I just deleted my last journal. (It was only up for like two minutes) It was Paul's survey, which is over due. If you want me to do it again Paul let me know, I would be glad to be of help to your project if you still need it. The reason I deleted it was because I said that I was going to not allow people to comment in my journal because we all have that option in our preferences. After I wrote it and turned it off, I realized it takes away all the comments from past journals as well, so I changed it back. I'm not willing to turn off the comments already written. So go ahead with comments....I usually like them. Just wanted to see what it was like for you o'l time estrippers.
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07/01/2006 03:00 #25772
Once upon a time there were no comments06/26/2006 23:49 #25771
ArachnophobiaYawn. I'm tired, but want to recap my experiences over the last ten days. I haven't even read hardly but two or three journals since working at the beach house. It is so interesting working there. So much history. Today I found the architect plans for an addition to the Baird estate. This guy was the architect responsible for the peace bridge. It is believed that ol man Baird went crazy and hid some cash somewhere in the house. I pressed the owner to preserve them. It must be the historian in me.
Today I consolidated my student loans before the interest rate rises two percentage points at the end of June. I think its about time to say that there is something wrong with our system right now. Like we go to school, work real hard and in the end? Nothing but student loans. I knew what I was doing though, that my degree isn't worth crap, but I did it because I wanted to learn more.
These student loan companies are so screwed up. I have this huge stack of mail from them begging me to consolidate. How many trees were hacked away so they could make all those mailers? I never got any mailings last year when the rates were at their lowest. I'm skeptical, like why do they want us all to consolidate now? Do they know something that we don't, 0r I don't?
One last thing. I do not like to be around spiders and they are everywhere near the water. I have seen about every imaginable type spider, including the very scary black and white hairy ones that look like black widows. Big asss spiders lurk everywhere and alas; I have a nasty spider bite on my side that won't stop itching or being red! Here is the horror. I have been sucking them up in the vacuum cleaner. Since I believe in karma and all that I'm kinda thinking I deserve to be bitten.
Today I consolidated my student loans before the interest rate rises two percentage points at the end of June. I think its about time to say that there is something wrong with our system right now. Like we go to school, work real hard and in the end? Nothing but student loans. I knew what I was doing though, that my degree isn't worth crap, but I did it because I wanted to learn more.
These student loan companies are so screwed up. I have this huge stack of mail from them begging me to consolidate. How many trees were hacked away so they could make all those mailers? I never got any mailings last year when the rates were at their lowest. I'm skeptical, like why do they want us all to consolidate now? Do they know something that we don't, 0r I don't?
One last thing. I do not like to be around spiders and they are everywhere near the water. I have seen about every imaginable type spider, including the very scary black and white hairy ones that look like black widows. Big asss spiders lurk everywhere and alas; I have a nasty spider bite on my side that won't stop itching or being red! Here is the horror. I have been sucking them up in the vacuum cleaner. Since I believe in karma and all that I'm kinda thinking I deserve to be bitten.
ladycroft - 06/27/06 12:58
you're not a 'bad' buddhist. far, far cry.
you're not a 'bad' buddhist. far, far cry.
libertad - 06/27/06 10:59
This is a super vac that can suck up nuts and bolts...not sure that the spiders survive the force.
Aparently I am a "bad" buddhist, but really i'm trying to do my job and there are so many spiders that I can't kindly release everyone of them. It sucks (literally), but its better than using chemicals and people that spend thousands of dollars on a vacation don't want spiders dangling over their beds or in their toilets.
This is a super vac that can suck up nuts and bolts...not sure that the spiders survive the force.
