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12/08/2007 19:24 #42438

I always write about porn here
I'm totally still researching porn, lest you think all my earlier posts were in vain.
But I just wanted to share this snippet I found. I think the website is www.sexysamantha38G.com or somesuch-- she's a woman in her late 30s-early40s who's been doing Big Boobs Porn for a while, and I just love her style. She's blond, brash, brazen, busty, and all-natural, lets herself be whatever weight she is, and apparently is just sincerely horny as all get-out. She blogs and writes on message boards and what have you.
But this isn't really about that. I just think this picture, from an affiliate blog trying to drive traffic to her site, is absolutely hysterical.

Not X-rated, so I'm just posting it:
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metalpeter - 12/08/07 19:54
I will check out her site and see where it takes me. You might find Porn 101 ok Katie Morgan's goes before it interesting it is currently on HBO but don't know if it is HBO on Demand yet. In terms of big boobs those look great. I love that expression o the guys face like "wow they are so big" and his eyes look like they are about to pop out of his head. I'm not (e:paul). But I think there is nothing wrong with having hardcore material. I think that there should be someway for blog sites to have a warning on a blog that pictures and or content on this blog is x-rated and only people over 21 should view it. Maybe it would be a giant parential warning graphic or something. The reason I say that is most blogs wouldn't be considered a porn site. But that is how most of the adult pictures of famous people get around the web so fast sometimes. It would also put the responsablity on the person who writes it, in stead of the person who runs the site or even the forum site and that would make the web more free. But I do also understand that you can't just have graphic sex pictures with up with out a real way to protect kids from finding them.
james - 12/08/07 19:41
tits that can feed a nation, we salute you!

11/26/2007 23:44 #42300

boobies
Hmph. I'm not trying to start drama with (e:imk2), but her post about how great little boobies are is leaving me scratching my head. if little boobies are feminine, then what the hell are big boobies? Masculine?

I think boobies of all shapes and sizes are awesome. Some may be more awesome than others but I decline to categorize the awesome; it is something that must be judged on a case-by-case basis. Preferably after extensive viewing, measuring, fondling, squeezing, and related testing. That's really the only way to judge.

A related rant: all these bras whose catalogue copy says absolutely retarded things, such as, "and frilly little bows give it that feminine touch." I ASK YOU, what is UNfeminine about a motherfucking BRA??? They are not always pretty, not always cute or girly or delicate, but I ASK you, how are they NOT feminine? I have NEVER NEVER NEVER seen, nor can I even begin to conceptualize, a MASCULINE bra.

A site which I love in all other ways epitomizes this-- on a quick perusal I can't find any examples, but if you read it you'll surely find at least one catalog blurb or customer comment that makes this idiotic semantic irrelevancy.
But I'm linking to it mostly because I love the site, and for those of you who feel a bit put-down about being busty, I give to you, Bravissimo.

Because as those of us over a DD know, there's actually a tremendous amount of shame attached to large breasts, which I think I've ranted about before. On Halloween one of my roller derby cohorts' first comment, upon seeing my costume, was, "Oh my God, you need a reduction."

In her defense, she's a very petite woman who had a reduction herself when she was a 30JJ, and is now a 32DD. And when I expressed shock at her statement, she retracted and said well, I carried it well.
But she's not the first to say that.

I really don't think I need surgery to be less awesome than I am. I think I'll just diet and exercise, like I already am, and see what happens. And if they don't get any smaller, I'll make porn so I can afford new bras.
(Guess who grew out of her GG bras over Thanksgiving? Yeah not so much dieting and exercising happened this past weekend.)
trisha - 12/10/07 14:57
at one time i would have agreed about the small boobs=extra girly thing, but that was only because i had small ones at that time. haha... kids changed that and, as there aren't too many positive changes to the female form after kids, i'm perfectly happy with my "big" Bs now.
metalpeter - 11/27/07 18:37
Thanks to the internet and a small amount of women, and porn, and movies and magazines I have seen a lot of breasts and it seems odd to me that it is all ways about size small or big or medium. Now what I'm going to say is going to say a lot about me but don't send hate mail, HA. One of the many things I like is Asian Girls who are pretty and one of the reason is that even when they have very small boobs they are still round (yeah I know that sounds stupid) but there shape is what ever shape it is when small and defined. I think I heard someone here say once that boobs are like good pizza yeah some are good some are great but in the end they are all great cause you are still eating pizza. I don't know as I have ever seen a set I didn't like and not sure I've ever seen what I would call perfect boobs.

The bra thing does bring up a pet peve of mine. I have no problem with women who want to show of there boobs but then don't get mad when we check them out, I get it you don't want a stare but a quck look is ok. Second point on Bras is that a lot of women and girls need to learn how to wear them. Yeah I'm a guy what do I know and how dare I say that. Well you see it all the time these girls with spagheti stap tops or these tiny little out fits where there bra is showing, Most of the time the bra is bigger then the out fit they are wearing or atleast shapped differently and that is kinda crazy. I'm not made it just seems kinda trashy. I will end with the fact that I love boobs in all shapes and sizes and it really isn't the size of them it is the size vs. body size really.
carolinian - 11/27/07 14:51
To me, The Perfact Rack resembles two medium-sized grapefruits sitting four-inches apart from each other on a very narrow shelf.
ladycroft - 11/27/07 02:21
i am content sitting on the fence in a happy DD.

