Warning: The following enrty involves me venting about how angry I am right now. Ok, i'm lying. I am angry, and I am venting, but I am more so going on like a heartbroken hormonal teenager about my former best friend. Skip it if you feel nessecery

I don't know why I let him do this to me. He has everything it takes to break my heart, and the really evil part is, he does it.

Imagine you are me. (Even if you don't know me, just pretend.)

You are 7 years old.
You are at your best friend Kevin’s house, playing Ghostbusters, as you do everyday after school. Suddenly he stops and says “I think Nick likes you.�
You stare at him with a very “And your point is…� look on your face. All the boys like you. The girls are a different story. They hate you because the boys hang around with you. You are not a fan of nailpolish and high-heeled shoes. You prefer mud and baseball, and think that maybe if the girls got their hands dirty once in a while, the boys would like them better. You are a tomboy, and have been for your entire life.
You think briefly of nick. He sits behind you in class. He is Kevin’s other best friend. He has unruly black/brown hair and big brown eyes hidden behind horribly ugly big brown glasses. He is short and skinny. He is a complete dork. (Later, you will read the works of JK Rowling and make a hideous comparison…)
You shrug. “Nope.� Kevin shrugs, then points out an invisible ghost for you to “bust.�

You are 9 years old.
You find yourself walking Nick home form school one day. You chat idly and kick at the snow under your feet, when he points across the street to the school brat and her brothers watching you. You shrug it off and leave. They don’t worry you. You know you could knock her flat on her ass if you wanted to.
The next day at school, nick is not there. Your teacher announces that someone threw ice and snow at him the previous afternoon. Aforementioned brat raises her hand, 'Brigid walked him home. She did it.. I saw.�
You call her a liar and attempt to rip out her hair.

You are 11 years old.
Nick sits beside you in school, and you have sort of become friends. He lets you call him Nicole, though you never know why. You develop Trichotillomania that year, and nick never mentions it. You don’t know if it’s because he doesn’t notice, or because he’s too nice to tease you. Either way, you love him for it. You develop a short-lived crush on him that you only tell Kevin and your friend Beth about.

You are 13.
You are graduating grade school and consider Nick as a friend. When he is beat up at brat-turned-bitch’s graduation party, you tell her off, and leave, taking your friends with you. (Even tho it didn't make that much of a difference, and his fight wasnt the only one that night.)
You see him sporadically over the next two years.

You are 15.
You call his house (he has moved onto your street) in search of another friend. She isn't there. You start talking about the weirdest things, such as what food belongs to what state. (i.e. Florida-oranges; Wisconsin-cheese; Louisiana-shrimp.) You talk for 3 hours, until both your mothers are hollering at you to get off the phone.
You realize that you are now good friends.

You are 16.
You take him to the school dance, he takes you to the movies, you tell each other every detail of your lives.
You have become an extreme theatre geek. He has become obsessed with his newly formed band and playing the drums. Still, you persuade him to audition for a play you are directing, and he is cast in a lead role.
On May 6th, you are rehearsing in his yard, and see the lilac bush growing there…your favorite flower. You decide to take a walk. You talk about everything, including a dream he
ha
d involving Natalie Portman, for which you dub him “Hollywood Pimp�, a nickname which never fails to allude him still. You pass a lilac tree, he picks a handful and gives them to you.
At that moment you know he is your best friend.

You are 17.
You are doing a play, he is the opening act. You get in a fight. When you make up, you tell him that he is one of your best friends. He smiles and takes your hand and says “You are my best friend."
For the next 6 months you ride a rollercoaster of plays and gigs, on the go dinners and phone calls from work.
It is June 5th. You have graduated high school.
You stand on the stage in your white gown, scanning the crowd. You spot him sitting at the back. He has spiky, well-kept black/brown hair, and big brown eyes no longer shaded by ugly glasses. He is less skinny, though still thin, and taller. He no longer a complete dork. You run to him and he hugs you and kisses your cheek, which he has never done before.
After graduation, you go to his car, and drive to your friend’s party. He tells you that he likes this girl named Tonia.
You suddenly feel like you have swallowed a box of nails.