Aparently I am a "bad" buddhist, but really i'm trying to do my job and there are so many spiders that I can't kindly release everyone of them. It sucks (literally), but its better than using chemicals and people that spend thousands of dollars on a vacation don't want spiders dangling over their beds or in their toilets.
mrmike - 06/27/06 08:50
I believe in Karma too, but I do think Karma also has a sense of humor. The bite was one thing, but just be careful round the vacumn cleaner -- just sayin'
I believe in Karma too, but I do think Karma also has a sense of humor. The bite was one thing, but just be careful round the vacumn cleaner -- just sayin'
mrdt - 06/27/06 02:28
oh yeah, it's bad luck to kill spiders in the house. a good buddhist would leave it alone or capture it and set it free.
oh yeah, it's bad luck to kill spiders in the house. a good buddhist would leave it alone or capture it and set it free.
mrdt - 06/27/06 02:26
new laws go into effect starting July 1st that have alot to do with the interest rates on your student loans. if you haven't consolidated yet I would do so by Friday.
new laws go into effect starting July 1st that have alot to do with the interest rates on your student loans. if you haven't consolidated yet I would do so by Friday.
06/14/2006 02:20 #25770
Tofu peanut stir-fryI made my first veggie meal and my kitchen is a complete disaster now. It was pretty good actually and it makes me think of other possibilities.
Eating meat makes you feel full so much faster. I think it takes longer for non meat dishes to register that I have actually eaten enough. When I started this post I was hungry, but now I'm kinda full.
Here it is without a pic, cause it didn't look fabulous. It also didn't look all that bad.
oil
1lb stir fry veggies
1/2 teaspoon fresh giner minced
salt and pepper to taste
2 eggs beaten
1 cup cornstarch
1 package 16oz of tofu (plain) drained and cubed
1/2 cup oil
3/4 cup peanut sauce
1/4 cup chopped peanuts
cook veggies in skillet w/ a little oil until tender.
mix with giner and salt and pepper...set aside mixture for later
Dip the cube tofu in the beaten eggs. Then dip it in the cornstarch mixed w/ some salt and pepper
Heat 1/2 cup oil and brown the tofu. Like five minutes cause you don't have to cook the shit out of it. Stir in peanut sauce and peanuts. Toss w/ veggies and your ready. Can be served w/ rice or alone.
Time to clean up the kitchen. Overall recipe:
taste good
cheap eat
10 minute
I haven't eaten any animals since the devil came into my life
Eating meat makes you feel full so much faster. I think it takes longer for non meat dishes to register that I have actually eaten enough. When I started this post I was hungry, but now I'm kinda full.
Here it is without a pic, cause it didn't look fabulous. It also didn't look all that bad.
oil
1lb stir fry veggies
1/2 teaspoon fresh giner minced
salt and pepper to taste
2 eggs beaten
1 cup cornstarch
1 package 16oz of tofu (plain) drained and cubed
1/2 cup oil
3/4 cup peanut sauce
1/4 cup chopped peanuts
cook veggies in skillet w/ a little oil until tender.
mix with giner and salt and pepper...set aside mixture for later
Dip the cube tofu in the beaten eggs. Then dip it in the cornstarch mixed w/ some salt and pepper
Heat 1/2 cup oil and brown the tofu. Like five minutes cause you don't have to cook the shit out of it. Stir in peanut sauce and peanuts. Toss w/ veggies and your ready. Can be served w/ rice or alone.
Time to clean up the kitchen. Overall recipe:
taste good
cheap eat
10 minute
I haven't eaten any animals since the devil came into my life
joshua - 07/01/06 21:16
The beautiful thing about tofu is that its similar to chicken in that you can make it taste like anything.
My favorite tofu dish is gyoza, which I'm happy to say that Kibarashi is serving. :)
Oh, by the way - Kibarashi has a vegetarian section, which shouldn't be a surprise but I've been to many sushi places that do not have vegetarian sushi... I'm still amazed by that oversight.
The beautiful thing about tofu is that its similar to chicken in that you can make it taste like anything.
My favorite tofu dish is gyoza, which I'm happy to say that Kibarashi is serving. :)
Oh, by the way - Kibarashi has a vegetarian section, which shouldn't be a surprise but I've been to many sushi places that do not have vegetarian sushi... I'm still amazed by that oversight.
mike - 06/14/06 23:33
Congratulations on your first veggie meal! If you are as good at cooking veggie meals as you are meat, i'm sure you will always have tasty, satisfying meals!
