That's Preston, he's my nephew and he's amazing. I have spent the last three nights with my sister and him, family time has been most important to me. So now I'm going back to work and then grabbing my paint brush to paint the town. It's so warm down here I really wish I could have you guys here honestly. Ive been playing out in the yard with my nephew and it feels like paradise.

There as also been some strange feelings about this boy I'm talking to. Mushy gushy feelings, ick!!!! Now usually when I'm reffering to a boy on here they are a sexual encounter and they are gone after the first week. But not this one; he's sticking. And I wonder is it possible to be with someone and fall completely head over heels for another? I haven't slept or done anything sexual with him because he's in a relationship, but we talk on the phone ALOT. And we met out for lunch once, but we didn't sneak that either. I get butterflies and so does he. He told me he's falling for me like three times now, and im spinning. So what do I do? Leave him alone because he does have a BF, or continue to be he's friend and believe anything is possible?

Uncle tk has to get back to playing now, I love this little man so much!! See you soon buffalo xoxo

Gosh its nuts being back here. Running into all my friends again one actually cried!!! Working and now about to have my first glass of wine, and tear the night up!!! I'm saving the bacon vodka til morning when in gonna need a bloody mary. I forget how slow everyone moves here,i guess I should take a page out of their book and relax and take an easy pace. See too all soon I love you Buffalo.

I think I'm the mistress of an emotional affair. I might be in trouble,i got to have lunch with him today. I brought a friend and his bf popped over to say hi. Kinda akward. Im omw to nola now, here I come mardi gras.....

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You ever have one of those days where all you want tIo do is sing and dance? I mean I like doing it everyday, but today more than ever I feel like expressing myself in song. I think I need a karaoke machine, but knowing me it will be me at night all myself sitting on the couch drunk singing. Haha not very attractive ;). These last couple days I have been filled with so many emotions.excitement, sadness, anger, very overwhelmed and uncertainty. Things to sing about for sure, and I think I just might tonight. Even if it means I'm gonna be in Buffalo by myself tonight singing my heart out. One song on specific is "heartless" by Kris Allen another is "Higher" by Gloria Estefan. Things that make you go hmmmm?