i was in the car with my mom today, and she grabbed my hand and started to cry. i've never see her cry; she is such a strong woman. i'm sad. i hate crying. im happy for her though; she is finally getting the life she deserves to have.

"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment." -Buddha

I am going to just let this happen, and go with it. Crying is not a sign of weakness, it's just a part of being human right?

im am so bad at being organized... i need a personal assistant. so far, 90% of the packing has been done by my aunts, they are the best. i have so much more to do, and i don't want to do it.
i keep getting all teary eyed, and this is just the start. ah well, at least i get to take a fun trip to ny next week, yay!

i keep getting these emails from this man who says i am next of kin to someone with the same last name as i, "Ho". he says that i stand to inherit 50% of his 20 million. this has been going on for about a monh and a half now, should i respond? this is very strange.

i found my liscense.
i got an oil change.
i got a rearview mirror.

these are the best days of our lives.

life is often taken for granted...

these moments are short and sweet, so stop for a second a listen to the bird songs, they sing for you.


:O)

disregard anything i just said. have a good day. welcome new people. where did you all come from??

i have not seen anyone in some time...

all i do is sleep and eat and work.

all i want to do is sleep and eat.

i must have another garage sale and hen go to work.

i must survive on little sleep.

i must spend time with many relatives in the next few weeks...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. whatever you do, never be born into a family where your mother has en siblings. do you know what this means? this means that everybody is a crazy god lover and they come to visit way too much. why can't they just leave me alone?

i don't want to complain, i just want to be happy. i am happy, when i get sleep and food. i need sleep and food.

who would like to spend some time with my relatives?

countdown to new york...14 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!