You are 18.
He is dating Tonia. You are chasing after anything that breathes, including a very married man, a very gay man, and a certifiable midget. After every messy end, Nick says “I told you so.�
For you, denial is not just a river in Egypt.
Autumn comes. His grandfather dies. He reunites with his father. He makes plans to move to Florida with Tonia. You have grown to hate Tonia.
Winter comes. You realize just how much you are in love with him. You have a nervous breakdown, but can’t tell him. Tonia has left him.
He doesn’t get out of bed. He calls to listen to you breathe. He cries more than anyone you’ve ever met. He is depressed and self-destructive…for six long months. You sit there thru every damned minute of his suffering, but at the end of it, you are sure to say “I told you so.�

You are 19.
After a fight with a friend, she tells him of your feelings. He asks everyone about it except you. Eventually it gets through the grapevine, to your ears.
That summer, you go camping with your friends, and maneuver them away so that the two of you can talk. You ask why he didn’t come to you, and ask if it were true. He responds that the second she said it, he knew it was the truth. You will never understand this.
You have a particularly nasty fight.
"I think that true love never dies. I mean, the thought of Tonia still hasn't left me."~Nick
"You know what? You're absolutely right."~Brig
"I am?"~Nick
"Yeah, call me in 30 years and I'll prove it for you."~Brig
"I think...I think...I don't know what I think."~Nick
"I think...that you don't know me as well as you claim to."~Brig
You storm away and cry all night. In the morning, his mattress is next to yours, but he is gone.
A few weeks later he calls. He wants you back in his life. He misses his best friend. You tell him to go away. He replies “I will not let you get rid of me. I am not going anywhere.� At this, you cave, and tentatively agree to attempt being friends again.
Your mothers start to plan your non exsistent wedding.
Then his band breaks up.
It is now May.
His new band is playing it’s first gig. You do not like the new front man. You get in a fight, where he says that if you can't accept the new face in the band, he doesn’t want to be friends anymore. It is the one time in your life that you say you are sorry to him. You don't want to lose the one you love. It is the one time in his life he says he’s sorry, too.

You are 20.
You're mother ends up in the hospital. Nick comes over and makes coffee and buys a banana cake. You play trivial pursuit all night, and he helps you put your little sister to bed.
He
throw
s a party at his aunts house. You and Beth take his car to go find beer. The party dwindles. you spend the night. In the morning, you eat banana cake and drink wine coolers and watch the fifth element on HBO. His car is covered in ice, and you drive home in a virtual igloo.
You throw a party, at which he decides to take a trip back to junior high and start a game of spin the bottle.
When you kiss him, you wonder what cruel trick the gods are playing on you. No kiss has ever been like that before.
After that, things change.
You are constantly fighting.
He thinks himself to be a rockstar, and in many ways he is. His band achieves local fame when it opens for Default, and wins several competitions. He releases a CD, and starts on a new life of sex and rock n roll. (Leaving the drugs part to the front man…)
He makes no time for you. He never calls. He never returns your calls. Unless you can offer chicks and beer, he sees no point.
Then one day you get into a particularly bad fight and realize that he no longer cares about you or anyone else. He only cares about himself. He is a selfish, spoiled bastard, and you can’t be around him anymore. He makes you feel bad when he isn't even there.
You are sick of his shit.
He said he would never let you get rid of him. What about him getting rid of you??
You cease communication, realizing that you have just given up the one man that you have ever truly loved. The one guy you could picture yourself with forever.
The one that you are now sure you have loved since you were 7 years old.

Then he sends you an email saying he misses you.
And you start to think, maybe things are getting better.
Then he blows you off...again. For the band...again.
And you start to wish he was dead.