11/15/2007 16:56 #42148

quick
If I wait until I have time to be poetic about this, I won't ever write it.

The time change sucks. I'm bummed that it's dark when I leave work.

But it does mean that as I drive down the 190 I get to see the city silhouetted against the last light in the sky, with all the lights on in the buildings like little jewels.

I almost got off at the wrong exit twice, because I was so busy admiring the view.
carolinian - 11/15/07 22:57
My two favorite events during work hours are:

1. Driving down route 5 to work in the morning and seeing the windmills against the lake.

2. Driving up route 5 after work and seeing Buffalo at night from the Skyway.

11/10/2007 07:25 #42066

I'm gonna be on TV!
Watch the Channel 2 morning show on Wednesday between 6 and 7 am. The Queen City Roller Girls had two reporters come skate with us at practice Thursday night, and we even had them do a scrimmage with us. One of them got to jam against Pissi Longstocking, which was a particularly, well, exciting experience.
Set your alarms and mark your calendars. :)
mike - 11/10/07 15:18
awesome!
ladycroft - 11/10/07 13:22
fun!

11/09/2007 10:43 #42058

chemical sensitivities
I still don't know if I explained the phenomenon well in the comment threads I was in-- I hope (e:paul) didn't think I was implying he was crazy.
So here's an anecdotal case study from my job, about Multiple Chemical Sensitivities.


The other day I got a call from a customer who was very hard to talk to. I kind of get a lot of these. Since our product is widely held within the MCS community to be helpful to people, we get a lot of calls from people who have the condition. Most of them already know quite a lot about the product. (Others have very... interesting ideas about the product that I don't know where they got.)
Most of them also, as I have mentioned before, are crazy. It's gotten to the point that we can tell within the first moment of a call whether it's an MCS sufferer or not.
Their voices are usually high and breathy, whether they're male or female; their tone is quavering, unsteady, and demanding. Their sentences are often illogical. They usually start out the call with a tremulous demand to speak to someone technical. They make outrageous statements, often indicating that there has been some kind of victimization of them by either us or some other entity.
Usually, the call takes the form of a long, drawn-out story full of irrelevant details, in which they tell us the story of their chemical injury, something about their environment that eventually may reveal itself as a pertinent detail, something of how they have suffered, and then how our machine has let them down, one way or another.
Sometimes things take a turn, and instead of complaining how we've let them down, they praise us. That's always nice.
Often they must stop speaking to cough, sometimes for extended periods. They sometimes lose the thread of where they were going with this. Sometimes they weep.
Most of the time the long story is an obvious passive-aggressive ploy: they want us to say, "That's terrible! Have some free shit/ We'll give you all your money back despite our clearly-worded policy to the contrary that we know you know about." When we fail to respond in this expected manner, they repeat the story. It is often difficult to get them to come right out and say what they want from us. Alternatively, they will begin the story with their demand: "I want you to give me back all the money for the machine I bought three years ago not even directly from you," and then tell the story.
(They are not always women. I would say 9 out of 10 of them are women. The male MCS callers do not differ significantly in manner or content.)

So I got one of these calls on Tuesday. She was a real corker, totally incoherent, borderline delirious. She'd bought furniture, it had made her sick, so sick, it had taken her two days to figure out it was the chairs, these wing-back chairs, they were offgassing, it was in her den, oh my, oh my. So sick. Violently ill. Etc. Even after sending back the chairs, she still couldn't go into that room. It had been two weeks, she'd opened the window and put on a fan to ventilate the room, she'd put her air cleaner (one of ours) in there, but she still couldn't go in there.
It took me like half an hour to get enough sense out of her to realize she was asking whether it would be safe for her to use the machine of ours she'd put into that room in another room, or if she should replace the filter. The filter she was using was not our one that removes chemicals particularly, so I asked her, with a sinking feeling, whether she'd ever tried our chemical one.
She answered as I'd expected: "Yes, but it gave me a headache." Sometimes really really sensitive people can smell the carbon and "react" to it and get headaches etc. Which would be why she had the other filter, then.

I told her that she was reacting to such extremely low concentrations of the chemical that I really couldn't speak as to whether the machine would retain any-normally I'd say no, because it would be such a tiny amount nobody would notice it, but this lady... I told her she would probably be all right not to replace the filter, but that she shouldn't do any experiments or anything.

