(e:hodown)'s flight gets in in an hour. i will be the dutiful one to pick her up, even though no one im my family(ahem) evers takes or picks me up from the airport.

wait, i take that back. whenever i go to see the (e:hodown) i get a pretty sweet ride in a town car, or she gives me cab money. so that jab is solely for the momma ho who refuses any sort of ride or pick up from the airport on most occasions.

i am upset with (e:hodown) though, her septic tonsil nastiness has struck again, and she has strep throat. i will give up my room and bed and sleep in our cavern of a guest area to be woken up at 6 am every morning by noises of the coffee grinder and or the sun.

i told the (e:hodown) i am available to nurse her back to health when she has her tonsils taken out which was recommended by the doctor many a year ago. she is noncompliant, but i love her anyway.

i am now going to display tough love, because coming rights from the words of my sister, "i only feel bad for you if you were a child soldier or locked in a basement for 7 years." - something like that but you get the idea.

I am hungover from 3 drinks. I feel old. Or maybe drinking is just not for me anymore. It makes me so sleepy and I have an awful headache. I.suppose its way healthier and I won't have to worry about the extra calories. It was bound to happen because I feel like I always wanted to drink in blo but not so much here.

the more confusing men become and the less confusing math is.


with math, once you get it you can check your answers, and it makes sense.

just because i think we love each other. or because i love her!

i feel i have a knack for picking out any book thats ends up with a horrible ending or some sort of awful part in between.

i choose this current book based on the fact that is was supposed to be:

a. an easy read
b. one with a happy ending
c. one that is suitable for passing time during work breaks, before bed, and just whenever

what do i get? the main character has cancer stage 3. i know she is going to die because when i found out i skipped forward a bit and sure enough, she dies.

i think i have to decided to just end the book the way i choose instead of reading the rest since every time i pick it up now i am irritated.

i feel like this is sacrilegious but i don't care, because i am angry.

the new book i am currently reading is the sequel to chocolat which seems way more my speed because the movie was so great, and i love chocolate, and i have prepared myself for possible doom although i think it will have a clever and somewhat happy ending, or just leave it open for another book to follow.