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06/11/2006 18:46 #25765

House BOY
Off to better news...who cares about the last post. I'm so over sadness! Anyways, it sounds like my summertime employment demands are going to be met. I'm doing a couple of weeks worth of work at $9/hr in a summer home in Canada. I wonder if this will make me a house boy? Originally I was offered $8/hr, but I was thinking $10 and he agreed to meet me in the middle. Nice, I like bargaining. For something more permanent, I want to work for the New York State Smokers Quit Line at Roswell. I'm pretty sure that I would be perfect for the job and it would be great to do something meaningful rather than something robotic and meaningless.

leetee - 06/12/06 10:25
That's cool you could haggle over wage. I'm too timid to do that...

Where's the summer home in Canada? Up North somewhere? My brother lives up north.. this time of year, i think it's great. Come December, i think he's crazy.

06/11/2006 15:51 #25764

Natural Sadness
Sometimes it's hard not to be sad, not because your depressed, but because there are lots of reasons to be sad. There are many people that have depression that may at one time or another need medication (hopefully not forever). I wonder how many people are using medication because they are suffering from real problems or distress and not for some physiological reason? We need medication, but how often is it being used for real and natural sadness?
Occasionally I find myself overwhelmed by sadness. I know, however, that there isn't any pill to cure it. I mean, how can we not be sad from time to time? Crying seems to be healthy (not all the time), I wish I could do it more.

Yesterday my friend Julie took me out to eat for my birthday at Brodo. As we were walking to the restaurant two men were coming our way and stared at us as we walked passed them. The first guy had real dark sun glasses and it freaked us out, cause we had no idea where he was staring, but we knew he was. When we walked by the second guy he was clearly staring down at my shoes or my crotch. It was weird cause afterwards we both agreed that we had never felt so violated by the way someone had looked at us before. It was as if we were visually raped we agreed.

We continue on now only to have a group of teenage boys on bikes coming towards us. One of them (I didn't know this at the time) punched Julie in the arm as he rode passed her. The other spit directly into my face at the same time. Of course they are on bikes because they are cowards and they ride away. I shout "You are not going to get away with that!" Another teenager on a bike pedals by racing to get to the group and I yell "I hope those aren't your friends!" Of course I was angry, and I had violent thoughts (I'm not a Saint), but now I am just filled with sadness over the boys lives and how horrible it must be. They must really be suffering to behave with such disregard and disrespect for others.

So I am just sad, but I can't take a pill to make it go away. I'm sad that some people no matter how much you might want them to, just don't care about anything. Not that we all have to care about the same things, but shouldn't we all at least care about something? It is the people who do not care, the people whose only concern is their image, their status or their class that make me the saddest. On that note, here are some visuals that make me sad.


Hardcore Polluter!!! YEAH!
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ENVUS
YES! I THINK SO. How else to explain it?
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ENVY-Painful or resentful awareness of anther's advantages.
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Here is an image that made me happy yesterday after I went home, took a shower and went back down Elmwood to enjoy our meal.

In front of Unitarian Church on Elmwood. I love religious organizations that are concerned with peace.



ajay - 06/12/06 17:05
Those kids are lucky that NYS has such hard CCW requirements ("CCW" = concealed carry permit). I would've popped a cap in their sorry little asses...
leetee - 06/12/06 10:23
How true is it that those kids must have huge holes in their lives to feel it necessary to do those kinds of things. Centered people wouldn't want to, or even think of it.

I won't ever get my hair done at that envus place or, now that i know, get a tattoo at the hardcore tattoo place, because the both have those gas guzzler polluting vehicles. I don't understand why anyone would want them... but what do i know? We have a prius...

I don't know why some people don't care, or maybe they just pretend not to. The awful part is the good, loving, caring people like you, end up being sad because of those that don't. I've been told too much that i am too sensitive, however...
carolinian - 06/12/06 00:58
When I first encounter such people, I get angry and want to kick their asses in the worst way.