Congratulations on your first veggie meal! If you are as good at cooking veggie meals as you are meat, i'm sure you will always have tasty, satisfying meals!
leetee - 06/14/06 18:02
Sounds very good! I've never done my tofu with cornstarch. I've either baked it or fried it, or for softer, i've just stir fried it with the veggies.
To vary the recipe, i have a few suggestions.
Dried red pepper flakes or a fresh chili pepper if you like a little spice... seeds out for milder, with seeds if you like more spice.
Without eggs, a bit of curry powder or curry sauce and coconut milk near the end, just heated through, can make for a nice thai curry type of taste. With peanuts and a dash of lime juice, it has a panag (sp??) curry taste.
Sesame seeds are also super yum in a stir fry. Some soy sauce, garlic, ginger, honey, sesame oil and sesame seeds are really good, too.
Ok, i better stop now. I don't use recipes with a stir fry, so i am always varying my methods based on what we have in the fridge!
Happy Veggie cooking!
Sounds very good! I've never done my tofu with cornstarch. I've either baked it or fried it, or for softer, i've just stir fried it with the veggies.
To vary the recipe, i have a few suggestions.
Dried red pepper flakes or a fresh chili pepper if you like a little spice... seeds out for milder, with seeds if you like more spice.
Without eggs, a bit of curry powder or curry sauce and coconut milk near the end, just heated through, can make for a nice thai curry type of taste. With peanuts and a dash of lime juice, it has a panag (sp??) curry taste.
Sesame seeds are also super yum in a stir fry. Some soy sauce, garlic, ginger, honey, sesame oil and sesame seeds are really good, too.
Ok, i better stop now. I don't use recipes with a stir fry, so i am always varying my methods based on what we have in the fridge!
Happy Veggie cooking!
boxerboi - 06/14/06 17:14
im so lazy i think making a smoothie is a lot of work. good job!
im so lazy i think making a smoothie is a lot of work. good job!
mrdt - 06/14/06 14:01
The dish is seasoned well, although, you should always preheat your skillet hot to cook stir-fry. Also you could probably add your beaten egg right at the end after tossing in your veggies so you don't have to waste it.
Toss in thai noodles for Pad Thai.
I like the cornstarch on the tofu, that must give it a nice crust and add another element to the bland tofu.
The dish is seasoned well, although, you should always preheat your skillet hot to cook stir-fry. Also you could probably add your beaten egg right at the end after tossing in your veggies so you don't have to waste it.
Toss in thai noodles for Pad Thai.
I like the cornstarch on the tofu, that must give it a nice crust and add another element to the bland tofu.
ladycroft - 06/14/06 12:22
i think it's just a trick of the mind. i'm so full when i eat i usually don't finish my meal.
i think it's just a trick of the mind. i'm so full when i eat i usually don't finish my meal.
mrmike - 06/14/06 10:50
Sounds tasty -- I'm still trying to convince myself that pizza with a wheat crust was a healthy notion.
Sounds tasty -- I'm still trying to convince myself that pizza with a wheat crust was a healthy notion.
chicoschica - 06/14/06 10:29
Well! Sounds delicioso!
I actually cooked up something yummy this weekend with tempeh and fresh veggies - kind of like a ratatouille, but no eggplant. It's really good. I can send you the recipe if you want! (Aside from a bunch of cutting veggies, it's pretty easy)
I tend to agree that sometimes it takes a little longer for veg food to fill you up - not sure if it's the fat content or the different type of protein, but usually i'll snack on some nuts or cheese/crackers or something because i'm so hungry before i eat dinner. =)
Well! Sounds delicioso!
I actually cooked up something yummy this weekend with tempeh and fresh veggies - kind of like a ratatouille, but no eggplant. It's really good. I can send you the recipe if you want! (Aside from a bunch of cutting veggies, it's pretty easy)
I tend to agree that sometimes it takes a little longer for veg food to fill you up - not sure if it's the fat content or the different type of protein, but usually i'll snack on some nuts or cheese/crackers or something because i'm so hungry before i eat dinner. =)
06/13/2006 23:38 #25769
I won!Congratulations -
Your name has been selected from a random drawing of entrants to receive a pass for two people to the preview screening of AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH at the Dipson Amherst Theater, 3500 Main St. The screening will take place at 7:00 pm on Thursday, June 15.