I sometimes wish he were dead.
This is the boy who i have known since i was 5 years old. The boy who loved me unconditionally for so long, the boy that is my be all to end all. This is the one whom I loved more than anything, the one that was my best friend in the whole world.
And sometimes, I really, really hate him.
But theres all this stuff.......
just stuff.
stuff i remember.
The way his hair sticks up in the morning and how he never had pants on yet when I knocked on the door. The lilacs and the music and the way he held my hand in the hallway of the theatre. The makeshift rice krispie treats cereal and the cadbury coma eggs, the graham crackers he threw in the ceiling fan at the candy store, how I always felt like part of his family when they were around. The time Kev and I made him wait across the street all day long, the Monster from Hell movies, the gumby movies, the time he jumped off the stage and did his best john travolta from Saturday Night Fever impression. I remember playing ghostbusters, and watching movies, and hating school together. Going to the Goo Goo Dolls concert, going to all his concerts. The foods that apply to the different states, the x-mas dance, him dressing up as spiderman and climbing thru the fire escape window to surprise my CCD class on Halloween, the batman obsession, the michael jackson obsession, oh spidermanspidermanspiderman...I remember him sitting in the rain, him kissing me in my basement, him at my graduation, him at my plays, him at my parties, him with my family, him in my head all the time...

And thats just not fair.

"I was there I was the air you breathe Until you became a big star No need for me Now who you gonna call When nothing's right?"

"In all this time, The bottom line's you don't know how much I feel You say you see but I don't agree You don't know how I feel"

"It must be your skin that I'm sinking in
It must be for real 'cause now I can feel
And I didn't mind
It's not my kind, it's not my time to wonder why
Everything gone white
Everything's grey
Now you're here Now you're away
I don't want this
Remember that
I'll never forget where you're at
Don't
let the d
ays go by
Glycerine Glycerine
I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
Are you at one, or do you lie
We live in a wheel where everyone steals
But when we rise it's like strawberry fields
I treated you bad, you bruise my face
i couldn't love you more you've got a beautiful taste
Don't let the days go by
Could've been easier on you
I couldn't change though I wanted to
It should have been easier by three
Our old friend fear and you and me
Glycerine Glycerine
Don't let the days go by
Glycerine
Don't let the days go by....
Glycerine Glycerine
Glycerine Glycerine
Bad move white again
Bad move white again
As she falls around me
I needed you more when you wanted us less
I could not kiss, just regress
It might just be clear simple and plain
Well that's just fine that's just one of my names
Don't let the days go by
It could've been easier on you you you
Glycerine, Glycerine, Glycerine, Glycerine"

(I think that music lyrics are the new poetry, so I use them a lot.)

So in october i learned the jose cuervo tequila was not, in fact, my best friend.
I also learned a few things about andy's kissing ability and the look on nicks face right before he faints.

History repeats itself if we do not learn from it.

It started with me beign very aggraqvated with my very drunk 16 year old friend.
Then they left, and i was right.
Mixing eccentric artsy theatre folk with my redneck hick friends was just plain bad.

So they left, and there was jaime, ready with Steve's cigarettes and a shot glass. We smoked one and talked in the driveway while kevin went off at kara about dan or soemthing, and then went down to bob's bar, where i did 5 shots of cuervo citrus, a shot of soco, 5 shots of straight cuervo, a shot of chivas regal and 4 shots of peach snappes.

For all intensive purposes, i should be dead right now.

Next thing i know im on the trampoline trying to make two stars top spinning around and become one star, like i know it should be, and then suddenly roger is kissing me.

and this is where im stopping cuz everythign past this part is too much information for anyone.

I need ibuprofen.

this was totally a "I never want to drink again" kind of night

Colloquial Theatre Presents

Richard O'Briens
The Rocky Horror Show

July 2, 3, 9, 10
7:30 pm

Flickenger Preforming Arts Center
(at the Nichols School)

10$ Students and Seniors
15$ General Admission

Prop packet included with ticket price.
Audience participation encouraged.

