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07/09/2009 10:47 #49241

Letter from Brian Higgins
I wrote a letter to Brian Higgins recently, blasting him for voting for the cap and trade legislation. (Ok, I wrote him literally after the vote took place). I basically mocked him - I asked him what he'd do when energy prices rise 90%. I asked him if I could come down and collect a check from his office to offset the price of the energy and his vote. I even suggested he could craft legislation and call it an "energy cost payment differential" - something wonky he'd love - and that he could put his name on the bill and make himself famous.

I wasn't really considering that he'd write me back, but interestingly enough he did. I got a form letter on congressional letterhead thanking me for communicating to him; I would bet that 80% of the letter was written by someone within their caucus, or maybe the Administration, to distribute to congressmen who hear from people who object to the bill. I'm going to test this theory by writing to other NY congressmen to see what I receive.

I'm glad that my congressman actually responded to me - although he's dead wrong and I've got a post brewing that will eviscerate the letter, line by line. I wonder to what degree he's willing to be a rubber stamp - he must covet that seat on the Ways and Means Committee. (This is the committee that is writing legislation as we speak to "surtax" individuals and couples to pay for health care, on top of the expiration of Bush's tax cuts). Read here -

FOR THE RECORD: I wrote to Sen. Boxer of California, Sens. Schumer and Gillibrand, and Congressman Brian Higgins recently. Sen. Boxer responded to me first and I'm not even a constituent. Higgins responded to me much later, and I haven't heard from my own senators at all. I can't wait for the Taste of Buffalo - Sen. Schumer is always there. I'm going to introduce myself and ask him why I haven't heard from him yet (I wrote him after I found out that he was among the porkiest of the pigs w/respect to taxpayer funded travel). Read about that here -
zobar - 07/10/09 20:17
I have some experience with this type of stuff- one of my first tasks at the paper was to manage an online petition, something about proceeds from the New York Power Authority. If I recall correctly, we were sending out petitions to Hillary Clinton, Brian Higgins, George Pataki, Thomas Reynolds, Charles Schumer, Louise Slaughter, and I think one or two people at NYPA. Some of them agreed, some disagreed, some didn't really care. Those who agreed with us helped us organize the petition so that it would be most visible to our representatives.

For starters, emailing your representative is probably the easiest way to get your voice ignored. Therefore, although we were collecting the petitions online, I had to print every petition on a separate page, fully addressed as a separate letter [which were bundled together and sent in one large envelope every day].

Secondly, people are motherfucking lazy even if they care about the issue. So we had a form letter already filled out. You could delete it and write your own thing which happened once every few days. Mostly people would leave it intact, sometimes they would change a couple words. If somebody took the time, I would shuffle their letter to the top of the packet. So yeah, constituents write form letters too, in a way.

A number of the people at work also filled out the petition, so we were able to gauge the response of politicians. Even though Brian Higgins was spearheading the effort and worked closely with us as an organization, nobody heard back from his office individually. Hillary Clinton was the only politician who responded individually even though it probably wasn't her jurisdiction [I have heard on a number of occasions that her office was very good at correspondence]. Louise Slaughter knew she needed to have an opinion but couldn't come up with one [also her main office is in Fairport, yay gerrymandering].

Here's what I gather about the process: the letter is opened and read by an intern, who classifies it by issue and position. They probably keep an approximate tally, but remember that people are a lot less likely to write to a representative they agree with. There is probably a form letter for each issue that has been written or at least approved by the politician. Think about it- the last thing they need is some intern sticking their foot in the senator's mouth. They do not have separate letters for people who agree or disagree, and thus the language often seems a little out-of-step. They run the letter through the autopen, meter it, and ship it out. Maybe they put your name on a mailing list, maybe not. I don't know what happens if you keep writing back, it would be interesting to find out.

- Z
tinypliny - 07/09/09 20:03
You should totally wear one of those antonio banderas masks and don't forget to take a sword - you know, to slash a J on that Shumer bloke's shirt when he being diverted by the grease on the chicken wings or something.
metalpeter - 07/09/09 19:19
Hope that isn't the only reason you are looking forward to The Taste of Buffalo this weekend
jessbob - 07/09/09 18:13
Most likely, an intern wrote the letter loosely based on some type of form response that was previously approved by one of Higgins' staffers. I know because I used to write them as an intern for the previous occupant of Higgins' seat.

07/08/2009 14:16 #49232

Admission - A Dream Of Mine
This is a topic I could write a novel about despite the fact that I hardly talk about it... it's personal and something that I keep in the recesses of my mind, only to pull out on days where I feel like I need a little lift. Needless to say, no matter how long this journal entry will be it will end up being incomplete.

