you better keep and eye on your boys and lock 'em up tight.

I'm gettin a new phone and a new ohne number FINALLY!!!! I hope everyone had a happy fourth!!! oh I need to mention that I haven't had a SINGLE satisfying sexual episode in a fuckin YEAR!!!! The good new is that I am close to breaking it luckily. I think i'm "taking it slow" with this fella. Although he did have a hold of my penis one night at this bar. Over the pants grabage though, not to be too tacky. My roomates are buying a house and want me to come with them. My basement apt might have a BAR!!!! Anywho catch ya'll soon on the upstate side!!! BIG UPS TO QUEEFA!!!!

at least I'll have a story to tell. CHAKA CHAKA!!!!! watch her on the bet awards. LORD IM CUMMIN HOME!!!! Thats a cool prince song. 7 55 hours I can't wait. I wanna do it with, INDEPENDENCE!!!! flirty flirty!!!

getting shit stolen from a bar, to roof hopping in queens while watching the most beautiful night view of the city, hanging out and drinking with complete strangers, and possibly another boy. Can I just say DAMN!!! Getting stuck underground for over an hour, getting a promotion at my job, I love this CITY!!! Things are going very good round here, I crazy miss my buffalonians like crazy. And can you believe I have run into more of them in this city??? My friend colin just moved here so thats exciting, we get to hangout all the time. My roomates are buying a house in queens and they want me to move with them where I would have my own basement apt, including a full bath, possibly a kitchen ( i don't cook so that dosen't matter) livingroom bedroom furniture from there house in PENN. For $400 a month unless I take care of the baby then it would be less. That kicks ass. I am coming home to visit very soon in july so my friends expect to see me, and loverly times will be had all around!!! Did I mentin the drinking problem I've grown??? Oh yes NY drinks, I have to stay home and not answer my phone if I don't wnat to get hammered. I love the fact I am never bored. anywho bye-bye everyone It's liquid lunch time for me!!!

YAAAWWWNN!!!!!! There is a reason they say NYC never sleeps, I first hand have experienced these nights. Dave and Busters is a lot of fun and is working me to death, on and off the job! Many a nights out am I. First bar: The Blarney Stone, kick-ass jukebox and they let you smoke at the bar after 1 am. Closing time comes and it's off to O'flarrety's for after hours untill about 6 am. I am not drinking the whole time I'm there mostly socializing. Breakfast time comes and it's some greek place whose home fries suck!! And then I'm in bed by 8 am. That night schedule has happened more than twice in one week. These people are trying to kill me. I found out that there was this bartender at my job was flirting with me like CRAZY!!!! You know the sexual looks, throwing crumbled napkins at me, asking me who I had a crush on at work and was determined I answer. Nice smile, dark hair and oh yeah thats right he's married. Yup married with four kids!!!! Well two are his wifes and two are his, but she dosen't know about his two kids yet for some reason, and his wife works with us also as a cocktail server. Where do these people come from??? I have a straight guy friend who I hang out with often now a play video games with, the straight weirdo quota has been filled. There is a boy kinda in the picture now, his name is ROSS he's a full fledge HOMO thank god, and he really likes me. We could be on to something here, but he's leaving in two weeks for four months in IDAHO. Things that make you go hmmmm??? I am sitting on a $400 check right now that I made from serving two private parties, I wanna save and use for my trip back to buffalo for a week. I miss you guys and can't wait to visit. Do you ever get the feeling that you are exactly where you should and need to be?