another one bites the dust
"nothing is fair sarah"
nothing is just
you must have bought into the bullshit
you were sold,
the good die young while the evil,
they grow old....
but me and my, what,
my intuition
we know that this here lie
should receive no recognition.

today, the very first of may,
michele would have been 22.
i had heard this lie when we were 12,
i couldn't understand...
i HAD to believe it was true.

but then more souls that were as old as i,
they too started fading away....
helpless, i realized all i could do was say goodbye,
and watch another piece of myself decay.

its like some sick curse,
like your period,
you have it forever but it only gets worse and worse.....
said goodbye to someone i thought could
help everything.
In October, the man who raised me since I was hardly anything....
and this morning his mother....who i thought never felt a thing
until the day he died.......
truth be told, people grow more bitter
as they grow old......
the sadness of the the world has had its time to unfold......
i wonder, if i live to be 25 or 83,
will it make a difference in how God sees me?????

Michele Kaczorowski: 5/1/82-12/6/94
Gary Lawrence:12/24/49-10/20/2004
Dorothy Lawrence ?????-5/1/2004