today was weird. hung out with b for time number 2 and i feel so confused and alone....i can't figure out if it was the right decision or not, cuz when we're together everything is so good. we just kind of hung out all day...went for a run at delaware park, saw the wedding crashers (which is actually pretty funny), and then got dinner at gabriel's gate. i had a lot of fun...i just wish things were different and that we could be ok.

tomorrow i have to pack. i leave on saturday and haven't even started....i'm so lazy sometimes. i can't figure out if i'm excited to go back to school or not yet. i'm a little nervous about the whole TA thing but it'll be good to start now so i'm more prepared for grad school. but yeah, tomorrow's gonna be spent packing. i think sarah might be cutting my hair too, which will be good because i haven't cut it in over a year now. after that hopefully i'll get to say bye to some friends and see b again (which will be hard, but i really want to).

sleep time....busy day tomorrow.

so matt and paul told me to join, and here i am. it's late...had an uneventful day. yesterday was bad, but i'll get over it eventually i guess. i've never kept up a blog for too so we'll see how it goes...maybe now that i know people on it i'll stay. and it's prettier than most others i've seen.

ok that's all for now, more later.