Lilho's Journal

05/09/2009 22:51 #48639

too tired

so, my friend wants me to go out tonight to console this girl who is broken-hearted. you know me, i love any excuse to get dressed up and have fun.

but, working every weekend takes its toll on me, especially with how insane work has been. i had three exams this week and then two next week, my first on monday at 730 am.

although i am doing well in the class, i feel like the next two days will be zero fun and actually miserable for just a few hours of glamour.

lately i feel like i am always making social plans and then breaking them, but sleep is so much more important than it used to be.

plus, alcohol only makes me sick now when i drink it. this development started a while ago, and it seems that even just one glass of wine gives me a massive headache, and then i get tired and fall asleep.

i still like to go out, i just "pretend" that i am drinking.

i don't know, am i supposed to suck it up and go out and be tired because i am young and fun?

plus tomorrow is mothers day, and even though i have to work, so does my momma and even though we will both be at work, i don't want to be tired and cranky.

my legs hurt, and my back, and my neck, because the chairs at work are absolute crap, and i actually spend most of my time on my feet, and i need new sneakers with arch support.

i think this turned into one giant complaint.

did you know that there is somewhere between 5 and 30 million species of plants and animals? we only know of 10% of these and by the next century 50% will be extinct. this makes me sick, and i am an environmental glutton, which is more sick.

i am going to eat dinner... with meat involved which is also bad for the environment.

jenks - 05/10/09 18:23
Well god I hope I'm not the oldest, but I am now 33 and 5 days old...

And I hear ya... going out is exhausting. Fun, but exhausting.

I have recently started the fake-drinking too.
Because if you don't drink at all, people look at you weird and give you a hard time. But if you have a club soda or something in your hand, no one cares.

I started really for calorie reasons, but now I've realized that I like it better this way. Have a couple drinks, enough to be a little buzzed and have fun, but not enough to be retarded drunk- and then there's the added bonus that you aren't hungover til 5pm the next day.

And a lot of my friends have stopped calling me to go out, because I always say I will, but then when it gets to be like 10 and they still haven't called yet to tell me where we're going, I fall asleep on the couch and then don't go out.

I like to blame it on working 80h/wk, but... maybe i'm just old. ;)

hodown - 05/10/09 15:02
And then imagine how I feel being the oldest of everyone.

Ok I can't believe I just admitted that.

Now someone else needs to comment who is older than 32.

paul - 05/10/09 12:20
Imagine how I feel being much older than you.

05/02/2009 02:36 #48565

vintage crazy
Category: photos

this makes me laugh every time i look at it. just think (e:paul), if i hadn't moved away our weekends could be me in white curtains and you wearing a computer something!

mike - 05/02/09 11:59
oh yeah! that porn outfit was crazy

paul - 05/02/09 08:37
Oh ya that was for the anything but clothes party. That was all I wore once I was in costume, it was a firewire drive case with rope belt. Those were the days. Even jesse was there in an outfit made completely of porn, lol.

04/30/2009 23:00 #48547

never underestimate

the importance of true friends.

not just the people who are there for the fun times, but the ones who will be by your side for the most difficult moments.

i am really lucky to have friends like this. as the years go by, i am realizing how much more valuable it is to have a small group of really dependable people around.

:)

tinypliny - 05/14/09 17:28
"Siren song of the city". Nice. :)

hodown - 05/01/09 16:53
I feel like that might have been directed at the Hos. I wanted to stay by the siren song of the city was something I couldnt resist.

imk2 - 05/01/09 16:15
Hang in there.

paul - 05/01/09 09:26
That's how I felt till all my friends moved away.

04/21/2009 10:55 #48466

rude tude

I need to go to attitude rehab because I'm so negative and sarcastic and judgemental and I wish to be sweet and happy go lucky.

theli - 04/21/09 11:23
Why?

04/17/2009 23:14 #48428

im back

i am never online these days.

it appears i have obtained somewhat of a social life, and the internet gets on my nerves.

i have realized i much prefer real life situations than spending hours sitting with my lappy.

the exciting real life things i have done this week:

i ate lots of yummy international food

my car now has new tires and i don't fear my life on the freeway

i am kicking ass and taking names in bio and doing alright in math which is quite a feat

i read

i took naps

i probably sneeze every few minutes due to my intense allergies that seem to worsen by the day

i discovered a bumper sticker on my car that reads, "i love pork tacos"

pleasure in the simple things people.