I look at work as a series of things you have to go through and put up with in order to realize an end goal 30 years down the road. After working your whole life, accumulating, saving, collaborating with all ranges of people, where do you want to end up? This is a question I've asked myself over and over. I took the places I've been and focused on my favorite, then focused even deeper on the places within my favorite that I felt were the most interesting to me.

I'm going to share with you guys my happy place. When I'm done I want to live in a place where I'm at peace and feel inspiration on a daily basis. (A sad admission within an admission - with the life I lead I find myself rarely at peace, so this is really important to me). I need to be around nature - I need the crashing water with mountains rising from endless blue ocean, wildflowers, cypresses, huge and ancient trees, birds.

I love the convenience of urban life but to be honest I mostly feel unhappy and disconnected. I don't want to be around just any old nature; I need something spectacular, something that when you see it for the first time it takes your breath away.

This is the place where I'd pack my bags tomorrow and leave for if I could - Big Sur, in the heart of the central coast of California. This place brings out the melodrama in me. This place is so important to me that when it's on my mind I talk about God, about absolute childlike wonderment with the world and all within it, about how life can be a natural high and a miracle, about the fact that life is both ecstasy and exile at the same time. Here is where I want to sit on a stone slab and grow old with somebody.

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Here's an example of a place I'd never leave. I swear I could live here forever and be at peace.

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See? My stone slab.

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You can read more about my happy place at the wiki page, which yielded an interesting fact - - this place is so untouched that when my grandmother was born in 1928 there were only two homes in the entire region that had electricity, which was locally generated. The fabled Highway 1 was only completed in 1937; prior to that, Big Sur was virtually inaccessible.
dimartiste - 07/10/09 23:58
I think I agree I could write a novel about my dreams and how they keep changing. I want to thank you. Recently I have been having some serious personal dramas that I am sorting out, trying to learn from my mistakes and finding boundaries. Your post reminded me in all this that I need to dream again. I can discribe that place, but I do not know where it is. I know I have never been there (at least not in this lifetime)! The pictures are beautiful. I will have to put it on the list of places to visit and they even speak english! (sorry family joke) I love the country, it part of the reason I usually go camping. The first few nights letting go of all the noise, electricity and knowing that some where out there someone else is awake. Natural kind of pulls you toward it like gravity and creates an entropy with city life. Either way enjoy your dream and may you move closer to being able to live there with every decision you make. Remember us city folk and give us each a little piece of your heaven! Thanks for the reminder! I am Sincerely grateful!
metalpeter - 07/09/09 19:25
It looks great and looks very relaxing. But I couldn't live there all year. I need my city and my noise and some people watching. Of course if I had the love of my life with me then that might be different.
mrmike - 07/09/09 11:12
Great shots -- Serenity now, indeed. Even if you aren't a fulltime resident, it would be awful hard not to feel spiritually renewed after spending time in such a locale.
tinypliny - 07/08/09 22:17
Cool pictures!

I might be happy visiting such a place but very uncomfortable actually living there. I am fairly certain that I would be terribly unhappy living in remote locations. I think I want to live and die in the heart of a BIG and extremely busy city with tons and tons of people. At the moment, I am leaning heavily towards having my ashes compacted into a brick and contribute towards building a environmentally sound landscape/building in a very very urban locale. :)

07/02/2009 00:46 #49158

FREE LUKA
Carry on. (Great tune by CSN, by the way).

In my last entry (e:carey) mentioned the thought about not realizing or understanding those things that might make someone feel like the lil' ol' hypothetical me is hard to approach. I can't get my head around that, I've never really considered these things before. I'm painfully shy with ladies and I'm usually prone to scurrying off.

OH SHIT. Sly & Family Stone - Thank You just came on Sirius - fuck my blog. Nite guys!




metalpeter - 07/02/09 19:34
I can admit that it is hard to believe. But that being said I think most people have a tiny bit of shyness that only shows up in certain situations, I know seeing a hot chick can often cause that. Or maybe that is just me......
joshua - 07/02/09 01:41
Nobody believes me when I say that really... I am a jovial guy that can talk a blue streak at times, but I'm bashful.
tinypliny - 07/02/09 01:35
You are shy? Really? I can't believe that.
paul - 07/02/09 00:55
Wow, for once you and (e:matthew) agree on something.

07/07/2009 12:27 #49215

A Story Close to Buffalo's Heart
Today I was reading an article discussing an Eminem video and I have to give him credit - he did his city proud. In one of his latest videos he used a handful of decrepit buildings of historical significance to the city as a backdrop, which I thought was a truly beautiful concept. You can read the article and see the video here -

The jewel, of course, is the Michigan Central Station, which is a building that must have been jaw-droppingly beautiful in its day.

