um, i worked thirteen hours today. and then i ran some errands, and then i ended up here, in my room.
my suitcase is always overweight. i hate going places and not having access to my complete wardrobe. how am i supposed to be the best i can be???
i mean really, i think i am the most unrealistic packer. who else need 6 pairs of heels alone for just as many days? i am not a socialite, i just pretend.
i spent the better part of the previous weekend near the mexican border. all i can say is that part of arizona freaks me out, and i do not wish to go back. the border patrol is insane down there, with their drug sniffing dogs, and big ass rifles and whatnot.
a photo journal of that trip is soon to come, maybe when i am waiting at le airport tomorrow.
anyway, i am either going to finish packing now, or just fall asleep and get up at 4 to finish.
trips are so overrated.
oh, and fuck the rule that says no white to a wedding. because my dress is part white, but in a so not wedding dress way. more in a party dress with a big back bow way, and its short and it looks good. i have come across half who think that it's fine, and the others are appalled. ok, plus the way i am accessorizing(not a real word?) it, i think it will be great. well, i have a backup dress, but i am not returning the other one, i'll find somewhere to wear it to, even if that place is home. people just don't dress for home like they used to.
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05/14/2008 02:08 #44334
too tired to existCategory: travel
05/09/2008 16:42 #44285
high maintenenceCategory: dating
last night i went on a date. he was like 45 minutes.
but he called to tell me, so i wouldn't leave yet and sit there and wait.
i think he is somewhat racist, but denied it when i called him on it. he made a comment somewhat to the effect of,"the clubs have go downhill around here because of the kind of people that go now". this means that the clubs are crappy now because mexican and black people go there? ummm, wow.
plus, he said he wouldn't date a black girl. and i guess some people just prefer different things, but i can see the beauty of all races, and i could never say, "oh, i can't date that someone of that ethnicity."
plus, he told me he flat irons his hair. ummm, what? way too high maintenance for me.
next!
but he called to tell me, so i wouldn't leave yet and sit there and wait.
i think he is somewhat racist, but denied it when i called him on it. he made a comment somewhat to the effect of,"the clubs have go downhill around here because of the kind of people that go now". this means that the clubs are crappy now because mexican and black people go there? ummm, wow.
plus, he said he wouldn't date a black girl. and i guess some people just prefer different things, but i can see the beauty of all races, and i could never say, "oh, i can't date that someone of that ethnicity."
plus, he told me he flat irons his hair. ummm, what? way too high maintenance for me.
next!
metalpeter - 05/09/08 18:24
First of all you are in AZ and that is how they are there, remember this is the state that said no to the MLK holiday the people voted it down. The only reason when the vote came up again they voted Yes was after the no vote they lost the SuperBowl (or some other big event like that). That being said in Buffalo around the chip stirp there has been trouble at some of the clubs they don't say what race of people go to those clubs. That being said it was the dance clubs so the assumption was that it was mostly ghetto whites or blacks, so he might not be so far off. The other factor is I'm guessing for the Hispanic people I know when they are together they speak spanish and get loud and speak fast. There are a lot of people who that bothers. Sometimes they do speak spanish when they want to say stuff so that you won't know they are talking about you. That I have trouble believing but I'm sure it happens sometimes. Some blacks have their own way of speaking that people who don't talk that way don't understand. The point I'm getting to is that they guy does have some legit reasons for not liking the clubs. It is possible that he just doesn't like them but I'm guessing he used to like the clubs and don't like them anymore because of the people who are there, and that is his right. If I went to a club and there where 3 guys to each girl I wouldn't want to be there.
In terms of women I do like them in all colors and ethnicities, but in terms of black women some black guys won't date them and they have reasons. I think he might really date a black girl or atleast have sex with one. What he means is some girl from the hood as opposed to some place he is from like say a nice school or good job, but that is just my odd take on things.