Directed by:
Victoria Chatfeild

Starring:
Andy Drachenburg, Ashley Ladowski, Bill Griffin, Katy Duval, Jessica Knoerl, Matt Jasinski, Katie Meier-Davis, Rick Coe, Justin Schaber, Katy Schuster, Lexie Sutherland, Anna Small, Katie Gibas, Wendy Biddlecombe, Kate Parazini, and Erica Hohn

Tonight I am making the potentially fatal mistake of taking Vivie, Rick, Katy, and Justin over to Todd's house for our usual Tuesday Night Revel. This should be interesting, to say the least...provided everyone makes it out alive...

So sunday was my birthday, and it was actually pretty decent, for the first time in a while.
I went to the Allentown art festival with Andrea, and we went over to Chameleon West to see Nick play with the Voodoo Dollies. They were pretty good. Then we went back to my house and I got dressed and Jaime, Molly, and Christina showed up, and we met the boys at Zebb's for dinner. Mike was there, so I was ecstatically happy, and so was Sahar, so I was even more happy then. My own one man show and the stage manager of my life. Perfect. (altho beth and her bf were an hour late)
After dinner we went to my house and i tried to find Kevin who was throwing a fit about going out on my b-day, so jaime got on the phone and basically said "Be at todds in an hour. if youre not, i will find you, and i will beat the hell from you."
So we took andy home so he could get his car, i said adieu to my under 21 friends, and then me, steve, james, kev, andi and andy went to club miami to do karaoke. I would like to take this oppertunity to say that i cannot, absolutely cannot, sing. At all.
Yet, there I was, belting out "I will survive" with jaime and andi as backup singers.
Even kev did karaoke, which was awesome.

It was the first really good birthday in a while.

Yesterday I had rehearsal, and then today molly and i went shopping. nothing incredibly exciting...tho i am sure there will be some sort of raucous story by the end of tonight for me to share...

I have a penchant for always having a thouroghly annoying, or downright awful, birthday. It started when I was 15, and Dennis decided that he was going to break up with Christina, and told me this, not her. Meanwhile, she was listening in on the other extension and flipped out. (This situation turned out mush worse than it seems.)
On my 16th birthday, my mother accidently blabbed about a surprise party Christina was throwing me, and the lovely nicholas showed up 2 housrs late becuase appparently, (as is now and probably forever...) getting a piece of ass was more important than my party.
When I was 17, Sr. Genevieve dies on my birthday. She was a friend of my aunts, and like family to us.
When I was 18, everyone forgot. I mean everyone. Even nick and christina, my best friends at the time. Christina even saw me in the hall at school and just looked up, nodded, and kept walking.
(She told me later that when she wrot the date on her exam that morning, she wrote thtat it was the ninth. When the procter came by and siad it was the 13th, she replied : "That's not possible because if it were the 13th it would be Brigid's birthday and I---oh, shit.")
When I was 19, I had the flu. Very very very bad flu. Courtesty of Nick, actually. He always was good at picking out gifts...
For my 20th birthday, I was forced into attending one of Nick's gigs.

hmm, look...im going to be late for Nick's gig.
and it looks like it's gonna rain.
and duff and kev can't coem to dinner.
and dougs out of town so i dunno what were gonna do tonight.
and i hate my birthday.

all i want is for nobody to die, everyone to remember, and nick to behave himself.
one day out of the year, i don't think thats too much to ask.

Read that.
Because you may think you kno, but you probably don't.


Duff and I went to a family party today but he got yelled at because his mom had soemthing she needed him to do and he took off with out calling her.
I got a new toad today.
I named him Bob Dylan.
He's much bigger than horace (my last one) was.

I am frustrated because aparently people do not grasp the fact that I need to know EXACTLY how many of them are going to dinner tomorrow so i can make reservations.
I am also frstrated that Beth's phone is busy, and I don't like calling after 11 in case I wake Dolores.
I am supposed to go to the art festival tomorrow with Andrea and then see Nick's other band, the VooDoo Dollies, play there at 3.
Then we're going to dinner.
Then I don't know what the hell is going on because supposedly Doug was going to have a party, but I don't kno if he's even in town, and i can't think of a whole hell of a lot else to do.
I am not in a good mood and I need to get my meds ASAP. I havent had a good nights sleep in days and would kill for my sleeping pills right now, or my Xanax so at least I could relax. But noooo...I need health insurance for that.
So instead here I sit, a possible threat to society who can't just GO TO SLEEP.

