im leaving buffalo.....its my time to explore, at least our country...
to paul matt and terry, i think i mightve got tooo fucked up at your house, im sorry, really.
to chris....youre what, 8 yearrrs older than me, and you call ME a baby....you wont miss me either...to TK.....thanks for your hugs baba...im gonna miss you for real.

maybe i'll come back....but im gonna smile at the sun in cali for all y'all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wont forget my home city! thank you all

another one bites the dust
"nothing is fair sarah"
nothing is just
you must have bought into the bullshit
you were sold,
the good die young while the evil,
they grow old....
but me and my, what,
my intuition
we know that this here lie
should receive no recognition.

today, the very first of may,
michele would have been 22.
i had heard this lie when we were 12,
i couldn't understand...
i HAD to believe it was true.

but then more souls that were as old as i,
they too started fading away....
helpless, i realized all i could do was say goodbye,
and watch another piece of myself decay.

its like some sick curse,
like your period,
you have it forever but it only gets worse and worse.....
said goodbye to someone i thought could
help everything.
In October, the man who raised me since I was hardly anything....
and this morning his mother....who i thought never felt a thing
until the day he died.......
truth be told, people grow more bitter
as they grow old......
the sadness of the the world has had its time to unfold......
i wonder, if i live to be 25 or 83,
will it make a difference in how God sees me?????

Michele Kaczorowski: 5/1/82-12/6/94
Gary Lawrence:12/24/49-10/20/2004
Dorothy Lawrence ?????-5/1/2004

what's up everyone?!? I figred my frst entry (to get the ugly message off my board) would just be an introduction.Hi my nam is bridgette, 21, bi/f,And I'm a lush! There's a pic in here somwhere of me, thanks to my new found friends, but I am an idiot and i can't find them... I've been livng here on elmwood for about 4 years, and i love it. I remember being in high school and visiting emily when she lived on elmwood. We would get drunk and go walking on the steet and we met cool people. one guy was playing his guitar by a tree so we hung out with him and he sang us songs. I was always fascinated by the college kids and other people that make their way up here. Well, now i live here and I am still fasciated by the people i come into contact with around here. My favorite part of living on the strip is the summertme, I LOVE walking down the street and seeing everyone out and about or just chillen on their porches. This is definately my fav part of Buffalo.
I have no really cool stuff to talk about, but i do want to say to my new friends (you know wo you are) that I am really glad to meet you all. You have no idea how refreshing it is to meet new people who are cool and fun. It has been a stressful time for me as well as many others as the winter is dying down, but is important to remember that love and laughter are key to heaing and new beginings. Thank you. To my older friends, (especially emily) thank you ALWAYS! You're love and friendship continue to refresh my spirit. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!