First of all you are in AZ and that is how they are there, remember this is the state that said no to the MLK holiday the people voted it down. The only reason when the vote came up again they voted Yes was after the no vote they lost the SuperBowl (or some other big event like that). That being said in Buffalo around the chip stirp there has been trouble at some of the clubs they don't say what race of people go to those clubs. That being said it was the dance clubs so the assumption was that it was mostly ghetto whites or blacks, so he might not be so far off. The other factor is I'm guessing for the Hispanic people I know when they are together they speak spanish and get loud and speak fast. There are a lot of people who that bothers. Sometimes they do speak spanish when they want to say stuff so that you won't know they are talking about you. That I have trouble believing but I'm sure it happens sometimes. Some blacks have their own way of speaking that people who don't talk that way don't understand. The point I'm getting to is that they guy does have some legit reasons for not liking the clubs. It is possible that he just doesn't like them but I'm guessing he used to like the clubs and don't like them anymore because of the people who are there, and that is his right. If I went to a club and there where 3 guys to each girl I wouldn't want to be there.
In terms of women I do like them in all colors and ethnicities, but in terms of black women some black guys won't date them and they have reasons. I think he might really date a black girl or atleast have sex with one. What he means is some girl from the hood as opposed to some place he is from like say a nice school or good job, but that is just my odd take on things.
jason - 05/09/08 16:45
Flat irons his hair? NEEEEXT!
I'm with you on the beauty of all races, but I do accept that people tend to like people like themselves. Me, I love them all. Asian, Asianesque, Black, White, Latina, Latinesque, a little bit of each. As long as she isn't a mean spirited bitch it's all good.
Flat irons his hair? NEEEEXT!
I'm with you on the beauty of all races, but I do accept that people tend to like people like themselves. Me, I love them all. Asian, Asianesque, Black, White, Latina, Latinesque, a little bit of each. As long as she isn't a mean spirited bitch it's all good.
05/02/2008 22:38 #44219
girl crushCategory: rihanna
i really can't even describe how hot i think she is. her clothes, her makeup, her hair, the hot bod. i am in awe.
joshua - 05/08/08 16:13
I'd put the sword to her, VIP style.
I'd put the sword to her, VIP style.
jason - 05/08/08 15:28
Damn, (e:Ajay), I can't believe you're not on top of this one (sorry, bad pun). That would be Rihanna, and although for my taste her music is blah, there pretty much isn't anything I wouldn't do if she asked. Wow. Double wow. To me she is #1 on the hot list.
Damn, (e:Ajay), I can't believe you're not on top of this one (sorry, bad pun). That would be Rihanna, and although for my taste her music is blah, there pretty much isn't anything I wouldn't do if she asked. Wow. Double wow. To me she is #1 on the hot list.
ajay - 05/08/08 15:01
Who is this person?
Who is this person?
metalpeter - 05/04/08 09:13
Yeah she is pretty dam hot if you ask me, personality or fame persona I don't really know but looks wise Oh Yeah.
Yeah she is pretty dam hot if you ask me, personality or fame persona I don't really know but looks wise Oh Yeah.
imk2 - 05/03/08 09:22
hey, where did my comment go? it's visible on the home page under latest comments, but it's not showing up here.
hey, where did my comment go? it's visible on the home page under latest comments, but it's not showing up here.
hodown - 05/03/08 08:32
I've seen her in person a few times. Twice like 2 feet away (at Jefferys in NYC). She actually wears a TON of make up and her skin is not that great. She has normal girl skin zits and all. She was actually not that nice to the sales people either. She is pretty, but I think a true measure of a person is how you treat other people.
I've seen her in person a few times. Twice like 2 feet away (at Jefferys in NYC). She actually wears a TON of make up and her skin is not that great. She has normal girl skin zits and all. She was actually not that nice to the sales people either. She is pretty, but I think a true measure of a person is how you treat other people.
tinypliny - 05/03/08 01:24
- LOOK*** at that skin!!!!!! Can anyone's skin be THAT PERFECT?? It's a tone that people would DIE for. Is she for real?? I too am right there in awe with you. If not for anything else, then just for how eminently and deliciously lickable her skin looks.
libertad - 05/02/08 22:51
She is hot!
She is hot!