Then, when I think about how these people will one day have to raise families and hold down jobs, I realize that any way I could hurt them pales in comparison to the ways they will hurt themselves throughout life. What goes around really does come around.
jenks - 06/11/06 20:57
yeah there are a bunch of those peaceprints signs near me. I like them. I f'ing hate those stupid hummers. And you ARE a saint for feeling SAD for those little punk kids, rather than just wanting to kick their asses like I would have. Julie's a girl, right? So it's not like you were two guys making out or something; I wonder what the hell was stare/spit/punch-worthy. (not, of course, that there's something wrong with two guys making out, just that it's the kind of thing that asshole idiots *could* get upset about.)

and yeah sure I think it's good to feel sad sometimes. I was in tears all night last night for no good reason. A reason, but a stupid one. Life's boring if it's all perfectly even-keeled. We'll have patients in the ICU for 6 months or something, and someone will have the brilliant idea "wow, i think she's depressed, let's get psych to see her!" No SHIT she's depressed!! Psych just calls it 'adjustment disorder' (i.e. sadness/depression for a good reason, and thus is expected to resolved when the cause is gone) and doesn't do anything about it. Versus deep depression for no obvious reason, which is the crappy kind. :(
lilho - 06/11/06 20:19
thw world is just an awful place and we have to find the beauty in it, like those great signs. i all for nonviolence, and i feel bad for those kids as well.
ladycroft - 06/11/06 20:16
makes me want to carry a short stick just in case i need to stick it in someones spokes
boxerboi - 06/11/06 18:38
i can't believe what little shits kids have become and I'm not even that old. i really can't remember any of my friends spitting at people as we rode past them let alone punching them (i don't really know what is worse getting spit in the face or being physically assaulted)

I can't stand the visual rapists or the door slammers. Its super annoying to be walking behind jeff and have a guy hold the door for him and let it slam in my face.
imk2 - 06/11/06 18:12
omg, i would have pounded those fuckers. ok, probably would be overwhelmed with shock to do anything at all, but i would be pissed as all hell!!
paul - 06/11/06 16:29
"They must really be suffering to behave with such disregard and disrespect for others." You are really kind and forgiving. If there is anyway could have caught up with them I would have beat them to death.
mrmike - 06/11/06 16:21
keep the faith, my friend, keep the faith

06/09/2006 14:56 #25763

Daisaku Ikeda

We have to make ourselves heard. We have to speak out for what we believe in. When we, the people, boldly state our true convictions--never losing our optimism or sense of humor--the times will change. When it comes to speaking out for justice, there isn't any need for restraint. On the contrary, to be reserved or hesitant under such circumstances is wrong.



-Soka Gakkai International (Buddhist Organization) President Daisaku Ikeda

I thought I would share this quote with you all. I deeply admire Daisaku Ikeda for many reasons. He is always warning us to speak out against corruption, and to always be vigilant in that our religious and political leaders do not abuse their power. Ikeda has many great words of wisdom.
libertad - 06/10/06 01:44
I don't have plans to see him yet. Maybe it would be interesting to go, but I don't think there are any available seats? You didn't miss anything, I haven't really posted anything about Buddhism except that we marched in the gay pride parade. The type I practice is Nichiren Daishonin's Buddhism and the Dalai Lama is Tibetan. I guess its two different worlds. I couldn't imagine calling a leader "His Holiness". To me it would imply that he is somehow superior to others, which I just don't understand.
chico - 06/09/06 18:21
I probably missed a thread on this a long time ago, but are you planning to go to see the Dalai Lama at UB in September?

:::link:::

Don't know if it's your sort of Buddhism or not, (e:libertad), but I will tell you that he is a very interesting speaker -- we saw him at Rutgers last year and were glad we did.

06/08/2006 13:09 #25762

Ding Dong! The Witch is Dead!
Ding Dong! The Witch is dead. Which old Witch? The Wicked Witch!
Ding Dong! The Wicked Witch is dead.

Wake up - sleepy head, rub your eyes, get out of bed.
Wake up, the Wicked Witch is dead. She's gone where the goblins go,
Below - below - below. Yo-ho, let's open up and sing and ring the bells out.
Ding Dong' the merry-oh, sing it high, sing it low.
Let them know
The Wicked Witch is dead!