Damned drug culture.

Here's a big survey cuz i can't sleep and am horribly bored...

1)Name?: Brigid
2)Date of birth?: june 13
3)Sex?: Female
4)Height?: 5'8"ish
5)Eye color?: hazel
6)Nicknames?: Brig, Briggy, B, Beij, Birg, BK, Grumpy, Bitch, Babe, Queen, Queens, Queenie, Lady L, Sahrpshooter, Doll, Sweets, Crazy.
7)What is the name of the school you go to?: don't go
8)Hometown?: buffalo
9)Where were you born?: buffalo. hence the hometown.
10)Have you ever failed a grade?: almost.
11)If you have, what grade did you fail?: junior year of hs.
12)Do you have crush on someone?: yeah
13)Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: i have a boy who is a friend.
14)What is your crush's/boyfriend/girlfriend's name?: nicholas
15)How long have you and your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend been going out/been crushing on them (these are getting too politically correct)?: probably since I was 5. tho i only realized this 3 years and one week ago.
16)What is you and your crush's/boyfriend/girlfriend's song(s)?: the world aint slowing down-ellis paul, one week-bnl
17)Would you have sex before marriage? Yes
18)Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: yes
19)Do you do drugs?: i have. not really my thing tho.
20)Do you smoke?: like a bad factory
21)Do you drink?: me??? never.....
22)Are you ghetto?: i can be
23)Are you a player?: i can be
24)What is your favorite color(s)?: red, black, purple
25)What is your favorite animal(s)?: cheetah, reindeer
26)What is your favorite song(s)?: too many...rolling stone-bob dylan, free bird-lynard skynard, napoleon, hour follows hour, & dilate-ani difranco head the list
27)What is your favorite movie(s)?: angels in america, heavenly creatures, empire records,
28)Who is your best friend(s)?: jaime, nick, beth, katy, kevin, sahar, molly
29)Who do you talk to most online?: duffy, sahar, katy
30)Who do you talk to most on the phone?: jaime, kevin, todd, beth, molly
31)Are you a bum?: sometimes
32)Do you get online a lot?: yes
33)Are you shy/outgoing?: outgoing
34)Do you shower?: course.
35)Do you hate school?: when I went there I did
36)Do you have a social life?: too much of one at times
37)Do you trust people easily?: nope
38)Have you ever lied to your best friend(s)?: Yes. but most likely with good reason.
39)Are you a daredevil?: i have my moments.
40)Would you ever sky dive?: in a heartbeat
41)Do you like to dance?: yes
68)Have you ever been out of state?: Yes
69)Do you like to t
ra
vel?: Yes
70)Whats your favorite state(s)?: New York. Always New York.
71)Do you think your hometown sucks?: Kenmore sucks. but i don't consider it my hometown
71)Do you want to get out of your hometown?: I could take it or leave it
72)What design/logo is on your mousepad?: um, a blue stripe and the name of my dads company.
73)What color is your mousepad?: white and blue
74)Which do you perfer..listening to the radio or listening to cd's?: mp3s
75)Have you ever gotten high?: yup
76)Whats your favorite drink?: water, tea, chocolate milk
77)Do you like snapple?: yes
78)Do you drink a lot of water?: yes
79)What toothpaste do you use?: Colgate whitening with tartar control.
80)Do you have a cell phone/pager?: nope
81)Do you collect beany babies?: I have some. i don't collect them tho.
82)Which do you prefer Mickey/Goofy?: goofy
83)Do you like amusment parks?: hell yes
84)Have you ever been to 6 flags?: Yeah
85)What name brand do you wear the most?: hardly any...old navy i guess
86)Do you like Tupac?: used to.
87)Do you like Eminem?: yes
88)Do you like Dre?: used to.
89)Do you like taking picture's?: Yes
90)Do you like getting your picture taken?: eh
91)Do you have a tan?: yes...and i probably have cancer, too. that'll teach me to fall asleep on the beach.
92)Do you get annoyed easily?: yes
93)What are you hobbies?: acting, writing
