Everyone knows that feeling, right? When you meet an amazing person, when you float off to cloud nine, when you can't help but give into everything you have imagined about love since your childhood... when you let yourself go. Until very recently, I could say with all sincerity that I had never felt that.

The man I chose to fall in love with is not someone that I can be in love with. I know you can't choose who you fall for, but for so long this friend that I fell for was taken by someone that I consider to be a good friend. Well, she let him go, for whatever reason, and I cannot help but think that if she were to know even an ounce of my feelings for him, that we would cease to be friends. You don't just go and fall for someone's ex-fiance everyday, do you?

All I know is that I've never felt like this before. I've been in years long relationships that never even came close to the feelings I harbor for him.

Is it worth it?
I've been spending too much of my life lately trying to figure that out...



This is completely unrelated, but...
My puppy, Daphne :)