This is Matt in bed with a cup of hot chicken soup.

Hey so do we have a new hang out? Perhaps we should all meet at the Pink as not to throw people off and then go from there? I say Merlins???-anyone with me? What am I saying?-who knows if I will even go out???

I seriously got like 3 hours of sleep last night because all I could think about was where I am going to go to grad school??? Maureen let me borrow one of her grad school books about what schools offer what programs and such. All I could do is plan out where I am going to live for the next 5 or so years. I went to bed at like 5 and woke up at 9 cause that was so in my mind-all I could think about. So now I am a bit overwhelmed about thinking about all that I need to get done before the end of the summer-studying and such. Thanks Maureen for setting me in the right direction so that I may actually get into grad school. Seriously if you weren't being so hardcore about the whole thing, I pry would have never studied or realized that I had to take exams to get into grad school-or three exams at that. You are a God send, thank you so very much.

Bright Eyes always sings about being pure-or so it seems to me? And I think he really has a good idea. Does anyone else identify so much with what he says in his songs, so many lines are like-"damnit yes-i so know what you are talking about." I would love to have a talent where I could connect with a lot of people like that. I digress-purity...yes I have been thinking about it today and I really believe in its concept. I really want my intentions in life to be selfless most of the time. Do you know what I am talking about when you do something really from your heart and you receive praise and then your intentions totally turn into your ego. I really despise that in myself, and I want to always be able to want the best for others and really be happy for them-genuinely happy for them. Some people can so naturally act from their heart because they are so intune with it. It is something that I really strive for, and desire.:)

Where did he go? Does anyone see him anymore?