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mrmike - 06/09/06 15:55
Thinking of representing the Lollypop Guild...
libertad - 06/08/06 17:07
mrmike, if you are on the same page with me on this post, then you are a star in my book! I kind of feel like I'm in the Wizard of Oz right now. I turned on the news this morning and this scene just kept going through my head and i couldn't turn it off. When you said "hail to Dorothy, the wicked witch is dead" I thought hmmm, that's exactly what i wanted to say.
theecarey - 06/08/06 16:32
My orchestra teacher looked just like the wicked witch *shivers*
mrmike - 06/08/06 16:21
"hail to Dorothy, the wicked witch is dead"

06/07/2006 15:01 #25761

Maybe the Devil isn't so evil after all
Thanks to (e:ladycroft) and her post 'Hell for Chickens", the guy in the devil costume standing in front of KFC on 666 and (e:paul) for making (e:strip), I have decided to give up eating animals. Actually, I started to do a little research on KFC and came upon meat.org After watching the great video they had on the site as well as some of the ones posted on kentuckyfriedcruelty.com I made up my mind.

So I made the very personal decision to stop contributing to the problem of animal abuse. At this time, I will give up all meat excluding fish. I think that for me personally this is better than going all the way. Yes, the dairy industry is part of the problem, but I am not willing to change my diet that drastically. They say that each person eats up to a 100 animals annually. Many issues seem so distant and I often wonder what can I do, but this one is so obviously within my control.

I'm a bit nervous about this, because meat is really part of our culture. For many of us, meat is part of family holidays and a regular part of our social gatherings. Despite my fears about living without eating animals, I'm kind of excited to do this. I know that there are some of you out there ((e:leetee)) that are veggies or have done it in the past so if you know of any good hints or websites let me know.

(e:hodown) these pics are for you.

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And finally here is a News Release I found on PETA's website regarding our devil friend.


'SATAN' TO VISIT BUFFALO KFC ON 6/6/06


'Prince of Darkness' Takes KFC's Side in Dispute With PETA, Celebrates KFC's Creation of 'Hell on Earth' for Chickens

For Immediate Release:
June 5, 2006

Contact:
Chris Link 757-622-7382

Buffalo, N.Y. - Holding signs that read, "KFC: Hell for Chickens," PETA members, including an activist dressed as Satan, will "celebrate" KFC's Satanic treatment of the more than 850 million chickens raised and killed for KFC every year. The demonstration will take place at a KFC in Buffalo on Tuesday:

Date: Tuesday, June 6
Time: 11 a.m.
Place: KFC, 448 Elmwood Ave.

Why does PETA think that Colonel Sanders is the devil? KFC's suppliers drug and breed chickens to grow so large that many become crippled from the weight of their massive upper bodies. Chickens in KFC's slaughterhouses often have their throats slit while they are still conscious, and many are scalded to death in defeathering tanks. So far, KFC has turned a deaf ear to pleas to improve its animal welfare standards from high-profile PETA supporters, including Pamela Anderson, Sir Paul McCartney, and The Rev. Al Sharpton. KFC has even ignored the advice of its own animal welfare advisors, including five who have since resigned out of frustration.

"The way that KFC treats chickens is truly sadistic," says PETA Manager of Factory Farming Campaigns Matt Prescott. "If KFC employees abused cats or dogs the way they abuse chickens, they could be thrown into prison on felony charges of cruelty to animals."

PETA has been turning up the heat on KFC, holding more than 10,000 protests outside KFC restaurants around the globe.

For more information, please visit PETA's Web site KentuckyFriedCruelty.com.



chico - 06/08/06 18:14
hey, good for you w/the vegetarianism and all...my gf is veg (tho not vegan) and has been for something like 10 years...i find that she does just fine -- family and friends get used to the idea pretty quickly and try to accommodate her dietary preferences...she's also very cool about it b/c she doesn't freak out if, say, someone cooked with chicken broth instead of vegetable broth, or used the same spatula on a steak as on her veggieburger/veggie chick'n etc...makes my life easier when i cook anyway. :) restaurants can sometimes be a pain (she sometimes laments about the vegetarian option always being penne with vegetables) but if you're choosy about restaurants you can often get a remarkable vegetarian meal. maybe after a while we can start comparing notes about veg-friendly restaurants in b-lo...?
ajay - 06/08/06 17:23
Good for you! Welcome to the vegetarian lifestyle.