You may pick up your pass at Mondo Video, 1109 Elmwood Ave, any time before the screening. You will be asked for identification. Please note that you may NOT give your ID to someone else to pick up your pass for you.
Mondo Video is open daily from noon to 10 pm.
Your name has been selected from a random drawing of entrants to receive a pass for two people to the preview screening of AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH at the Dipson Amherst Theater, 3500 Main St. The screening will take place at 7:00 pm on Thursday, June 15.
You may pick up your pass at Mondo Video, 1109 Elmwood Ave, any time before the screening. You will be asked for identification. Please note that you may NOT give your ID to someone else to pick up your pass for you.
Mondo Video is open daily from noon to 10 pm.
06/13/2006 22:12 #25768
The Main Street DiariesI'm not quite sure what to say about this explosion of an issue that I didn't know that I was starting. What I do believe is that we all care about this city and that we want to see that it does better. I don't know as much as I would like to know about Buffalo. Most of you know more than I about its history and architecture. This site is great because we all have each other as a source of information. I'm always impressed about how much I have learned from the people on (e:strip).
One thing I would like to say is that Utica and Norwood would be a fine place to live for los Chicos. Norwood is another favorite of mine. Utica is like a block away from me and I may have been a bit too alarmist. Utica is still not my favorite choice for me personally, but I would consider it if it was the price I wanted and had all that I needed in an apartment.
Another thing I want to talk about is my experience on Main Street. If it were not for Main Street I probably never would have moved to Buffalo. I think I was destined to live here. My birthday was yesterday and my mother was just telling me how I was supposed to be born at Sisters Hospital, but because I was a brat and demanded to get out of my mother's womb rather than give ample notice that I wanted out, I was born in Lewiston at Mount St. Mary's, the closest hospital to my parent's apartment. It's funny how despite my family living in two different places in New Jersey, Long Island and Rochester that I would end right back up where I started. Anyways, I moved to Buffalo because it had more affordable housing and I didn't need a car because public transportation in Buffalo is way better than Rochester's system. My friends Mary and Adam lived on Amherst and Main. When I found out that there was a subway that would take me downtown to ECC (Erie Community College) I decided to take up their offer to live with them. If I had stayed in Rochester, I probably would not have been able to support myself while going to school. Indirectly it was Main St. that allowed me to get my education.
I got a job working at Sisters Hospital at Aroma's coffee stand where I worked for two or three years. (I'm not so great at measures of time) For a while I would walk down Main Street to get to work on Saturday morning because the subway wasn't running early enough to get me in on time. I didn't know that there was a number 8 bus that would take me instead of walking. It's not that I minded walking, because it was just something that I had to do. It would be so creepy walking from Amherst St station to Humboldt Hospital station when there were hardly any souls to be seen so early in the morning. (I believe it's the farthest distance between any two stations) Nothing bad happened to me any of these times, but it was a popular hour for prostitution. You wouldn't think Main Street was a place to pick up a nice hooker, but it is.
Eventually I met Kenyatti via AOL (classic) and we started dating. He worked at UB North Campus so I would take the train to South Campus and a shuttle to UB North. My first years in Buffalo were somewhat sheltered. I would only travel Main St. up and down, up and down. It was really cool actually to be able to get places by train; I loved it and would do homework on the way to school. I loved school, it was so diverse at ECC and I got a great foundation to my education. Still, I didn't really know any other part of Buffalo because I was perpetually stuck on a dividing line between white and black. I was on the white side and the blacks were on theirs. It was so strange living like that for so long; so close to "them", but so far at the same time. Occasionally I would cross to the other side. I befriended a girl named Aisha who was like 13 or 14 and had a child. She lived in some apartments over on her side. The apartment she lived in near the Central Park Plaza with her mother, brother and child was not so nice. It was sad, it was depressing and in many ways seemed so hopeless. She would come over to "our" side with the baby and we would hang out. Her situation was so unlike my own that the Main Street's dividing line couldn't be more real or painful. I'm not sure whatever happened to Aisha, but I would imagine she is still on her side as I am on mine.
