Category: dreams

06/24/04 10:47 - ID#26656

goodbye for a few days

Well, I'm leaving for Albany in a few hours. I'll be gone until Monday. Hopefully my brother will let me use his slow-ass computer so I don't miss too much in the lives of people I don't actually know. I'm not looking forward to the 5 hour drive all by myself.

My weird dream saga continues. Last night I dreamed that I had two cabbage patch dolls, one named Anna and the other named Nicole (weird coincidence? blech). I brought them home to my parents' house and my mom went ballistic. She started throwing them at me and out of the window and into the front yard. She said she didn't want them in the house. I think she was jealous of them.

Last night for real I talked to my mom on the phone. Apparently I am supposed to go to a party with her on Sunday afternoon, but I forgot all about it. I made plans to drive down to my boyfriend's house and say hi to his parents and pick up his rollerblades. My mom of course got all upset by this. I'm trying to figure out if I can do both. My mom gets jealous when I have plans with anyone else's parents. She said to me last night when I told her, "Oh. I didn't realize you were that close with his parents." I think she's insecure that I don't love her or something.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

06/23/04 09:22 - ID#26655

sad duckies and a question

aww, those duckies are so sad. i hope those pictures aren't real.

so, did anyone notice that the hair salon which was in the process of opening in the Lexington Co-op building (where the yoga place used to be) has suddenly disappeared? i know that the yoga people left because the owner of that building (some people know who i am talking about) never fixed anything that he said he was going to fix in their shop and they got sick of him. i wonder what happened to the poor hair salon. anybody know?

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: dreams

06/23/04 12:54 - ID#26654

random thoughts

(e:mike,28689)I have no idea about where we could have a league, but I bet, if we were just playing with each other for fun, the racquetball courts at Buff State would probably serve our purpose. But, another question to bring up is, does anyone have the right balls we need? haha that sounds dirty.

(e:news,29879)I think this hide feature is awesome. This way I can give in to my ever changing whims on whether or not I actually want a journal to be shared.

(e:rachel,33027) That's hilarious, Rachel! When I was in high school I hardly ever got enough sleep and I was always stressed out. I used to do that all the time. I'd go to bed at 9pm or something and wake up at 11pm and think it was 11am and that I was late for school. A couple times I even started to take a shower and stuff but my dad saw me from the living room and told me to go back to bed. It is a really confusing feeling.

I had a dream last night that my boyfriend and I were building our own house. We were building it up in a tree and it was going to be really awesome because it would be something that was completely ours. This might have been instigated by a conversation I had with a girl at work last night where she was telling me all about the new house she bought.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

06/20/04 10:27 - ID#26653

drink mixes

while boogie boarding on the web looking for mixed drink recipes, i came across this one:

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Location: Buffalo, NY

06/19/04 10:15 - ID#26652

peanut butter and OCD

Today while washing dishes I had to encounter one of my most hated smells ever: the combination of hot peanut butter mixed with dish soap. I tried to figure out why I hate this smell so much, and my thoughts went back to my childhood and my mother's obsessive compulsive disorders: one of which was making sure every piece of recycling (plastic jars, metal cans, etc.) was thoroughly soaked and cleaned before put in the recycling bin. In particular, she wanted peanut butter jars to be clean, so she would fill the jar with hot water and dish soap and let it soak on the kitchen counter for hours. I don't know if this was some ingenious plan she had, or if it was due to pure laziness in regards to actually scrubbing something to get it clean. Anyway, I don't really see the point in cleaning recycling materials, since they are melted down to nothing and sterilized before they are used again. Still, this doesn't explain why I hate the smell so much. I must just relate it to bad memories of my mother. That's right, I heard it straight out of my psychologist's mouth, I am allowed to blame my mother for most of my psychotic quirks.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

06/19/04 07:21 - ID#26651

elbow macaroni

it's lonely making dinner for one person...

how do you guys draw so well with a mouse? i just can't do it.

my day is going a lot better. work was great. now i'm just bored. i'll prolly putz around on Second Life for the rest of the night.http://secondlife.com/ss/?u=8703d178d138b6e1b2047fe0ca2c5b90

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Location: Buffalo, NY

06/19/04 08:04 - ID#26650

stupid stupid morning

i've had a really bad stomach ache since yesterday and it's 7am and i am trying to get ready for work. i need to eat breakfast so i can stand up for 4 hours, but i really feel like i am going to die. floppydonkey went home for the weekend for his grandpa's birthday so there is no one here to take care of me. so, of course i couldn't sleep with only myself in the bed, and the rain, and the loudness of elmwood on a saturday night. so that is prolly adding to my tummy ache. who goes shopping at the mall at 8am anyway??? oh that's right, no one, because it doesn't open until 10.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

Category: dreams

06/20/04 11:35 - ID#26649

last night i dreamed that...

i was in a place like back home where i am originally from in the country. i didn't visually recognize any of the people i was with, but they were supposed to be people i knew, old friends of mine. my boyfriend wast here with me, too. we stumbled into some weird satanic ritual and we wanted to watch, but we didn't want to participate. the people (my old friends) saw us and told me i was pregnant. they said i had to give them my baby and i refused. so, one girl stabbed me in the right side into my stomach and up under my ribs. then all those people except my boyfriend disappeared. i was bleeding profusely and dropped to the ground. my mom came into the room and gave me the phone to call the emergency room. on the phone i asked the hospital to bring an ambulence because i needed to go to the emergency room. the girl on the phone told me that i would need to make an appointment and the soonest she could get me in would be a week. i screamed that i would be dead by then and asked "don't you have an emergency room where people gow hen there is a REAL emergency?" the girl seemed dumbfounded and replied that no, they don't have one of those. i hung up the phone. i didn't know what to do. my boyfriend suggeted i call a different hospital like ECMC (don't ask my why that particular hospital transported itself to middle of nowhere new york on the other side of the state). he was trying to put pressure on my wound and told me i would be alright. he was the only one actually doing something to help me. i was in the process of trying to get on my bicycle and ride to the hospital when the alarm clock went off.

there is something wrong with my brain i think, haha. i need to do either more or less drugs before i go to sleep.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

06/18/04 01:16 - ID#26648

teeheehee

a semi-drunken picture of my baby bunny, Ruby

the sad part is that if i wasn't drinking the picture would prolly have been worse

floppydonkey really wants someone to play basketball with

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Location: Buffalo, NY

06/17/04 12:03 - ID#26647

Soyeon

[inlink]soyeon,42[/inlink]Please totally ignore that email. Your first clue should have been when it said "Dear Sir." Also, don't ever send anyone your bank information online. That's just crazy.

I haven't had much to write about lately. I just work and then come home and do nothing. Floppydonkey and I went for a run at Delaware Park yesterday. It was really hot. I'm going to be really bored this weekend.

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Location: Buffalo, NY

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