07/19/04 11:39 - ID#26422

one more thing

i just can't get into my message board on MSN so i have been doing other thinking.

is there anyone out there like me?

i think about my ex-boyfriend from Highschool all the time. not that i want to date him or anything but i just want to know what he's up to. mainly, i want to make sure my life is better than his.

of course it depends on the point of view. but i have to say i found my love, married, bought a house, don't work, i'm going to school and i have a pretty darn cute doggie. and those are things that i've always wanted. i should say screw it, who cares but i can't help wondering what his life is like.

i still have his name on my instant messenger and sometimes i want to IM him but my brain kicks in & stops me.

i think mostly i have this minor obsession is because he was such a bitch-ass to me after i broke up with him. he literally became psycho and physically and mentally harrassed me every day for many months. i would walk down the hallway in school and he would come up to me and put his arm around me.. usually touching my butt or breast. i would sternly tell him to get lost, he would call me a bitch and throw my books all over the floor. sounds like fun, right?

...one day i told him he was a psycho and he said, "you made me a psycho."

at least he didn't deny it.

i bet he has a kid or two from some really healthy relationships... and he's corrupting their minds... right... now...

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07/19/04 11:16 - ID#26421

sound files

pssssst. paul, update where it says sound files from 150 to 250. =)

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07/19/04 11:09 - ID#26420

title schmidel

hahah I'm dorothy too. I always loved her outfits. maybe i'll check out bea tomorrow on Eradio.

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07/19/04 03:38 - ID#26419

oh my

ajay, i considered picking up my prizes which are actually birthday presents for my other, better half but i am in the middle of a rain storm. are you e-strippers who actually live down there getting hit so hard@!?!!? holy crap. i am anticipating power outage. i would actually like a small one, haven't had one in a while.

i've become obsessed with playing card games. unfortunately, i lose every single game i play with D, the aforementioned better half which is why i am calling him so.

has tons of rules for card games

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07/19/04 11:51 - ID#26418

who cares

"Jul 19, 2004 9:02 am

Package status

CHEEKTOWAGA NY

Package not due for delivery "

Who cares if the package isn't DUE? Its there! Send it to me!! IT was 2-3 day delivery. Its been 2 days, why isn't it due? What a load.

YET, my other package

"Jul 19, 2004 7:52 am

On FedEx vehicle for delivery

CHEEKTOWAGA NY "

It was there and apparently that one was due for delivery.

Watch, I'll get both of them and then I'll have to stick Katie's foot in my mouth.

Why am I so stressed about this?

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07/17/04 11:19 - ID#26417

hmgphg. i found out that VW had extended the warranty on window regulators for 7 yrs which means I can bring my car in for free. jeesh.

matthew i havn't talked to you in a while.
give me a call Monday if you are around.
orrrr IM me.

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07/15/04 09:49 - ID#26416

the saga continues

ok so we finally got my car fixed after over 2 weeks. the rotors we purchased were not the right ones. not our fault but the stupid online company that sold them to us. everything seemed to be going well and i got in the driver's seat to test the brakes and i decide to put the window down.

the window just fell down and started making a crunching sound.

WHAT THE HECK!?

does god not want me to drive this car? at least not in the rain........

=(

and my two yr. warranty is up. pretty short warranty for something that costs 20,000$.

good thing volkswagen decided to up the warranty for future customers.

i am so annoyed.

...and derek decided to try to fix the window on his own... which means my door is torn apart and looks ugly.

...the saga continues....

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07/01/04 10:43 - ID#26415

Taste of Poo

......... since we will be away we will be missing Taste of Buffalo. I have never gone and was looking forward to it but it coincides with our trip. =(((((

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07/01/04 10:42 - ID#26414

yck

i am so behind in reading journals. it was because we went away last weekend and i havn't been able to catch up. now tonight we are leaving again for Jersey for a whole week. I am just going to quit while i'm behind and read when i come back.

and my car still doesn't work. the rotors (we think) are just too big and so my car will not roll. the wheels are totally locked. it sucks.

i gots me lots o packin' and laundry to do today. whoo hoo. i'm gonna get tan for once!

byeybyeybyeybyeybybyeybybyeybeybyeybyeybeybyebyeye

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06/30/04 12:15 - ID#26413

adirondaks

so we went to the adirondaks last weekend. it was sheer mountainous adventure. this girlfriend of a friend's family owns like 60 acres of goodness. even a pond! they fished, we brought katie and let her off leash, the boys shot a shot gun, we went in a rowboat, made smores, bbq-ed, some dirtbikeing going on. i wish i owned a place like that. just swimming in my own mountain spring pond! that would be awesome. katie went swimming too for a second and scratched up my tummy. she tried to climb to the top of my head. ouch.

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