She called back three hours later. I didn't recognize her. She sounded calm, crisp, and professional. "When I called you before I was delirious," she said. "I don't remember precisely what we discussed. I had wanted to ask whether I should try that chemical-removing filter, because while I react badly to it, it's less bad than the formaldehyde from those chairs."
It was like a different person, but she had the same name and the facts of her case, once coherently presented, were roughly the same as the earlier whackjob. The voice was similar enough, I suppose, but no longer trembling or hesitant.
"My friends think I am crazy," she said grimly. "I know, and I cannot entirely blame them, but you can hear the difference. I know you don't know how I normally am, but this is me normal, and earlier, that was me after I opened the door to that room and let it air into the rest of the house. But I had had the window open and a fan going for three days, I thought there would be no possible way there could still be formaldehyde in that room. They were wing-back chairs with wooden legs-only the wooden legs touched the floor, which doesn't have a carpet. How could anything still be lingering in there? I couldn't smell anything." She laughed bitterly. "My friends ask when I'll get better. They ask what the doctor says. They ask if there's a pill I can take. They think I'm making this up. I assure you, if I were going to make something up, it would be less stupid than this."

libertad - 11/14/07 18:51
I so appreciate your offer. Anyways, I just want one for basic allergies and lung health. I also am disturbed by the amount of dust I have accumulate over a week in my house. I do OK if I can have the windows open and get fresh air which is not always a guarantee in this area. Like anyone else who has lived on Elmwood knows, you get a lot of soot from passing traffic. It really does make a difference living on a hight traffic street. Anyways, I don't think I could afford anything at the moment even with the awesome discounts. I think I could make fire engine red work in my apt. I also need a new vacuum cleaner at some point. Really I need a lot of things, but am just waiting for that special day when I got a couple of hundred to dump. Time to find more work!
fellyconnelly - 11/10/07 08:41
wow... i thought Cellphone sales was full of crazy!
janelle - 11/09/07 14:58
I meant, you must have a lot of patience.
janelle - 11/09/07 14:57
I definitely understand that it must be difficult. As much as I understood my supervisor's situation, it wasn't fun to watch her chew out someone who accidentally wore perfume...esp. if that someone wasn't even aware that my supervisor had this problem! I only had to deal with one person with MCS, you deal with a lot! Oh, that patience you must have!
dragonlady7 - 11/09/07 14:52
They make my life miserable and they're crazy, but I never for a moment doubt that they have these problems. They may have become totally paranoid and irrational but you sort of can't blame them, when they never know what in the environment is going to leap out and strangle them while leaving everyone around them untouched.

I'd be crazy and paranoid too. I don't know if I've made that clear-- I don't for a moment thing I'm better than these people, just luckier.

It gets really old because a lot of the ones I talk to (which I know, being a self-selected sample based on the fact that they're calling me up to demand stuff-- that's obviously an atypical demographic) are always of the attitude that the world owes them something for this indignity to which they are subjected.

But that doesn't mean I'm not sympathetic and I don't try to help if I can. It's definitely a very real issue. But it's absolutely tragic that a part of it is that it tends to modify behavior and make you irrational and paranoid! Those are never really very endearing qualities.
janelle - 11/09/07 14:46
My old supervisor had MCS. I never understood the severity of it until I saw her react to the scent on someone's hair from shampoo. My supervisor gasped for air in sharp raspy breathes. She pointed at the window because she couldn't get the words out and I ran to the window and opened it. She ran to the window and breathed the fresh air for several minutes, coughing and rasping until her throat cleared. EVERYONE who worked in the office had to use non or mildly scented soaps, shampoos, hairsprays, detergents, underarm deodorants. She would scream at you if you had any scents wafting off you at work. She could even tell if you changed products, she could smell the difference! But I couldn't blame her. Who wants to feel like they're suffocating to death. She is also allergic to pretty much all non-organic foods, because of the chemicals and preservatives. A gigantic chunk of her budget goes to food and she has to work really hard to keep weight on. I will never doubt a person who has these problems!
dragonlady7 - 11/09/07 11:31
They come in two sizes, the Standard and Junior-- the Standard is like for a bigger room, the Junior adequate for most bedrooms.
The larger one is $450 retail, replacement filter $180; the smaller one is $300 retail, replacement filter $135. (The Chemical Sensitivities one is $550/$280 replacement, small one $350/$185 replacement.)
If you really wanted one I could get you an employees-only factory-second kinda deal for just about half price. (And there's a super-secret employees-only deal on a particular lot of really old machines (large size only) in a weird color that we're trying to get rid of, which I could get for an even deeper discount maybe, which got me all psyched recently because the weird color *exactly matches my bedroom accent color*-- fire truck red. Go figure!)

But, of course, we only ever sell refurbished stuff internally, and we never sell anything below the list price other than that, so if you get one of these and then by the time you need a new filter I don't work there anymore, you'd be stuck buying a new filter at retail. So keep that in mind. People sell our stuff on eBay but it's all unauthorized, used or damaged or fell off the back of a truck somewhere. And some dude sells pirate copies of our filters but I have *no* idea if they're any good or not, and they're still expensive. (We can't sue him because he doesn't say they're authorized copies. I dunno, weird.)

Do you have allergies or sensitivities or just general lung-health/air-quality concerns?
libertad - 11/09/07 11:21
I'm sure the machines you sell are way out of my price range, but how much are they? The filters they say last five years. How much are the filter replacements?