06/30/04 11:09 - ID#26642

car, can you ever forgive me?

Eulogy for my Fender

Car,
how can you ever forgive me for what I have done to you?
I have many excuses;
I'm tired,
sick,
in a hurry to get home from work...
but nothing can excuse my lack of attention.
I should have looked
I shouldn't have turned so fast out of the parking spot.
Now, pieces of you are lying on the ground.
The front
driver side
wheel panel
is destroyed.
What was once shiny and beautiful
is now dented and shattered.
I hope the measly amount of money I make at the mall
will be enough to fix you.
If it's any consolation,
I am so distraught over what I have done to you,
my car,
who has never failed me or let me down,
that I completely forgot,
to look at my paycheck.

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Words: 137
Location: Buffalo, NY

06/21/04 05:44 - ID#26641

pissed off

so angry right now
some people know why
floppydonkey, robin, paul...

Permalink: pissed_off.html
Words: 11
Location: Buffalo, NY

06/08/04 07:08 - ID#26640

hmm...

[inlink]paul,1004[/inlink]

it's probably still there because no one wanted to buy it

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Words: 12
Location: Buffalo, NY

06/08/04 08:34 - ID#26639

to work, or not to work...

I'm trying to decide if I should bother going to work tomorrow. If I skip tomorrow, then today will be my last day. I really hate waking up at 7, and I know I will have to start doing it again in a few weeks. One extra day of sleeping longer would be nice. And I don't really do much at that job anyway, plus the kids give me a headache. I think I will talk to my sueprvisor and make sure that he really doesn't care if I finish up today. I'm not lazy, just worn out. I think there's a big difference. I need a rest. I haven't gotten one since January.

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Words: 113
Location: Buffalo, NY

06/06/04 05:14 - ID#26638

Nutopia, a song by Meg Lee Chin

Jesus said " Lay down your arms, Jesus said "Children come home"

I saw the best minds of my generation running on empty, Superglued to the T.V.,

Dreaming of prosperity, Talking incessantly, Saying nothing

Sleeping on platforms at train stations, Sipping chemical cocktails,

Alive to the Universe, Dead to the World.

Hallucinating delusions of media reality in Camden Town, Desperate in the pursuit of cool

He's in a suit, she's in a straight jacket, 7-11 nightmares at 3am and the moon is quiet and holy.

Watch all the bridges collide, Well I think we might have to lay low, for a while

I saw the best minds of my generation caught up in the virtual reality of living

Memorizing pin numbers and secret codes,

Swaying robotically to non-existant rhythms, Flashing memberships to clubs so exclusive nobody belongs,

Jesus said " Lay down your arms" Jesus said "Children come home"

Scared shitless, witless, clueless, useless, tightlipped, tightfisted,tightassed, half-assed

Sniveling, groveling, moaning, groaning Sniveling, groveling, moaning, groaning sniveling, groveling, sniveling, groveling

The city's all wrapped up in plastic like an electronic cocoon.

If you lay in the street you can hear it humming, Building up slowly from underground

If you close your eyes you can observe the blueprint The man-made dna that spirals breathlessly out of control,

As synapses collapse, bridges snap, into a restless utopia, Nutopia

Now the rain has arrived and I think we might have to lay low

Watch all the bridges collide and I think we might have to lay low.

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Words: 253
Location: Buffalo, NY

06/05/04 11:21 - ID#26637

here it is

Peter Singer
building: big yellow one on corner of Lexington and Ashland, the one with the Co-op inside it's like 220 Lexington and 295 Ashland or something like that...he owns the entire building
his "company" (which is bogus, by the way) is Semper L.L.C.
the phone number for his apartments right now is: 603-0001 but it has changed from before
the ad for his apartments in the artvoice reads:
LEXINGTON/Ashland. Gorgeous, renovated 1 & 2 bdrm apts, hdwd flrs, ceiling fans $600-$800 includes heat and HW 603-0001

i hope this helps other people
did Hodown rent from Peter too?

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Words: 99
Location: Buffalo, NY

06/05/04 09:32 - ID#26636

dyke march

i saw some Christian protestors at the end of the march. i wanted to yell at them but i didn't. i suppose they are allowed to have a voice too...even if it is a judgemental one.

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Words: 37
Location: Buffalo, NY

06/05/04 04:42 - ID#26635

response to Paul's message on 6-5

Yeah, we "won" our money at court, but we have been going through the process of actually getting our money back for months. The account where he put our money has been closed, so the Marshall's couldn't get it out of there. I want to post his name and information, but I'm worried that it's illegal or something. I will think about it. For now I will just say, it's the big yellow building on the corner of Lexington and Ashland.

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Words: 81
Location: Buffalo, NY

06/05/04 10:51 - ID#26634

pics of the shithole

yay! i finally scanned the pics of the shithole where i used to live! i shouldn't be excited about that...lol...for more information, see my first post. a question about the rules: is it illegal slander if i say the name and information of the guy i rented from? i wouldn't be saying anything that wasn't true...i would just want others to stay away from him. here they are...

three people's stuff crammed into a one bedroom apartment:

we think this is where the sink and mirror/medicine cabinet were supposed to be:

the toilet which didn't work and ended up being full of poop, and the wall, or what was supposed to be a wall:

a shower?:

the dirtiest fridge in creation:

the freezer...we're still not sure what the wet liquidy green stuff is:

one of three holey walls in the bedroom, one wall was missing completely:

i have a bunch more pics if anyone wants to see them.

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Words: 170
Location: Buffalo, NY

06/05/04 09:59 - ID#26633

good bush, bad bush

i just saw an entire family walking in front of my apartment building and they read an elmwoodstrip.com chalk. it's an awesome one that says "good bush" and points to a bush "bad bush" and there is a picture of our "leader"...who made that chalk? i love it.

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Words: 50
Location: Buffalo, NY

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