Here's a shocker: I'm not a vegetarian :)

I just try not to go after meat (chicken, seafood) as much. I'll go for weeks without eating meat. And this is perfectly OK. (And if I'm dating a veggie hottie, I'll become a total vegetarian :) ).

The idiots on either fringe (you know who they are) will try to label you; ignore their labels.

Even if you gave up meat for 1 day a week, it would be a start. It won't change the world at once, but it'll be a step in the right direction.

Be strong: you can do it.
theecarey - 06/07/06 22:23
Hey there, David! I am impressed with your decision. There are some things in life that just hit you in the head with the realization of what is best for you--and the world around you. It can be a challenge to follow through on ones desire to make a change, no matter how strong it is. Yet I believe you will maintain your resolve--even at one small step at a time- over time. Remember, even cutting back the amount is making a difference. In so many ways you are making this a better world. Keep at it, friend.


I joke that PETA stands for "people eating tasty animals"-- but you know I have a warped sense of humor! I despise cruelty to animals although I eat them on occasion myself. Tonight I was in the mood for chicken, until I read your post. Then my stomach turned; but that may all change come tomorrow. I wonder if I will eventually make a similar decision. In the meantime, most of us just deal with the tasty end product and have little awareness of the process.

My food preference is primarily vegetarian; over time I have faded back my meat consumption- but more from a nutritional persepctive. Yet, I am a firm believer that Mighty Taco is a food group and I must go there occasionally :) See, I feel like a hypocrite and wishy/washy on some matters...

On to the good stuff: There are so many wonderful alternatives. I think you will have loads of fun trying out new foods. This will probably increase your interest in cooking, if you dont already. Fortunately we live in an area that has a wide selection of meat free choices. Over time, the products have become better and better. Yum!

That said, I also do a lot of vegan cooking. I enjoy simple, tasty, whole foods; which is the foundation of many of my choices. I can send a list of some of my all time favorites--products, publications and recipes..

Keep us posted!

take care,
carey





zobar - 06/07/06 20:05
Good for you. I made a personal dietary decision about ten years ago not to eat blue food [blue M&Ms pushed me right over the edge]. It has not always been easy. The difficulty is not in finding other food to eat- there is so much food in the world that you could eat something different every meal of your life and not eat the same thing twice. The difficulty is in understanding that what is right for you is not necessarily right for everyone.

For a long time if I ever got a bowl of mixed M&Ms I would pick out all the blue ones and chuck them around the room while ranting about how blue is not the color of food. Now when I see a kid walking down the street with a big nasty blue freezy pop glopped all over himself I just shrug and roll my eyes. Every once in a while I'll even eat a bowl of blueberries or have a 'blue' potato chip. It's all about understanding- if someone asks I'll tell them, but if they don't, more likely than not they couldn't care less.

- Z

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  • Yes, I am 100% for real. Blue is not a color for food. Blueberries, blue potatoes, and blue corn aside [and they're all varying shades of purple anyway] - I will buy a beer for anyone who can name me a food that is naturally blue.
metalpeter - 06/07/06 19:55
I was a vegatarian or maybe a non meat eater is more acurate for about a week. There was a band I liked called (shit just blanked like when I was telling Timika about this when I first met her), in any event the are Vegans and Do mention it in some of there shows. On one of there CD's they had some slaugter house footage. These animals where really tourted. The problem I had is I just like the taste of meat to much to stop. Plus I'm a verry picky eater and alot of Veggies I don't like. The Band is Goldfinger.

I will give you a few pieces of advice from vegitarians I know. All vegie Burgers don't taste the same. That means if you don't like them try a differant kind. You may want to ween your self of meat,slowly. Once you are completely off meat for some time don't go back. I knew someone who did that in Highschool and wound up puking up all the meat he ate. In terms of nutition find out what vitimns and minerals you won't be getting anymore from meat and make sure you find foods with those nuietraints that arn't meat.

You will have to learn how to adjust your life and change when you eat. For example if you go HSBC Arena and eat there for events, You will go there and won't be able to have dinner.

Going from eating meat to not eating meat is a big ajustment and I think it is great you are taking it on. I don't want to speak for anyone else on the site. But I'm guessing if you ask any of the Vegies. here they will help you out with info about what and where to eat. I wish you luck.
joshua - 06/07/06 18:41
I didn't take offense to anything you said - I think you simply misunderstood me, which is always easy to do with this internet thing.

