MetalPeter-you came up in conversation at The Pink last nite, because people really would like to actually see who you are since you are a regular on this site. So I think it is your duty as an epeep to do that!!!

Today was such a waste and I wish I had the energy to make my day off actually productive. Instead I recovered from going out last night physically and emotionally . I don't really think I have recovered at all though. I have so much stuff that I have to get done before the end of summer and I just chose to do nothing. I hope tomorrow is a better day!

Thank you for answering many of my entries. I don't understand why you do not come out to Pink on Thursdays?

Do you ever just wish you could talk to someone at night before you go to bed late at nite? Do you know what I mean? Why is it that one gets longing for conversation just before they go to bed late at nite?

Do you think that much of the time we feel negative feelings toward someone is just because we do not allow them enough space? This is something that I generally try to do-that is give people space. It is really difficult, cause it means relying on oneself. Although sometimes it feels really good to get mad at someone so that you can feel righteous? Its bad to admit maybe?-but it feels really good to feel right sometimes. I think a lot of the time when we don't give people ample space ( i don't mean walk all of you) that is when we get angry too easily or upset at them. Sometimes it is nice and sometimes it just puts too much stress on us tho. I really try to do this, but I think I really need to make more of a committment to it.