There were other times that I would cross over to their side. I used to think that I could walk wherever I wanted to during the day. It's almost like I wanted to prove to myself that I wasn't a racist and I would walk over on "their" side to prove to myself that I was not afraid. I was afraid though, but it really made me uncomfortable to think that maybe I was biased, so I ignored my fears. So it was during the day walking back from the Quality at Central Park Plaza that I was violently mugged while cars passed me by. It was the first (but not last) time that I would be victimized by a stranger. I did not go to buy groceries at the Quality anymore, but I could not escape the violence, which was on my side as well.
I lived beneath a white teenager and his crack-head mother. It was really such an awful experience, because I would hear him beating his black girl friend on a regular basis. One time I woke up terrified as plaster was falling all around me because he was beating her so bad. The police were always called, but they never could do anything. Violence was all around me, not just contained to "their" side. Still the contrast between "their" side and "our" side is so sharp. One time while walking to Eckerd I heard all these gunshots coming from the "other" side and had to turn back home empty handed. In the subway tunnel, gang activity was high. People were occasionally beaten in the stations and on the moving trains. Another time I was coming dangerously close to being attacked by a group of thugs, but a group of girls saved me by scolding them for giving black people a bad name. It was such a relief and I was glad to let the girls know that the majority of the blacks I knew would never do such a thing. I was punched in the face once while just sitting minding my business on the train. Sometimes at Utica station I would hold my breath because I was scared that kids with guns would one day start shooting at each other and I would be struck by a stray bullet. This really was not an irrational fear that I had, but one that came about after countless episodes telling me that it was not safe.
Now I live on Elmwood and the violence has not stopped. Yet I don't feel like I'm going to be hit by a stray bullet and don't walk around with my keys protruding from my fingers so I could quickly gouge someone's eyes out. (Maybe I still should) To me it doesn't matter what race you are if you sincerely are concerned about safety than it might be a better choice not to live in certain areas. However! Nowhere is safe, as I very well know.
So if you have read this much, thanks for listening. There are not any quick fixes to these problems that I am aware of, but I would imagine that poverty plays a very strong role.
One thing I would like to say is that Utica and Norwood would be a fine place to live for los Chicos. Norwood is another favorite of mine. Utica is like a block away from me and I may have been a bit too alarmist. Utica is still not my favorite choice for me personally, but I would consider it if it was the price I wanted and had all that I needed in an apartment.
Another thing I want to talk about is my experience on Main Street. If it were not for Main Street I probably never would have moved to Buffalo. I think I was destined to live here. My birthday was yesterday and my mother was just telling me how I was supposed to be born at Sisters Hospital, but because I was a brat and demanded to get out of my mother's womb rather than give ample notice that I wanted out, I was born in Lewiston at Mount St. Mary's, the closest hospital to my parent's apartment. It's funny how despite my family living in two different places in New Jersey, Long Island and Rochester that I would end right back up where I started. Anyways, I moved to Buffalo because it had more affordable housing and I didn't need a car because public transportation in Buffalo is way better than Rochester's system. My friends Mary and Adam lived on Amherst and Main. When I found out that there was a subway that would take me downtown to ECC (Erie Community College) I decided to take up their offer to live with them. If I had stayed in Rochester, I probably would not have been able to support myself while going to school. Indirectly it was Main St. that allowed me to get my education.
