Ok so just when I thought things couldn't get crazier for me, my manager chines up to me today and offers me the front of the house Manager position!!!! Holy shit!!! I get to where my cute clothes instead of the uniform,i get paid more obviously and my insurance will be a lot better. The bad thingis I would have to stay in new orleans. My first thought is no, right from jump. But he told me to think about it first. The really weird thing is my horoscope today said I will be approached with an opportunity. And to look it for it. Whoa nelly!!!! I'm not going to take it though , I said they couldn't pay me to stay in new orleans and guess what?

Which means Frenc Quarter Festival, and I'm working it!!!! Its a three day outdoor concert with local and worldwide bands. Last year aretha and al green were there and that was just one day. My manger asked me to wurk it and I couldn't be happier. I'm gonna be in a booth with two others selling food drinking beer and listening to live music, for three days straight!!!! It's gonna be so awesome and after the day I had yesterday I could use some exciting good news. Also my nephews first birthday is coming up in a couple weeks and my sister talked me into staying for it, which I didn't mind at all. I would love to be here for his first birthday. But then im coming home right after. Managers and co-workers are trying to get me to stay, but there is no way in hell. I can't wait to get back home for good. Tonight I'm going out with the gays and doing some dancing I hope they are ready because I'm gonna shut the bitch down!!!!! LOL oh and also I'm getting a be tattoo this week. It will be my second one and it's gonna be down my right side. Hot!!!!! Talk to you all later. Love you Buffalo!!!!

Yes I am today. I'm not sure if its because I'm finally missing my mother. Or if the family mess just caught up to me, and being around my sister and nephew is filling me with emotion. Between all that and moving back to buffalo is a lot to take in. but I can't stop crying, thankfully I'm by myself right now so no one can see me. On top, of all this I have a guy who is falling for me hardcore in buffalo, but still lives with his boyfriend or ex boyfriend who knows. I just don't know why it can't be a little easier for me. I'm a good man and loves everybody and does good things, I just feel there is some force against me that's holding me back from the happiness that everyone else gets so easily. I don't really know what else to say. Love y'all xoxo

So a guy at wurk was totally sweet on this "lady" cook we have. Every day he would come in and kiss "her" on the mouth and squeeze her all the time. Now Blyss the cook is big and black and the server is a 5 foot 6 inch white boy. So finally today someone told him and it was the funniest thing ever. He turned so red!!!! But he took it very well and he laughed but said it wasn't funny. So the entire day I'm laughing at him and I find out 15 mins ago that the boy I have the biggest crush on for over a year at wurk, used to be a woman named Amanda!!!! Holy shit I wanted to tap that so bad. That's why he hasn't bit, she like girls. Man this world is funny.....

It's exactly what it sounds like. A car diving and someone throwing beads and me getting hit in the face. They did it out of love though :) but this bitch wanted to cut my hair a little so I let her. I told her she can take the sides down scourge a bit. Mind you I haven't had anyone cut my hair In five years. She skinned the side of my head bald!!! WTF mate!!!! I got soooo mad I made her stop and not finish the other side.......bitch, never again.

I did run across something here in NOLA I've never seen before and that was this little girl had to be about 8 or 9. She was dancing around this street sign pole just like a stripper. Where were her parents I ask? TAKING PICTURES!!! I mean what the damn?!?! What kind of twisted shit is this? Now come ten years from now there shouldn't be any surprises. Only in new orleans I guess, people just come to this city and lose their minds. I got about two more weeks of this craziness then back home I am, yay. Still haven't figured out how to post my videos yet. I'm gonna get Paul to help me when I get back, they are pretty. Anywho peace out estrip love y'all!!!