Hokay so, I have been on this journal site for years; Pretty much when (e:paul) started it up. And this is only journal 137. I mean I knew I wasn't a big journal writer when I lived in buffalo, but I would have thought I would have atleast a years worth of entries. Damn i suck. I find that I update a lot more now than I ever have, which I thought I could never really get into online blogging since I stopped using so many of them in the past. I guess I miss Buffalo that much. Well I guess thats all I have to say; I must get back to my studies before my test tonight at D&B. Studying....YUCK!.....good times though. YAY! New York!

Party time on friday includes lots of homo's for once, and someone else from buffalo. Late night with my date grey goose, helped me 9 a.m. the next morning when I had to go to times square and try and find D&B. Still drunk at my Loooooong Day in this place, but I wasn't alone, It was hang over city in that place. I walked in the front doors and people started calpping and cheering. What the Hell is gong on my spinning mind is thinkg, Yes I'm surprised I made it here too I thought. But it turns out they did that for everyone who walked in. These people cn't be this happy all the time, they say they are. When we take the tour around the game room I stop the tour at the end and mention to the manager " I didn't see a Dance Dance Revolution game, and according to the website oyu have one." The manager takes me and me alone to show me where they kept the game. Thank you. Saturday night It's my girlfriends birthday and it's off to Ms. Shapes downtown, dancing, dancing, dancing time to go hoe I am very sleepy and have been drunk for two days straight. I Looked at the pictures from the party at PMT"S house and can only Le Sigh How I wish I was there. The boys having a party and I'm not there does not feel right to me. That is something I am going to try and fix in the future. I'm glad you all have a good time, it was good to see (e:mike) classic drunk. Good times all around bye bye now everything is Loverly.

Call me corny, call me sappy but....

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

I love this song too

"It's true love
When you say I need me like the way i need you
And you can't be without me
Like I can't be without you
It's true love
When we spend time talking on the phone
Cause when we're not around each other you don't want to be
alone
It's true love, love, love, love
Don't you know it's good to be in love, love, love, love
Just believe me truthfully cause
Love is never ever makin you cry
Before I tell you a lie
I'll give you my life
Cause that true love"

By: Faith Evans

Hands up, fellas tell your ladies she's the one. Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock. One week left until i start my job. My girls birthday is the same day so saturday will be a full day. My dad is looking like shit, and my mothers in the hospital, A new girlfriend may become a good friend. Hanging out with BORING 27 year old computer nerds makes for a weird saturday night. Tis my week in a nutshell. "I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy, no matter what I say or do, theres just no getting over you!" a little early 90's R&B. peace and love B-Lo!