Do you know what I mean when you feel invaded by someone. Not only do you think about them a lot, but you feel your actions and thoughts are dedicated to them. Its the worst! I suppose a lot of things are the worst, but I really hate it. Its not even as bad as it used to be for me, I used to be like this all the time-thank God for meditation. I really think if one were to live a single life, it is so much less complicated. Hahaha-acutally I am single-so I guess what i mean is that if one were to never really care for someone for even want to. I know somethings are worth the bad times, but I don't know that relationships are. I become clouded by them and I really loose myself and who I am. After one day of thinking I am dating someone, I am transformed. Why is it all so dramatic?

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Am I the only person that thinks letterboxing is cool-cause I AM starting to get that feeling-hahaha!!!

HAS ANYONE HEARD OF THIS---LETTERBOXING???

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I am completely amazed, it IS the coolest thing I have EVER heard of in my whole life without a doubt. Maybe I am just behind the "behind the Times" as I usually am-hahaha!

I read about it in Time this week. It is hide and seek Pirate style across the nation (okay so minus the whole golden treasure thing). It started in England 150 years ago. People bury something like paper and a rubber stamp. You look on a website like letterboxing.org to get clues to find these boxes. Then you can rubber stamp the book and leave words of wisdom to other people that find it and whatnot.

Damnit that is the coolest thing EVER!

I feel like George Michaels in the song Faith, "I need some time off from that emotion. Time to pick my heart up off the floor. Love comes down with out devotion. Well it takes a strong man baby but I'm showing you that door!." I think some of that was wrong and maybe even slipped into the Limp Bizkit version not really sure but I think ya'll get the idea.

Yeah! I am finally going to Florida, I feel like i have been counting down the days for like 5 months but its only been like 2 weeks. I actually found 2 nice outfits. One cost $20 and the other $65. Yeah! I am so excited to go with Mike I know we will have an excellent time with minimum to no fighting.