I'm supportive of your decision - my comments about PETA were an aside. Healthwise, I think when I was vegetarian I hadn't felt better... before or since. Essentially what made me go back, personally, was the fact that one of my best friends was getting married and I wanted the prime rib at the dinner. I took a few months to slowly introduce meat back into the diet as a way for my body to build the enzymes needed to properly digest the stuff again. Nobody wants the shits during a reception dinner!

Anyway, I'm sorry if what I said about PETA made you think that I believe that PETA is somehow exercising its will over your decision to eat meat or not - that was definitely not my intention. When people take a leap of faith and take a new direction in their life (and what food you eat is a HUGE one if you ask me) as far as I'm concerned support is an absolute necessity. Not supporting people in those situations is very deflating and cripples any confidence that someone might have. I'll never be "that guy" and I want you to know that I would never do that to anybody.

My political reputation precedes me, but I'm a nice guy and an understanding person. It bothers me that somebody would think that I was trying to pop their balloon.
jenks - 06/07/06 18:35
Hey, you've got our support (or at least mine...) I couldn't do it personally (too difficult) (and I LIKE meat), but hell, if you want to, more power to you. It probably is more healthy for you, and it seems like it actually means something to you- not just being "cool" or "trendy" or whatnot. Good luck.

p.s. ladycroft is veggie too...
p.p.s. is it just me or is coco as big as a dog?
libertad - 06/07/06 18:20
maybe my last comment isn't comming from the best of places, i just was hoping for more support. Don't take offense to my comments.
libertad - 06/07/06 18:14
This is really about my life and what I choose to do with it not about the PETA organization. They may have influenced my decision and I do agree that they may take things a bit extreme, but I only think that is because they generally care about that cause. You see Josh, what happens to the animals that we eat, unfortunately, has little to do with the PETA organization. You can divide everything you see into black and white, liberal or conservative, red and blue, but it doesn't change a damn thing about anything. Remove all the labels and really think about an issue and you just might actually start to understand what someone is saying, rather then affix their views into a box. Life is too complex to try and narrow everyone or everything into one of these frames. Paul, that was kind of funny what you did, but I don't plan on going to the extreme just yet! I hope the statute of limitations has run out on your endeavors! I saw the movie about the egg industry after this post. Now I am going to try and buy cruelty free eggs if there really is such a thing.

I guess that I haven't really gotten any encouragement from anyone. You would think I was making some god awful decision or something. I'm still going to do my best, and if I can't do it then you all will have won.
lilho - 06/07/06 17:58
hello little bunny friend.
leetee - 06/07/06 17:36
Wow... big step. I don't really have any advice for you, as a new vegetarian, but i can tell you that changing my diet in a gradual way helped me. I found new options to replace old ones, one at a time, instead of foregoing eating meat and wondering what was left... as my brother said, "what? now you're only gonna eat potatoes and carrots?"
paul - 06/07/06 17:09
I was vegan for five years and I think it ate my life away - I would never go back. I have a hard time doing anything in moderation and although I was healthy until year five, I became so insane with the PETA lifestyle that it consumed my life. I even read enough to convince myself that I was not even designed to be able to digest meat.

I also started to hate other people around me for being cruel to animals. (e:paul,265)

You can also do stuff like only buy free range eggs. At the same time, why go half way. Your dairy and fish consumption fuel just as much animal suffering if not more.
joshua - 06/07/06 16:46
PETA are fanatical. I have always been extremely skeptical since I started learning more about PETA. As far as I'm concerned, their position is less about animal cruelty and more about just trying to convert people to vegitarianism at all costs. In my opinion anyway, the animal cruelty angle is being abused by PETA for the sake of eliminating ALL flesh eating.

I applaud you for your decision to go veggie - I did it for a while. I'll warn you though - "you'll be ba-aaaaack!"

libertad - 06/07/06 16:37
Hey guys if you haven't seen this documentary yet called Wegmans Cruelty it is a must see. go to wegmanscruelty.com or do a google video search.
hodown - 06/07/06 15:30
Aww, thanks you are the best. Everytime I see pictures of your bunny I just want to snuggle him. So adorable :)