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This terminal was designed by the same firm that designed Grand Central Station. Looking at this picture reminds me our own park system and how we left a work of art designed by Central Park's own, Fredrick Law Olmstead, to rot and be severed by a highway. They are using BHO's federal "stimulus" money to tear this building down. It made me think about how torn I am regarding these issues, and of course what fate may await our own Central Terminal. I'm not for preservation for its own sake; there has to be a purpose and a predictable stream of income to make these projects viable in the modern age. They have a point when they say that the cost to tear it down is minuscule in comparison to the costs of renovation. In a city with a several hundred million dollar shortfall for funding things like schools, firefighters and police, I'm sorry to say that renovating properties with no future use or those that are prohibitively expensive to renovate will be relegated to our history.

In other words, we're watching these buildings die a slow, irreversible death. We're watching irreplaceable aspects of our history slip through our fingers! I'd love to see a visionary repurpose buildings like this, but the pragmatist in me knows that there is no chance without a sustainable plan and a ton of cash behind it.

So, kudos to Marshall Mathers for having the desire to preserve these buildings, if not materially. Every time I pass by the expansion on the Canisius High School campus it strikes me how in 100 years time our heirs will scold us for watching these monuments erode and leave nothing for them to admire. I'm sure you've heard the phrase "if walls could talk" - the non-pragmatist, batty dreamer in me thinks that these buildings have a soul, and the buildings we're leaving behind lack EVERYTHING that these older buildings simply ooze. If we're going to watch this happen, we should at least do our heirs a favor when we replace these forgotten buildings and build things worthy of admiration in their own right.
uncutsaniflush - 07/07/09 21:24
oops the journal is :::link::: sorry about that
uncutsaniflush - 07/07/09 21:16
Thanks for posting this. The lovely Lettuce posted some pix from our Detroit visit :::link::: The Michigan Central Station can be seen in the background of the photo of the Mexican Village Restaurant. Even in it's twilight, I remember being impressed by the station as a kid.

After not being in Detroit for almost 25 years, it was very hard to realise that entire neighborhoods no longer existed at all and were for all practical purposes urban wildernesses with a grid street system.

It is still hard to say in words what I felt.
metalpeter - 07/07/09 19:54
"You Can Tear A building down, But you Can't Erase A Memory" I think that is how the Living Colour lyric goes. That building in those pictures look like it would be a great place to shoot a movie or even do some Metal Videos a couple shots look really goth. In terms of preserving old buildings Some of them are really cool and should be kept. The 600lb Gorilla in the room that most people don't want to talk about is sprawl. But what gets weird is when There is sprawl from one suburb to another one. I say lets tear down all these new ugly houses out there and move people back into the city, lets go back to being a community. Hey but that is just me.

06/30/2009 10:35 #49129

Yet Another Admission To Discuss
I must be horny - lately I've been fixated on discussing what my boundaries are in terms of attraction to the opposite sex. The "mistaken lesbian unrequited love" entry that I posted yesterday is one thing, but I think this next tidbit may be controversial. Maybe not so much with the lesbian contingent, but we'll see.

Women with shaved heads. Yes or no? I'm not talking about Bic razor shaved, but your normal clipper style. I say yes!

Yesterday while driving home I saw a girl that completely blew me away but I don't think a single one of my friends would consider dating her. She was wearing a tight, slinky black dress, curvy, in my eyes mega attractive, and the way she walked just oozed sexy confidence. Really pretty smile, black Ray-Bans, and a shaved head. Allow me to be a typical guy and use a crude analogy - for some this is like being presented with a 5-star, world class dessert topped with something funky you haven't tasted before. This is where the world of "to each, his own" really kicks in, but for me this was another Cupid moment. Based on my track record and what I revealed in my last post, any takers on whether or not she's "off the market to me" so to speak? Maybe Cupid hates me? Really though, I was totally struck with how beautiful I thought she was.

Based on a very unscientific survey I think you'll find some of what my guy friends had to say surprising. A co-worker told me that he'd date a girl with a full tattoo sleeve before dating a girl with a shaved head. Hmm. Another spoke about the challenges of bringing home a girl with a different outlook on personal expression to meet grandma, which maybe isn't so surprising. (Yes, some of us are actually honest with mostly decent intentions!).

I say sexy is sexy, and personally I'm not going to be stopped because a girl I thought was an utter knockout has hair a little shorter than mine.