I got a job working at Sisters Hospital at Aroma's coffee stand where I worked for two or three years. (I'm not so great at measures of time) For a while I would walk down Main Street to get to work on Saturday morning because the subway wasn't running early enough to get me in on time. I didn't know that there was a number 8 bus that would take me instead of walking. It's not that I minded walking, because it was just something that I had to do. It would be so creepy walking from Amherst St station to Humboldt Hospital station when there were hardly any souls to be seen so early in the morning. (I believe it's the farthest distance between any two stations) Nothing bad happened to me any of these times, but it was a popular hour for prostitution. You wouldn't think Main Street was a place to pick up a nice hooker, but it is.
Eventually I met Kenyatti via AOL (classic) and we started dating. He worked at UB North Campus so I would take the train to South Campus and a shuttle to UB North. My first years in Buffalo were somewhat sheltered. I would only travel Main St. up and down, up and down. It was really cool actually to be able to get places by train; I loved it and would do homework on the way to school. I loved school, it was so diverse at ECC and I got a great foundation to my education. Still, I didn't really know any other part of Buffalo because I was perpetually stuck on a dividing line between white and black. I was on the white side and the blacks were on theirs. It was so strange living like that for so long; so close to "them", but so far at the same time. Occasionally I would cross to the other side. I befriended a girl named Aisha who was like 13 or 14 and had a child. She lived in some apartments over on her side. The apartment she lived in near the Central Park Plaza with her mother, brother and child was not so nice. It was sad, it was depressing and in many ways seemed so hopeless. She would come over to "our" side with the baby and we would hang out. Her situation was so unlike my own that the Main Street's dividing line couldn't be more real or painful. I'm not sure whatever happened to Aisha, but I would imagine she is still on her side as I am on mine.
There were other times that I would cross over to their side. I used to think that I could walk wherever I wanted to during the day. It's almost like I wanted to prove to myself that I wasn't a racist and I would walk over on "their" side to prove to myself that I was not afraid. I was afraid though, but it really made me uncomfortable to think that maybe I was biased, so I ignored my fears. So it was during the day walking back from the Quality at Central Park Plaza that I was violently mugged while cars passed me by. It was the first (but not last) time that I would be victimized by a stranger. I did not go to buy groceries at the Quality anymore, but I could not escape the violence, which was on my side as well.
I lived beneath a white teenager and his crack-head mother. It was really such an awful experience, because I would hear him beating his black girl friend on a regular basis. One time I woke up terrified as plaster was falling all around me because he was beating her so bad. The police were always called, but they never could do anything. Violence was all around me, not just contained to "their" side. Still the contrast between "their" side and "our" side is so sharp. One time while walking to Eckerd I heard all these gunshots coming from the "other" side and had to turn back home empty handed. In the subway tunnel, gang activity was high. People were occasionally beaten in the stations and on the moving trains. Another time I was coming dangerously close to being attacked by a group of thugs, but a group of girls saved me by scolding them for giving black people a bad name. It was such a relief and I was glad to let the girls know that the majority of the blacks I knew would never do such a thing. I was punched in the face once while just sitting minding my business on the train. Sometimes at Utica station I would hold my breath because I was scared that kids with guns would one day start shooting at each other and I would be struck by a stray bullet. This really was not an irrational fear that I had, but one that came about after countless episodes telling me that it was not safe.
Now I live on Elmwood and the violence has not stopped. Yet I don't feel like I'm going to be hit by a stray bullet and don't walk around with my keys protruding from my fingers so I could quickly gouge someone's eyes out. (Maybe I still should) To me it doesn't matter what race you are if you sincerely are concerned about safety than it might be a better choice not to live in certain areas. However! Nowhere is safe, as I very well know.
So if you have read this much, thanks for listening. There are not any quick fixes to these problems that I am aware of, but I would imagine that poverty plays a very strong role.
leetee - 06/13/06 22:37
I'm so sorry to hear that violence has touched your life.
I'm so sorry to hear that violence has touched your life.
Before the coments where used inlinks where used a lot. For example if say (e:Beast) said something about how she wanted to have 5 butty calls she could calls. Then I could referance what she said then put the link in my journal. You can still do that. If you have time go back and check out some of Paul's, Beast's, Soyeon's or someone else who has been here a long time posts it might be interesting.
dude I like commenets too