94)Do you have your own phone/phone line?: phone, yes.
95)Do you have your own pool?: the pool fell down. now we have a mud wrestling pit.
96)Do you have any siblings?: 1
97)Do you have any posters/pinups on your bedroom walls?: no
99)Do you get good grades in school?: not in school
100)Do you get along with your parent's?: no
101)How do you vent your anger?: I yell a lot. i bitch to jaime. i smoke an entire pack of cigarettes. sometimes i throw things.
102)Are you a role model?: I've been told so.
103)Who do you look up to?: rose, probably. god, i miss her.
104)What are you favorite flower(s)?: lilacs
105)Have you ever been suspended from school?: almost
106) Have you ever been expelled from school?: almost
107)Do you have any piercings?: ears
108)Do you have any tattoos?: no
109)Whats your favorite holiday?: halloween
110)Whats your favorite memory?: being at the playground with Katy, going to NYC with Molly.
111)Whats your least favorite memory?: camping trip '02-me and nick
113)Do you dream a lot?: yes
114)Do you daydream a lot?: Yeah
115)Have you had a nightmare lately?: No..ok well i guess my dream last night was a bit nightmarish.
116)Which do u perfer boxers/briefs?: Boxers
17)Do you have any allergies?: hayfever
118)Do you have any health problems?: diabetes, displaced ankle, endometriosis, bipolar disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder, trichotillamania...need i go on? im a walking disaster
119)Do you like cats?: i do, but im allergic. but i don't like nicks cats, allergies or not.
120)Do you like dogs?: yes
121)Do you have any pet(s)?: fish, and a toad
122)Do you have glasses?: Yeah
123)Do you have braces?: No
124)Do you have a job?: stage manager, exec. director of theatrre company, freelance writer.
125)Have you ever been fired from a job?: no
127)Have you ever been dumped?: no
128)Have you ever broke up wit any one?: yup
129)Have you ever been played?: prolly
130)Have you ever played any one?: ish
131)What is you zodiac sign?: gemini
132)What type of jewelery do you wear?: silver
133)Which do you wear more silver/gold?: Silver
134)Do you a time limit on aol?: Nope
135)Do you have a curfew?: hell no
136)Are you a vegeatarian?: No
137)Could you be a vegetarian?: I like chicken wings too much
138)Have you ever thought about suicide?: Yeah
139)Do you like coffee?: too much
140)Do you have a sweet tooth?: Yeap
141)What's your favorite candy?: french's chocolate taffy. i dare you to find it.
142)Do you like horror movies?: muchly
143)Do you like to spend/
save y
our money?: Spend
144)Whats your favorite type of sandwich? roast beef
145)Do you keep your room clean?: Kinda
146)Do you dress good?: i dress depending on my mood.
147)Do you eat veggies?: Yes
148)Do you like chinese food?: Yes
149)Do you like spicy food?: yes
150)Do you like mexican food?: yes
151)Are you a flirt?: so i've been told...
152)Are you good at flirting?: seems to work
153)Do you like to go to parties?: love them. i am the Queen of the party. (thats how i got my nickname)
154)Do you still go trick or treating? No
155)Are you an angel or a little devil?: depends on my mood.
156)Do you get along with people well?: if they aren't stupid. i have no tolerance for stupidity.
157)Have you ever just started dancing in the middle of the mall you go to?: probably
158)Have you ever won anything?: Yeah
159)Do you listen to country? she thinks my tractor's sexy.
160)Do you like the song last resort? eh
161)Do you have a waterbed or a regular matress bed?: i have Lumps. thats what i call the worlds worst mattress which resides in my room currently.
162)Do you get bored easily?: Yeah
163)Do you play golf?: I try
164)Do you play miniture golf?: i try
165)Do you like tennis?: Yes
166)Are you flexible?: yeah
167)Are you a sweet heart?: That's what people tell me.
