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Category: dreams

06/20/04 11:35 - ID#26649

last night i dreamed that...

i was in a place like back home where i am originally from in the country. i didn't visually recognize any of the people i was with, but they were supposed to be people i knew, old friends of mine. my boyfriend wast here with me, too. we stumbled into some weird satanic ritual and we wanted to watch, but we didn't want to participate. the people (my old friends) saw us and told me i was pregnant. they said i had to give them my baby and i refused. so, one girl stabbed me in the right side into my stomach and up under my ribs. then all those people except my boyfriend disappeared. i was bleeding profusely and dropped to the ground. my mom came into the room and gave me the phone to call the emergency room. on the phone i asked the hospital to bring an ambulence because i needed to go to the emergency room. the girl on the phone told me that i would need to make an appointment and the soonest she could get me in would be a week. i screamed that i would be dead by then and asked "don't you have an emergency room where people gow hen there is a REAL emergency?" the girl seemed dumbfounded and replied that no, they don't have one of those. i hung up the phone. i didn't know what to do. my boyfriend suggeted i call a different hospital like ECMC (don't ask my why that particular hospital transported itself to middle of nowhere new york on the other side of the state). he was trying to put pressure on my wound and told me i would be alright. he was the only one actually doing something to help me. i was in the process of trying to get on my bicycle and ride to the hospital when the alarm clock went off.


there is something wrong with my brain i think, haha. i need to do either more or less drugs before i go to sleep.
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06/18/04 01:16 - ID#26648

teeheehee

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a semi-drunken picture of my baby bunny, Ruby

the sad part is that if i wasn't drinking the picture would prolly have been worse

floppydonkey really wants someone to play basketball with
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06/17/04 12:03 - ID#26647

Soyeon

[inlink]soyeon,42[/inlink]Please totally ignore that email. Your first clue should have been when it said "Dear Sir." Also, don't ever send anyone your bank information online. That's just crazy.

I haven't had much to write about lately. I just work and then come home and do nothing. Floppydonkey and I went for a run at Delaware Park yesterday. It was really hot. I'm going to be really bored this weekend.
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06/12/04 07:30 - ID#26646

so tired

i just got finished working my first day at Express in the Galleria mall. so tired. need food and alcohol.

followed a stupid lady home that didn't have a singal working brake light. i want to report her but i don't know how. i almost crashed into her.
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06/11/04 07:07 - ID#26645

a beautiful evening

[inlink]emily,169[/inlink]I used to play that when I was little, but we played MATH = mansion, apartment, trailer, house...or if we were playing with someone we didn't really like, T would become Toilet.

I just came back from a very enjoyable walk down Elmwood with Floppydonkey. I stopped and took a few pictures and spent a few minutes at Talking Leaves. Now we are getting a dinner picnic together to take to Delaware Park.
PS: Floppydonkey doesn't post much because he doesn't think people care what he has to say. Please visit his journal and let him know you care.
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06/11/04 01:07 - ID#26644

sorry i am antisocial

That was sweet. I love watching people from my living room window and I love telechalking! hahaha Maybe next time I'll actually have clothes on instead of jammies and come down and say hi.

See pics of my bunny, Ruby: She came from Elmwood Pet Supplies


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06/08/04 07:08 - ID#26640

hmm...

[inlink]paul,1004[/inlink]

it's probably still there because no one wanted to buy it
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06/08/04 08:34 - ID#26639

to work, or not to work...

I'm trying to decide if I should bother going to work tomorrow. If I skip tomorrow, then today will be my last day. I really hate waking up at 7, and I know I will have to start doing it again in a few weeks. One extra day of sleeping longer would be nice. And I don't really do much at that job anyway, plus the kids give me a headache. I think I will talk to my sueprvisor and make sure that he really doesn't care if I finish up today. I'm not lazy, just worn out. I think there's a big difference. I need a rest. I haven't gotten one since January.
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06/06/04 05:14 - ID#26638

Nutopia, a song by Meg Lee Chin

Jesus said " Lay down your arms, Jesus said "Children come home"

I saw the best minds of my generation running on empty, Superglued to the T.V.,

Dreaming of prosperity, Talking incessantly, Saying nothing

Sleeping on platforms at train stations, Sipping chemical cocktails,

Alive to the Universe, Dead to the World.

Hallucinating delusions of media reality in Camden Town, Desperate in the pursuit of cool

He's in a suit, she's in a straight jacket, 7-11 nightmares at 3am and the moon is quiet and holy.

Watch all the bridges collide, Well I think we might have to lay low, for a while

I saw the best minds of my generation caught up in the virtual reality of living

Memorizing pin numbers and secret codes,

Swaying robotically to non-existant rhythms, Flashing memberships to clubs so exclusive nobody belongs,

Jesus said " Lay down your arms" Jesus said "Children come home"

Scared shitless, witless, clueless, useless, tightlipped, tightfisted,tightassed, half-assed

Sniveling, groveling, moaning, groaning Sniveling, groveling, moaning, groaning sniveling, groveling, sniveling, groveling

The city's all wrapped up in plastic like an electronic cocoon.

If you lay in the street you can hear it humming, Building up slowly from underground

If you close your eyes you can observe the blueprint The man-made dna that spirals breathlessly out of control,

As synapses collapse, bridges snap, into a restless utopia, Nutopia

Now the rain has arrived and I think we might have to lay low

Watch all the bridges collide and I think we might have to lay low.




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06/05/04 11:21 - ID#26637

here it is

Peter Singer
building: big yellow one on corner of Lexington and Ashland, the one with the Co-op inside it's like 220 Lexington and 295 Ashland or something like that...he owns the entire building
his "company" (which is bogus, by the way) is Semper L.L.C.
the phone number for his apartments right now is: 603-0001 but it has changed from before
the ad for his apartments in the artvoice reads:
LEXINGTON/Ashland. Gorgeous, renovated 1 & 2 bdrm apts, hdwd flrs, ceiling fans $600-$800 includes heat and HW 603-0001

i hope this helps other people
did Hodown rent from Peter too?
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