I have seriously been working my butt off. Just about every free moment I have been spending doing something productive (except for right now ofcourse). It has been insane and not in the best way possible. I keep up wiht the hope that I will one day catch up with my school work.

I apologize for my user pic, I tried to change it, but it just ended up blank. what do I do to these machines???

Gosh I just realized that I do not have anything interesting to say. But I do feel that this website just isn't the same without the big nites out. I really do miss them. I don't know I would attend everyone of them because school work sucks, buts its comforting to know they exist. Is there anyway to reinstate that plan?

Actually I do have something funny to say. For those of you that know the story about Florida and what DIDN'T happen (i don't' remember if i posted that or not--not that it isn't hard to figure out what i am talking about), all i have to say is that he didn't know what offer was being put on the table.

Oh and Boxerboi (Matt) is leaving the pharmacy. I am going to miss him dearly, he always made me laugh and not feel so bad about all the mistakes that I make in pharmacy. Matt I am totally going to miss you!!!!

And I almost forgot to write about my Polish boys. My cousin works for MTV Hits and is going to get them a spot on her show, she is going to write them into the script! THey are totally going to be an overnight sensation-YES!!! I so want to adopt them!

Yes, I got to see my Polish boys once again. They are seriously the cutest/funniest thing ever. They are almost done working at ABC Rental, this is their last week. Then they are traveling around for a week, then back to Buffalo for a few days. Hopefully we will get to go out once more before they go away. Although I am of course planning on visiting them next summer. The showed me some of their pictures, and there was one (if anyone knows who they are-the one with the long hair that seemed to be the heart-throb) was dancing around in black speedo looking things in the rain-too funny. If you guys haven't met the Polish boys, I will post when are where we are going. Everyone should go, because they are most definitely worth meeting.

I went to a stripes only party tonight, which was muy classy. Good time :)

One week from sat 9/11 is my GRE, if you know any good words you could tell me about that might be on the GRE, please post them. 8* I am trying to learn as many words as I can, although I am realizing everyday what a small vocabulary I have. Really sad :(

School is going well I guess. As long as I stay on top of things and devote my weekends to papers, studying and fun things like that I should be okay. I am writing one of my papers on beached whales. Does anyone know anything about beached whales, or a good sight where i could find out stuff about beached whales?

Soyeon, that image that you had with being, meeting, possessing. That was really neat. Very interesting to think about.

For those of you that know me, know that I so loved canada-going to the clubs etc. Well I went Friday with my partygirl Frannie, and even before going it was the first time that I didn't feel that excited about it, like it was going to be cheesy. And it totally was. I actually felt old and out of place which is so strange. Perhaps it is because I have been hanging out with all you cool epeeps that there is no comparison. It just seemed really silly. The whole scouting out who you like and try to hit on them. The typical "out of line" sex comments. No creativity at all, just the cheap sex jokes by DJ's that will get the conditioned response. Cheese that is all I can really say. So I realized I am no longer a canada/Rumors person. Frannie on the other hand, I cannot speak for. She ended up going home with some guy. I hope that she survived-she should be fine. I really don't want to be apart of that whole scene anymore. I suppose it really depends on the day you ask me. But I am tired of the whole trying to pick someone up for a night scene, not that I want to settle down. It just seems really tired. As am I-so here i go to bed!!! ;)

It was such an amazing beautiful day, I went to the beach. I was determined to go whether it was with someone else or by myself. Maureen almost went with me, but there was miscommunication. Steve (my bro-n-law) felt bad that I didn't have anyone to go with so he went with me for like an hour and then I stayed there for a few hours after that. I felt so calm and refreshed. I really think I need to live somewhere that I can go to the beach anytime I want to. The only thing it was missing was the sound of the waves. It was too calm of a day, so the water wasn't making any noise. I fell asleep too only for like a half hour, but so amazing. I am sorry none of my friends could go with me cause it was really a great time. Pry one of the last nice days of the summer/fall. Is it weird to go to the beach by yourself?-Actually there was a kid with his towel next to me there by himself too. I noticed that when I got up to leave he followed, which was kind of strange. Maybe he didn't want to be the only one on the beach by himself?? Generally when I go to the beach I like to tan without my shirt on, but I try to be tasteful about it. Today though I thought it might be weird if i took off my shirt if I was there by myself so I decided to just show as much skin as possible without taking the top part of my bathing suit off. Would that be weird if someone tanned without a shirt by themself???