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04/09/05 12:18 - ID#26134

third day with no gas or electric

and im really feeling hate for my roommates. how could they let the bill go unpaid for so long. they each owe about $150, which i know none of them have. hmmmmm. how irresponsible. i know i let things go, but not like that.

now, on my days off, i can't even enjoy my own home. instead i feel like im living homeless(sleeping at friends'), or just living third world. how fun!

somebody is going to get punched in the face.

basically they let me move in, assuring me the bills were being taken care of, and this happens. I've been left out in the dark about the whole situation, no pun intended, and they can all run home, while, my closest family is more than 500 miles away. what is the purpose of telling my mother(who pays my rent), that she is paying for me to find other places to stay.

did i mention the fridge is still full of rotting food?

i had the door locked and slammed in my face upon entering the apartment last night because i made it clear i am not happy about this. excuse me, but you should be the one kissing my ass and apologzing, since you are one forth the creator of this mess.

ok. done complaining. probably not. this is just so awful.

p.s. my landlord isn't offering much help, but isn't it against nys law to live in a house with no utilities? what can i do? i need some answers fast. :O(
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04/08/05 05:31 - ID#26133

tgif

for real. after a week of 40hrs with baby, no gas or electric yesterday, annoying roommates, and annyoing family, here i am at friday. i love it!

p.s. if you are just going to open up the goddamn door, don't bother knocking.

p.p.s. its good to be back :O)

p.p.p.s. im really sick of hearing about the pope
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04/03/05 09:49 - ID#26132

red eye

is what i will be doing tonight. my flight leaves az at 11 and i get into blo at 8, just in time to go to work! woohoo.

that is seriously the worst. waaaaaaaa. oh well. i have a date after work!

and i get to eat baha fresh one last time before i leave.

p.s. spending to long in the sun makes your head feel like it is going to exlode. :O(
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04/02/05 12:35 - ID#26131

my mother is calling...

and its the scariest sound i am yet to hear. being here is pretty much like being a child again. i have been told that i need to eat cereal for breakfast today(the organic yummy cereal i made her buy but havent eaten), i need to take walk, because i need excercise, and i also get to go to church this evening(that one i semi-volunteered for, but only because my grandmama is very old and it will make her happy).

so, i will eat cereal, walk, an go to church. what a good girl am i.





i can't wait to come home! (minus the school and work part)
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04/01/05 01:39 - ID#26130

in-n-out burger


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it's like the best thing ever. they make the burgers fresh and they taste so good. the fries are yummy and fresh too. i want to eat it everyday, ok, maybe not everyday. im gross. but its sooo good. its like the acceptable fast food. even though fast food is really unacceptable. i don't care.

i luv burger!

(sorry to the meat eaters:O()

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03/31/05 03:03 - ID#26129

sigh

everyone hates me becuase im on vacation. well that just isn't fair. the rest of the time, im in school while you are all out having fun. i never get to go out, i never have the money. im always working or schooling, or just too tired.

soo, poo on you all.


i deserve this. and btw, while you are all out enjoying the summer fun, i will be inside, working or at school, enjoying more of the those wondeful 70 hours weeks. i don't feel quilty.


p.s. i love the sun. i hate the wind.
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03/30/05 03:45 - ID#26128

im so cute!

i mean my little character is anyway. awww, thanx paul! that thing is the sheezy for reezy.

now it is time for vaca cont'd. i am alone here with nothing really to do but sit in the sun and collect cancer cells. ah well, i shall return to the tundra soon enough.


btw, the tundra is full of lovely people...
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03/28/05 12:36 - ID#26127

yay for easter

i thought it would be awful, but it turned out quite nice. it involved lots of food(substandard, but fine) and sun and swimming. yay for swimming and hot tub! its like we((e:hodown) and myself) are so sunstarved that we just need to be out and catch the rays. now, what will i do wed-sat when she is not here? probably sit in the sun and return to my natural darker color.

not that any of this is exciting, but damn i love being outside.


p.s. i broke a margarita glass by the pool yesterday, oopsie.
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03/26/05 02:47 - ID#26126

finger food and fake boobs

im not going to show the pic, you can google it. a finger, or part of a finger was found in a customer's bowl of chili at a wendi's in ca. needless to say, i vow to never, ever, ever even think of eating there, ever. even though i didn't frequent it, and honestly i'd rather go hungry, but now, it just wont ever be an option. not even a baked potato.

secondly, i hate cheesy nightclubs/bars with big-fake-titted women who are hanging out of their skin=tight outfits. not to mention all of the glitter and eyeliner caked on the face. cograts girls, way to look cheap and classless.shit. ugh. for a place with a lot of money, these people just looked tacky and trashy. folks, money can buy glitter and gold and highlights up the wazoo, but your wazoo aint gonna be classy just cuz you got the cash.

so, it ll boils down to just staying home. can't we all just stay home and avoid the possibility that we may munch on a fingie or too-tan, fake blonde, plastic-looking types.

(e:hodown) will bring a source of comfort to my very disturbed heart, if she ever gets here.

oh buffalo, you are poor, but sometimes, i think, damnit, you hold your own, and you keep it real.
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03/25/05 12:09 - ID#26125

missing the momma

i know its impossible for everything to be perfect or even someplace close to it, but sometimes things just don't even work out anywhere near as pleasant as you would like them to be.

im feeling really guilty right now for not moving to az. my mother has done so much for me and still pretty much supports me, but we live so far apart. she has this brand new beautiful home and lives by herself. shes say she likes it and doesn't miss the old house, but sometimes she'll ask me, "Do you think I should move back to Buffalo?". of course i say no, and i know that would be a mistake, but, as long as we are apart, a piece of my heart is missing. i know you can't be with your mommy forever, but i just miss her so. she accepts me and loves me and shes very supportive. its hard to only gets her hugs a couple times a year now.

i know she gets really sad and even cries sometimes because she misses her children so much, and my brother will moving here this summer. i don't know. im too dramatic. lots of families live apart right?

anyway, it wouldnt be so bad if things were going ok with her brothers and sisters and mother here. they talk a lot, but she barely sees them. why did they invite her out here then? why do they always pick fights? why did nobosy listen when she told them my aunt was going to have problems(and now she is in year long rehab)? i see how her siblings treat her,and know that i never want my relationship with my own brother and sister to be like that.

so anyway. i know az is not where i want to be. not that i even know where i want to be.

im hungry.
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