"today" written by Kaerains on estrip.org

04/24/06 06:06 - 45ºF - ID#24882

today

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03/06/06 04:58 - 32ºF - ID#24881

the Accident

Can't believe it. My car is wasted!!!! I was in an accidnet on Thursday and my car will never be the same. we haven't heard from the collision guy yet but guess what???? i have no COLLISION INSURANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I quit my job to take an assistanship at school so I have NO CASH. GREAT!!!!!! HOw am I going to pay for the reairs?

I'm getting on thebus for the first time in 4 years, and I'm actually excited. I'll have about 30minutes of alone time and I'm going to love it. I guess there's a silver lining to everything.

My new motto:

"You'd better calm down unless you're happy to see me in person" - Mystical

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Category: poetry

02/28/06 09:20 - 15ºF - ID#24880

Perfection

Always wondering if this decision is the best
Unable to conquer the past
So things I change just to maintain
The illusion is always the same

Sometimes I think that this will be the day
The one where I'm honest with myself
To see the things that others see in me
I'm not perfect but I am damn good

Perfection is something that I am
Or so I tell myself in an attempt to hide the pain
My mind, my body, the mistakes I've made...
Just perfect, or so I say

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02/27/06 10:57 - 20ºF - ID#24879

Total Waste

Well, today was a total waste of effort! As usual I'm doing too much and have no time for anything. blah blah blah blah blah blah. That's all I remember form class today. I feel bad though. Maybe I'll try harder to pay attention next time. Kind of hard with a husband , 4 kids, full time school (and fianlly) a part time job. Had to let the full time one go. Just not enough time inthe day.

I'm still a little leary about posting my life for all to see but I think it's totally therapeutic. So excuse my rambling while I work things out.