05/01/2008 09:48 #44205
i woke up to thisCategory: scorpion
i am scarred for life. and scared for life as well.
i found a scorp in my bathtub this morning. at quarter to 6. not really awake, but that did the trick.
i was peeing and there it was. thankgod my bathroom is being redone and i can't use my shower, imagine if i had gotten in the tub...
the momma ho was here and i swiftly woke her and she saved the day with her amazing shoe smashing techniques.
i must get strong and learn to smash as well, if i want to survive this rugged desert life.
it kinda looked like this. it makes me want to puke.
i found a scorp in my bathtub this morning. at quarter to 6. not really awake, but that did the trick.
i was peeing and there it was. thankgod my bathroom is being redone and i can't use my shower, imagine if i had gotten in the tub...
the momma ho was here and i swiftly woke her and she saved the day with her amazing shoe smashing techniques.
i must get strong and learn to smash as well, if i want to survive this rugged desert life.
it kinda looked like this. it makes me want to puke.
imk2 - 05/03/08 00:38
tiny don't worrY about Your spelling mistakes. i bet no one even notices them until you point them out. stop being such a perfectionist!
tiny don't worrY about Your spelling mistakes. i bet no one even notices them until you point them out. stop being such a perfectionist!
tinypliny - 05/02/08 21:26
Yes, the black ones are very painful. I know this from personal experience. :0
I could not walk for almost a week because it was so goddamn painful. (Got bitten on the toe)
Yes, the black ones are very painful. I know this from personal experience. :0
I could not walk for almost a week because it was so goddamn painful. (Got bitten on the toe)
jenks - 05/01/08 14:17
omg. shudder.
We were on vacation once and i saw a scorpion... all i could think were those nature shows that make you think they are super poisonous and fatal... so i told my brother to stay and watch it while I went to find a box... came back and asked him where it was... he had started watching tv and lost it. I couldn't sleep for like 3 days. But then someone asked if it was red or black, and said the black ones are fine, it's the red ones that are dangerous. Who knows.
omg. shudder.
We were on vacation once and i saw a scorpion... all i could think were those nature shows that make you think they are super poisonous and fatal... so i told my brother to stay and watch it while I went to find a box... came back and asked him where it was... he had started watching tv and lost it. I couldn't sleep for like 3 days. But then someone asked if it was red or black, and said the black ones are fine, it's the red ones that are dangerous. Who knows.
libertad - 05/01/08 14:03
That is horrifying! and yes as much as i hate those house centipedes and all there ugly legs I would take those over a scorpion.
That is horrifying! and yes as much as i hate those house centipedes and all there ugly legs I would take those over a scorpion.
paul - 05/01/08 10:57
I'd take house centipede's over those anyday.
I'd take house centipede's over those anyday.
imk2 - 05/01/08 10:10
oh god, that is horrid. but they're not really poisonous, right? they're just painful....or so i thought.
oh god, that is horrid. but they're not really poisonous, right? they're just painful....or so i thought.
04/28/2008 17:22 #44171
a little bit proudCategory: school
sometimes we get lame projects in class. so, i made this video, and i had to remake it.
i think it turned out pretty nice. it made my mom cry. she's sappy. but it makes me cry too.
i love kids. especially ones that need help.
i think it turned out pretty nice. it made my mom cry. she's sappy. but it makes me cry too.
i love kids. especially ones that need help.
mike - 04/29/08 19:16
that is so cute and awesome!
that is so cute and awesome!
brit - 04/29/08 09:38
good work ho bo!
good work ho bo!
kookcity2000 - 04/28/08 23:10
whats that little girls story?
whats that little girls story?
mrdeadlier - 04/28/08 18:35
Well done. I like the "students can be teachers too" line. And of course the last third. That little cutie is precious.
I'm going to have to watch Napoleon Dynamite tonight now that that first song's stuck in my head.
Well done. I like the "students can be teachers too" line. And of course the last third. That little cutie is precious.
I'm going to have to watch Napoleon Dynamite tonight now that that first song's stuck in my head.
i miss you!i always overpack too. And i am a boy, so it is kinda ridiculous but seriuosly i am always os nervous to bet caught without something I want to wear. I'll never forget when i drove to Fredonia to visit (e:mk) once in college. I seriously had like two suitcases and a backpack and this was just for like a 1.5 day trip. But what if i just relaly wanted to wear that speicific shirt and didn't have it, i would be devastated!