168)What kind of perfume/colonge do you wear?: lavendertherapy, gap love14, bath and body works plumeria, or clinique happy
169)Whats your favorite number(s)?: 13
170)Whats your lucky number(s)?: 13
171)Whats your favorite season?: summer and winter
172)Whats your favorite month(s)?: not december...june?
173)Do you plan on getting married when you get older?: i don't plan on it. i would like to tho.
174)Do you plan on having children when you get older?: not today, not tomorrow, not ever. tho you never know how ill feel next week.
175)What names do you got picked out for your future baby girl(s)?: eloise james, rosemary elizabeth
176)What names do you got picked out for your future baby boy(s)?: vincent michael, shamus david
177)Do you have chapped lips?: No
178)Have you ever broken any one's bones before?: No
179)Have you ever broken any of your own bones before?: my ankle, repetedly
180)Have you ever had stitches before?: no
181)Have you ever hurt someone intentionally?: No
182)Have you ever broken any one's heart?: so I'm told
183)Do you believe in God or the Devil?: God.
184)Do you like shopping?: a little too much
185)How many cd's do you own?: I dunno
186)Who was/is your favorite teacher(s)?: eh....maloney, marcyanne, V, schewe, walters, waterhouse, halm
187)What is your favorite season(s)?: Didn't I already answer this?
188)Have you ever been out of the U.S?: yeah
189)Have you ever been in a car accident?: a few
190)Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: no
191)Have you ever been embarrassed in school?: I'm not easliy embarassed
192)Are you a person to start rumor's about someone else?: No
193)Have you ever drank so much,that you blacked out?: "Nicki...what did i do last night, and how did i get home?"
94)Have you ever hooked any one up before?: Yeah
195)Have you ever split a relationship up before?: yeah
196)Have you ever stopped someone from doin something really stupid?: yup
197)Have you ever gotten into a fight with a teacher(s) before?: oy....several times.
198)Are you rude?: I can be
199)Do you think this survey is long?: You think?
200)Have any of the question's been repeated at all during this survey?: Yeah!
201)Is this the longest survey you ever filled out?: No
202)Are you bored filling out this survey?: a bit
203)Roughly how long has it taken you to get this far? Not very long
204)What is your dream car?: one that runs.
205)What is your dream job? anything having to do with theatre.
206)What is your favorite dream?: hmmm
207)What is your favorite cd(s)?: dilate-ani difranco, dizzy up the girl-goos, jagged little pill-alani
s, breakdo
wn-melissa etheridge, tragic kingdom-no doubt
208)Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: yup
209)Do you collect anything?: Yeah
210)Do you get along with your family?: no
211)Who is you favorite family member(s)?: duffy
212)Which family member(s)do you get along with the most?: duffy, tim, mel, mary, barb, sarah, sue
213)Are you an organized person?: no
214)What phrase do you use the most?: "Are you new?" "I'm sayin..."
215)Do you take long showers?: sometimes
216)Do you plan on graduating from highschool?: already did
217)What grade are you in?: hi, we've been here already
218)Are you energetic?: Sometimes
219)Do you get hyper a lot?: yes
220)Do you get hyper from eating chocolate?: nope
221)Do you like hot chocolate?: Yeah
222)Do you have manners?: Yeah
223)Do you put on a front for your boyfriend/girlfriend's parents?: no
224)Do you put on a front for anyone?: aside from job interviews, no.
225)Do you iceskate?: not well
226)Do you rollerskate/rollerblade?: i can still rollerskate well, but rollerblades were never my thing.
227)Do you like the snow?: snow is fun
228)Do you like the beach?: currently my back is peeling like an ripe banana, so, no.
229)Which do you perfer, swimming in a pool or swimming in the ocean?: pool. no salt water.