jenks - 07/03/09 08:30
my hairdresser shaved her head a couple years ago. And she ROCKED it. She looked super hot. She also has some amazing tattoos... She would definitely be my girl crush.
And I agree with lauren about the confidence aspect.
metalpeter - 07/01/09 18:00
So the term is Handle Bars, thanks. I haven't done it my self but I have heard they are great to direct the chick, hey sounds fun. Some might say well not if you are the lady, but I'm sure some of them do there hair that way just for that reason.
lauren - 07/01/09 11:50
there is so much going on here, but I will say this: I think (e:tinypliny) has a very good point, which is to say that only those with really nice faces can pull off a shaved head well. That being said, I think a girl with a shaved head has to have some kind of wicked confidence (that is if they are not some adolescent teenager) and that is always sexy. Also...and I am hesitant to say this, but I will anyway, I think that in general, lesbians MAY have more confidence than straight women because they are less likely to buy into all that crap about femininity and what is or is not considered attractive by the straight world. Considering that...a lesbian with a shaved head is hot...a straight woman with a shaved head may be even hotter...does that make sense? In any case, I saw to you, (e:joshua), way to go and go for it. If everyone listened to what is supposed to be sexy these days, we would all by up shits creek without a paddle.
jason - 07/01/09 10:20
Carey, nice usage of the word delicious. Amen to that. Peter, I think the word you are looking for is handlebars.

Michael Vincent, I know it's in the graveyard but did you say you like girls with shaved heads too? You're dead to me, Vincent...DEAD!!! =)
theecarey - 06/30/09 23:33
as you said, sexy is sexy. why not try on all sorts of different looks, sizes, styles, interests, attitudes etc? It isn't marriage nor needs to be anywhere near that level. Some people only like one 'look'- and many of us enjoy a wide delicious range. Never know what might stop you in your tracks.. Enjoy it, and go for it- don't let the perception that that person is off the market to you! Besides, who knows what they are into, and what it might be about *you* that might stop them in their tracks, right? right.
metalpeter - 06/30/09 21:11
I don't really go for the shaved head. But that being said I think a lot of it has to do with the chick. Like Sinead O'Conor (singer who ripped up the picture of the pope) was skinny had no tits and had a shaved head, but yet was still hot somehow. I think that with women more then men Hair really changes how there faces look. Some people look better with short hair and some with long. This is true with colors also. For example I have seen this one girl on line who looks so hot with black dyed hair but with her natural hair she is just allright. Oh wait maybe with the black hair she had on an out fit that went with the hair color I can't remember.

(e:leetee) I think that you kinda make a good point about hair length. I think with short hair it puts so much attention on the face that you really have to look very pretty. Plus with short hair the way it is styled then has to fit the persons face. But see with long hair you can hide flaws or what someone might find a flaw.

I love crazy hair, Bright pink. I saw this girl once with rainbow hair. Each color stood out and it looked amazing. I love fetish hair also. I don't mean the pig tail fetish either, I have heard there is something they are good for (BJ's). I mean the braids, ok I think I have to go and go take care of my self now(kidding) Tattooes help it along.
drew - 06/30/09 18:10
I like a shaved head.
tinypliny - 06/30/09 15:34
Did you know that only those people who have near symmetric faces can pull off the short-hair/shaved-head look really well? Hair is a sort of adornment that hides many flaws.

That, and not having it is a huge time-saver. HAHAHA.
jason - 06/30/09 13:37
I don't dig chicks with shaved heads. Sorry, I just can't bring myself to feel it's sexy. The rest of her could be A+ Dime Piece 10/10 quality but she's got to have hair fer chrissakes. Then again, I don't know that they dig me either - I don't have nose or dick piercing.
joshua - 06/30/09 11:43
It's an interesting topic to me James. Everything you say is true, yet I still don't understand people that shit in cups in an effort to get off. Then again, some people wouldn't understand how I could find a banging girl that just happens to have really short hair.

(e:lee) I'd have to say that when it comes to the ladies I have a far, far broader mindset than all my friends. I love all of my friends' wives and girlfriends - they are great - but none of them are necessarily the type I'd look for.

Every time I've been with a girl that isn't your typical suburban white bread female, I've found a lot of depth - girls with good hearts who do the impossible in my eyes, which is accept my own flaws without much reservation.
theli - 06/30/09 11:37
I say yes as well.

Go for it man. Sometimes grandma will just have to accept it.
james - 06/30/09 11:32
Spending a few minutes on the internet, you can find that people have different sexual interests. From girls with shaved heads to two girls taking a shit in a cup. What I love about our crazy species is the diversity of sexual expression. Bonobo chimps may get it on way more, but none of them have crazy bondage devices or high heel shoes.

Enjoy your own brand of freakishness.
leetee - 06/30/09 11:18
Hmm, interesting. I find the subject of what makes sexy sexy facinating. In down times, co-workers and i have discussed it at length. Sadly, most of the men don't get too in depth with us and end up saying that sexy is big tits or a perfect ass or nice legs. Most of the woman admit that a nice ass is, if you will pardon the pun, an asset, but more often that not, it has to do with personality/behaviour.

I admire a man who is willing to go beyond the usual social norm... at least with a hairdo.

Which brings me round to another ponderance. Why is long hair sexy or good and short hair, particularly very short hair not sexy? It can't be because it is too boyish, is it? 'Cause isn't it supposed to be sexy when woman wear a man's pj top or girl up a men's suit?