So I am now realizing how much work I am going to have to do this semester, and it is going to be quite a bit. Although most college students are used to writing papers, I am not and now I have like 14 paper to write so far. Alot of them are 5 pages, (listed 5 or less) but still that is quite a bit. For me anywho. Could be a good semester if i am responsible about it all.

I am a little sad today for some reason-or maybe it just hit me right now?

Happy semester everyone!!! :)

Although summer isn't "offically" over just yet, i think it is for anyone that goes to school. I was so set that I was going to do something fun this weekend, which fizzled into absolute nothing. I was in total need of some fresh air and open country and all i got was my clostrophobic (way wrong spelling) house and bad weather reports.-damnit

I am excited and not excited about going to school. I feel like I never left and i still have like 10,000 projects to finish up which won't be done until december. All that grad school shit and stoopid exams you have to take. I am just really tired of never feeling I have accomplished a damn thing. I am scared of overloading myself this semester. I have 2 independent studies and 4 classes. One of my independent things is TA'ing for stats, along with that i have to do a small research project. The other is a continuation of my resiliency study this summer. Keep studying studying studying for the GRE's. I knew my small vocabulary would catch up with me one day, and apparently that day is finally here-damnit.

Jesse, it was so good to see you when you were here I feel like we didn't really get to visit at all tho.-damnit

Terry I hope you had an amazing birthday, and you better had partied it up.-Yeah!!!

You know I decided that I really don't like cheap people when their cheapness affects me. Not having money and being cheap are 2 totally different things. My weekend is bein altered because I was all excited to go camping and stuff with my friend from Michigan, that i haven't seen in like 2 years and he goes to me- "So you are going to give me gas money, right?" Dude, um yes I would have but you suck so don't even bother to come and visit me. Just pisses me right off.

So today I had to get my picture taken for my fellowship, and I didn't care what it really looked like cause how many times am i actually going to have to see it? So i picked out my picture which i wasn't totally happy with. THen the lady was like, "so I will fix your hair in the pic and do you want the blemishes/beauty marks on your face removed...etc" and I was like okay with fixing the hair, but no you can' t touch up my face. Its mine and i may not have a flawless face, but damnit its all i've got. Does anyone else share in this? I know i already asked some people, but I was just curious. I know this is an exaggerated comparison, but it seems to scientifically advanced like cloning.-really dramatic I know.8*

Paul thank you so much for updating my pic!!!;)