad? I don't know. Its a feeling I have not had for a LONG time; like when I was back in High School. I don't like it when i feel such things like this. Oh no..I feel a dark poem coming on....
The ice falls down from the sky,
the people scamper in where its dry;
Cars go whizzing by,
without a care in their eye.
Alone I sit as I hear the water freeze,
and I wonder, "is this what it is all about?"
Next to my little four foot Christmas tree
with its lights all a glow, I sit and ponder
thinking it all out.
The noise from the freshman as they walk by
remind me of how obsolete I have become;
I am seen as the "authority" and nothing more,
not someone they can talk to or become friends with.
Happy yes, happy no;
I just don't know.
There are times that I wish,
years ago I succeeded in somethings,
but ended up failing instead.
Everyday is a new experience,
looking forward to the day ahead;
never thought I would see them,
thought i'd be dead.
Here I sit, alone in my room,
without a care.
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12/15/2005 18:33 #24885
Darkness has taken over12/14/2005 14:43 #24884
The minuets tick byI have forgotten what it was like not to have to worry about getting school work completed. I'm sitting here in my office filling out 16 RA evaluations (which I should REALLY be doing instead of typing away on this) and am thinking to myself, "What am I going to do tonight?"What papers, or questions, or summaries do I have to do?". And then I remember, "Oh...i'm done for the semester". I can primarily focus on my acutal Assistant Hall Director Work! How weird!
Last night, going to a holiday party with (e:Ladycroft) was really what I needed. I needed a chance to get away from the hall, my job, the responsibility and just be me. Iy has been so long since I have been able to be myself. But let me just say...I REALLY enjoyed it! I am making my New Year's Resolution early: I need to get away more and enjoy life to the fullest. HAPPY NEW YEAR (18 days early...)
Last night, going to a holiday party with (e:Ladycroft) was really what I needed. I needed a chance to get away from the hall, my job, the responsibility and just be me. Iy has been so long since I have been able to be myself. But let me just say...I REALLY enjoyed it! I am making my New Year's Resolution early: I need to get away more and enjoy life to the fullest. HAPPY NEW YEAR (18 days early...)
ladycroft - 12/14/05 16:01
You do need to live. So come out with me friday so we can dress like 'dead' people for that party!
You do need to live. So come out with me friday so we can dress like 'dead' people for that party!
12/14/2005 01:56 #24883
The firstSo I guess I have succumbed to peer pressure and joined Elmwood Strip. I have been hearing about this site since September. It was not up until only a few min. ago...perhaps 30 min, that ( (e:Ladycroft)) finally convinced me to join and see what it is all about. I guess I should wait and see how this goes. [bgcolor]#008b00[/bgcolor]
kwhoissuper - 02/13/06 11:08
i just started on here too lol
i just started on here too lol
mike - 12/15/05 00:11
Welcome to estrip!
Welcome to estrip!
leetee - 12/14/05 10:40
Welcome to estrip, Kangarooboi.
Welcome to estrip, Kangarooboi.
ladycroft - 12/14/05 02:03
I had fun tonight, glad you came out. Yay for joining!
I had fun tonight, glad you came out. Yay for joining!
don't you dare. we are the coolest HD's this side of the Mississippi!