230)Can you draw well?: not too bad
231)Do you have a lot of exs?: eh
232)Do you have anyone blocked online?: Yes
233)Do you get into a lot of fights?: sometimes
234)Do you run your mouth?: yes...
235)Can you keep secrets?: if they aren't life threatening, then yes.
236)Can people trust you?: thats up to them
237)Do you have cable in your room?: Yes, but not the good cable.
238)Do you speak your mind?: too much
239)Do you watch the Disney channel?: not anymore, really.
240)Do you watch MTV?: eh
241)Do you watch BET?: eh
242)What do you think of Carson Daily?: i can't stand him.
243)Do you like Nelly?: not particularly
244)What do you think of the person that sent this to you?: i think it came from jaime. she rocks.
245)Could you kill the person that made this? No
246.)If you had a gun with one bullet and someone had to die from that bullet or you would be ripped apart by rabid mice pirhanas who would that person be?: Don't give me this power
247)Do you have a lot of self-confidence?: yes
248)Do you cry a lot?: yes
249)Do you cry if you don't get your way?: sometimes. but it has to be a very big me-not-getting-my-way.
250)Are you spoiled?: lord no
251)Are you a brat?: i can be
252)Do you get whatever you want?: No
253)Do you have to work for what you want?: yes
254)Do you listen to sappy songs?: sometimes
255)Do you go into chatrooms a lot?: nope
256)What is your e-mail address? mysticmoon13@aol.com
257.)if you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: left leg. my uncle just got a new left leg. looks cool.
258)Do you like eeyore? he's alright
259)Do you like cartoons?: Yes.
260)Who is your favorite cartoon character?: bugs, mickey, buttercup
261)Do you get in trouble a lot?: sometimes
262)Have you ever gotten in trouble with the cops before?: err...
263)What time is it now?: 12:17
264)Have you ever lied to a cop?: yes
265)Have you ever been in love?: Yeah
266)Have you ever been in love so much it made you cry?: yes
267)Have you ever cryed over someone?: Yeah
268)Do you have a lot of trustworthy friends?: Some
269)Are you a trustworthy person?: Yes
270)Do you wear a lot of jewlery?:no
271)What kind of jewlery do you wear?: Silver, or beaded. NEVER gold.
272)Do you have any birth marks?: a couple.
273)Is your belly button, an innie or an outie?: Innie
274)Whats your favorite icecream?: coffee bean, oreo
275)Whats your favorite day?: friday, saturday
276)Whats your favorite thing to do on the weekend?: Hang out with friends, sleep, go places
277)Do you like cherry coke?: ocassionally
278)Do you like sprite?: no
279)Do you know what
moutain dew do
es to your body?: yes
280)Do you like cherries?: yup
281)Do you like strawberries?: yeah
282)Do you like kool-aid?: yeah
283)Whats your favorites kool-aid flavor?: red
284)Whats your favorite snapple flavor?: strawberry kiwi, peach iced tea
285)Do you like pie?: not so much
286)Do you like getting dirty?: no particulalrly. wait, what is your definition of dirty?
287)Do you like iced tea?: Yes
288)Have you seen "Scary Movie" yet?: Yes
289)If you have, then what is your favorite part of the movie?: I saw it 3 years ago....almost 4.....I have no flipping clue
290)Wheres your favorite place to vacation?: NYC, montreal, massachutesettes
291)If you had the chance, would you move out of your hometown?: Probably.
292)Do you like reading books?: Yeah
293)Do you like reading magazines?: Yeah
294)Do you believe in fate?: Yeah
295)Do you believe in Love at First Sight?: i do. i can prove it, too.
296)Do you play video games?: i do, but kevin says im not allowed too because they bring out my violent side. i think he's just tired of getting his ass kicked at mortal combat.
297)Have you ever streaked?: Nope
298)Have you ever skipped school?: yup
299)Have you ever been skinny dipping?: once
300)Do you believe in yourself?: more than people think i do.